Far away from the Yun mansion, Xiao was heading to the Li mansion. In Li Lun's room, a young girl aged 10 sat on a chair. The past few months hadn't changed much about her. She still appeared cute, but her cheerfulness and bright smile were nowhere to be seen.
Li Lun sat blind and crippled, facing the harsh realities of a world where true power and talent ruled. In this world, lacking either of those meant being of no use, merely a burden to be discarded. Despite this, her father's love remained unchanged, which was truly a blessing.
However, it couldn't change what had already occurred. Li Lun couldn't believe how drastically her life had changed. She vividly remembered that day—it had started off joyfully, as she was finally going to begin her cultivation journey.
Li Lun wasn't initially interested in cultivation, but after meeting Xiao, her curiosity had been piqued. Not because she particularly enjoyed it, but because Xiao did. She wanted something in common with him. She had dreamt of awakening and going to see Xiao, discussing cultivation and seeking his guidance. That way, they could spend more time together. She had developed strong feelings for him.
Talking and playing with Xiao had always been enjoyable. She laughed at his attempts at jokes and was fascinated by his dedication to cultivation. There was something captivating about his unwavering focus and determination to achieve his goals.
Moreover, Xiao was truly good-looking, and Li Lun found herself increasingly attracted to him. Everything seemed perfect, so why did things have to turn out like this? Why did she have to experience such a fate? Why did the world hate her?
She could vividly recall the events of that day. It had started like any other, filled with happiness and anticipation as she headed to the awakening area, where the elders would awaken her martial core. But everything went wrong there. She experienced excruciating pain, as if her bones were being crushed. She could faintly remember a whisper in her ear.
'I chose you.'
The words were barely a whisper, but she knew it wasn't a hallucination. That was the last light she saw before darkness consumed her. When she woke up, she was in a bed, and there was no... light, everything had become dark for her, the brightness that was normal to her left her, becoming a cause she never appreciated.
Now Li Lun couldn't see.
To her everything became dark and pitch-black, causing fear to crawl through her body. She was confused, disoriented, and terrified. The familiar lights and colors never appeared. Darkness, an endless darkness, filled her sight.
She screamed and cried until her voice broke and tears ran dry. Then it happened—she realized she couldn't move her legs or walk. In just one day, she lost many precious things she never knew she had.
But that was only the beginning of her nightmare. While she lost something, she gained something else. Her senses sharpened like never before. She could "feel" the auras of others, and her hearing reached an unbelievable level. She could hear a person's heartbeat or a faint sound from a distance.
She could sense her surroundings as if there was a connection, but even that became a nightmare—a curse she wished she never had. Although she couldn't see it, she "felt" the disdain and contempt others held for her now. She heard their mocking comments and felt like a complete waste.
"Sigh... To think she would end up as a waste. What a pity."
"Her only worth was being engaged to young master Xiao. What do we do now?"
"It seems she will be a burden."
The sounds of the elders, who had once smiled at her, now filled her mind, while the servants who had been kind to her spoke ill of her, joining in the mockery.
"What a pity. I thought I could get close to her."
"Yeah, me too. Well, it seems she will be like this for the rest of her life."
Their hurtful words cut deep into her heart. But that was just the beginning. Renowned doctors from all over the empire were called to examine her, and they all said the same thing.
"Impossible."
She would be like this for the rest of her life. She could still cultivate, but she would never see or walk—a cripple for life. Li Lun, who thought she couldn't be hurt any further, now truly understood despair. In a single day, she had fallen from heaven to hell.
But amidst all this, her greatest fear was the engagement. She overheard others talking about it. Now that she was like this, why would the engagement proceed? Xiao was a talented genius, so why would he want to be engaged to a cripple?
These words and questions flooded her mind, but she tried to deny them.
'No, he's not like that.'
'No, he promised.'
'Yes, he's different.'
All these words jumbled in her mind, and she wanted to believe them, but an "if" always lingered, deep in her thoughts. Her body turned cold as an unfamiliar feeling gripped her mind. The day had pushed her to the brink of emotional breakdown. She now understood powerlessness and harbored a burning desire for power, at least she thought she did, while in her heart hope still boomed, hope that things might change, such thoughts could only be defeated with time.
"I see, now I understand a bit of what he was saying..."
Li Lun muttered with lifeless eyes, sitting on the chair. She had always wondered why Xiao tried so hard. He had always said it was to control his fate. She had been confused, but now she could grasp a glimmer of understanding. That was when she heard whispers from the maids standing outside her door.
"Pss... Did you hear?"
"What?"
"It seems young master Xiao is at the mansion. He seems to be heading to meet the young mistress."
"Really? Do you think he came to break the engagement?"
"Who knows? Maybe..."
Li Lun didn't catch the rest of their conversation as her mind buzzed with the mention of Xiao's presence. Countless possibilities flooded her mind, but in the end, she shook her head. Even if he came to break it off with her, she would accept it. After all, who would want a cripple?
So she sat there, waiting. It didn't take long before she sensed another presence outside her door. Though she felt it for the first time, she knew it belonged to Xiao. She waited, waited for him to enter. Then she heard his words.
"Li Lun, can I come inside?"
"Y-Yes."
Her response was shaky and barely recognizable. Her voice trembled, and despite her thoughts, her heart fought with apprehension. Soon, she heard the door open as Xiao walked in. Though she couldn't physically sense him, she could still hear his heartbeat, his footsteps, and his scent.
