Kapitel 59: Both - Morning After

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Ocean

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When my alarm went off in the morning, I felt like I hadn't slept at all. I felt so tired that I just didn't want to get out of bed. I know exactly why I had felt like that though. It was all Makai's fault. If it hadn't been for him, and the things he had said, and the things he had done, I wouldn't have had such a hard time falling asleep.

I guess I can't really blame it all on him though. I had gotten jealous. I had let my emotions get to me. I had dragged him down that alley and kissed him with everything that I had. And I had been the one to think about what I had in the shower. He never made me touch myself to the memories of his body.

I don't really think that it had been Makai's fault that I fell for him. It was just something that developed between us and pulled us together. But just because I was able to admit to myself that I liked him, it didn't mean that I would be able to tell him right away.