She liked them all.
Silence settled in the room as Xiao stepped inside. He finally got a good look at Li Lun, who appeared completely different from her usual self. She no longer wore her cheerful smile or shy look as she gazed at him.
Instead, her face was pale and worn, with red and dry eyes from the tears she had shed. Her once sparkling eyes now looked dark and lifeless. When Xiao entered the room, Li Lun's head turned towards him, and she "looked" at him.
"Are you here to throw me away too?"
Li Lun's voice was barely a whisper, but to Xiao, her words were crystal clear. She tried to be confident when she spoke, but her trembling body and eyes betrayed her. Li Lun waited to hear Xiao's answer, but as the seconds passed, her heart clenched with pain.
"Tell me! Did you come to cancel the engagement? Then do it and go!"
"..."
"Why aren't you saying anything? You came to cancel the engagement, right? Say it and leave me!"
"..."
"Go on, say it! Say that I am useless and abandon me, just like everyone else!"
From that point on, Li Lun kept shouting at Xiao. She screamed even before he had a chance to speak as if she was hurling all her pain at him, even though he had done nothing wrong. But to the young Li Lun, who was on the verge of an emotional collapse, nothing else mattered.
She just wanted to vent without considering anything else. She continued shouting for several minutes before finally calming down. The only sound that echoed in the room was her ragged breathing. It was then that she realized what she had done. But at that moment, she "felt" and heard Xiao approaching her.
'Is he going to hurt me?'
The question crossed Li Lun's mind. She tried to "feel" anything coming from Xiao, but all she sensed was calmness. Within seconds, he was close to her. At that moment, Xiao raised both his hands toward Li Lun. She tried to protect herself, but what happened next surprised her completely.
Instead of pain, she felt a warm embrace. Xiao had pulled her into a hug. She was so shocked that she could only lie within his embrace as he patted her back, holding her tightly. He calmed her by gently patting her hair and head.
"That's good. Shouting is good. It's never good to keep everything in your heart."
Xiao's calm voice was heard, and within his embrace, Li Lun felt warm and safe. As she felt his warmth, Xiao spoke.
"I'm sorry that I was late. I only heard about it a few hours ago. I can't imagine the pain you must be going through. No one can truly understand unless they have experienced the same."
Li Lun remained silent as she listened to him.
"But I can promise you one thing. I will be with you all the way. I will protect you from anyone who wishes to harm you. I will be the shoulder you can lean on when you are tired. I will be with you until the day you no longer want me by your side."
Saying so, Xiao lifted her head and looked at her face, gently rubbing her cheek with his warm hands.
"B-But I am a cr-cripple. N-No one would want m-"
"Shushhh... Never say that, Li Lun. You are not a failure, and you are definitely not alone. Did you forget? Didn't I promise to marry you? Unless you decide you don't want to marry me, I will be there with you until the end."
"Why should I care that you can't walk? Why should I care that you can't see? You can still cultivate, right? Just focus on it. After all, I don't want my wife to become a grandmother while I stay young."
"Li Lun, I promise you I won't go anywhere, and I will never abandon you."
Xiao's words thundered in Li Lun's ears. Her eyes began to blur as tears she didn't know were left started to flow. The warmth she had never known filled her heart and power she had never experienced coursed through her body. For the first time, her lips stretched into a smile, the most beautiful smile she had ever given him.
With a tearful face, Li Lun leaned her head on Xiao's body, resting her head on his chest. Xiao didn't resist; instead, he held her and continued to pat her back, calming her nerves.
'Mother, I have found what you spoke of. I have found someone special, Mother...'
With those last thoughts, Li Lun's eyes grew heavy, and she slowly closed them, falling asleep in Xiao's embrace. Xiao's gaze became complex as he looked at Li Lun, but in the end, he shook his head. He carefully lifted Li Lun off the chair and laid her on the bed. He covered her with a quilt, and as he was about to leave, his hand was caught by a smaller one.
Looking to the side, he saw Li Lun's hand unconsciously grasping his. Even in her sleep, she didn't want him to leave. With a wry smile, Xiao held her hand back and sat beside her.
"I'm sorry, Li Lun, but I don't think marrying me would be easy..."
Xiao murmured as he looked at Li Lun. He hadn't lied when he said he would marry her if she wanted to. Knowing the future, he was aware of the person Li Lun would grow up to be. Moreover, she would become a beautiful woman who could captivate any man's heart with her talent, power, and beauty.
She would become someone completely new after inheriting the legacy. Her cultivation would rise, propelling her from the lower heaven to the higher one. Eventually, she would be transported to the Void Realm, where the Void Ruler would adopt her, and her legendary journey would begin.
Her legend would grow, making her one of the heroes of her era—a strong and powerful woman who would steal the hearts of countless men. She would enchant them not only with her beauty but also with her talent and power. She would encounter great men throughout her life, and by then, she would have likely forgotten him, or at least that's what he thought.
The future remained uncertain, as it was never set in stone. It was the choices one made that determined it. Would Xiao's choice now cause ripples? Only time will tell.
'But wait, why am I resisting? Isn't it best to have her heart completely? Such a powerful woman loyal to me is the best'
Once again, those intelligent thoughts filled Xiao's mind, but it didn't last for long as his daze hit him, removing those thoughts as quickly as they came.
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