I was waiting in cafe.. this is the new day new begging.. people are here to celebrate there new day.. and here I am talking decisions of my life.. how the Fucked up my life is..
Suddenly Noah come in and all my thoughts wash away..than I look at him. he did find me where I am and when our eyes meet he straight walk towards me and seat opposite to me.. I did give me weak smile at him..
" All are celebrating New Year's and here we are.. " he said to me.. and i know what he trying to explan.. I mean I do want do the same.. did I spoil his new year..
" did I Spoil your New Year?" I ask him.. I do feel guilty that I call him to come here that urgently..
" I know right.. and i am sorry to call you and tell you to come here that urgently.." i tell him too..
" Let it be I know you did call me for talk somthing important.. So tell me what you want to talk about it.." he ask me.. and this make me easy think to talk to him in straight forward..
" I want to talk about what we talk about earlier.." i said to him.. and he look at me give me question look..
" We already talk about it that matter right.. and we already decided it.. than why again.. are you getting second thought.." he ask me.. and I drink glass of water..
" It's just that.. Noah.. before you react first listen to me.. " I tell him..
" Are you talking about Ariana.. " he ask me.. and i shake my head and said no to him..
" No I am not taking about her.. don't worry about it.. but I do want to talk about her too.. but I want to talk first why i called you to come here.. " I said he nodded with his head..
" It's just that.. Noah.. I know you are my best friend.. and seriously I can do anything for you.. we know each other when we are kids.. more important is that you are my best friend.. there is no way that I can ever hurt you or anything.. I always love you Noah.. no matter what.. " I said to him..
" But I can't do that.. if you want to be with me and make my sister jealous so she can realise and she can come to you.. I can always do that.. but please don't chose me.. Noah.. I know you can always make me happy.. and I also do the same.. but it's about our whole life decision.. I don't want that because you are angry at her you can make this type of decisions.. well you can try to make me happy.. but it's no enough for me.. I want to be with someone whom I can love.. and i see my whole life with him.. so I am sorry Noah.. I really sorry but I can't do that what you want me to do.. " I said to him.. and wipe my tears.. I didn't know that I am crying telling him all this..
" But yeahh.. I am always with you.. whenever you needed me.. I always be there.. in your good or bad time.. " I said to him.. he did nodded with his head. And give me smile.. I know he don't like this at all.. but I don't have any other choice.. I don't want that one mistake make everyone's life hell..
" Actually you Know I do think the same.. when we talk we decided after that that think keep going on in my mind.. and I do feel that I am going fast. And I am making decisions like there is no tomorrow.. when I also know that we all still have time.. and my lake of jealous will make our friendship my love for her.. my hater for him all will Spoil.. and I don't want that anyone can suffer because of it.. so I also agree with that.. " he said.. and really my huge weight get low. I feel relax and clam.. I give him my best and real smile..
" But yeah.. you idea.. well I don't mind to do that too.. Making her jealous.. maybe it's worked I mean who knows... " he said to me. And smrike..
" Of course it will worked.. just we have to act little bit more cossy.. don't worry we can start our thing from tomorrow.. right now you go to party. I am going home.. I am feel tired need sleep.. see you in school Noah and thanks a lot to come here in short notice because I really needed this.. to clear things out.. " I said and standing up..
" Wait I am dropping you.. and I am not going again there I'd you think that I am going but no.. I am going home.. I am also executed and tired.. " he said. And I nodded with my head. We both started to leave this cafe.. I quickly follow behind him..
Whole ride we Didn't talk more.. its just silent.. but not awkward silence.. it's make us pace.. no more tantion. No more worry..
My huge weight is gone.. I thinking about that how can I will tell him this how can I understand him. But Noah not that dumb. And I know same thing is going on in his head. He is not having bad thinking in mind. He just want to pacefull life.. I know and he will get one when Ari told him about her feelings for him.. for that first I have to do one thing is I want to talk to Ari about this..
No matter what I know Nickolas is her first priority but I am not going to judge her for this.. but still she do have to think about Noah too.. who's right now thinking about his future with her.. and i know they will be happy together and after.. but they both are so dumb and of course we all are kids.. we can see everyone's problem but we can't see our own or solve our own things.. like we can give examples about me too..
" Here we go..." Noah said. Parking car front of my house. And I broke my all thought.. and see my house and than turn to look at him.. he did give me smile and nodded with his head.. so did I too.. I hug him.. he did hug me back..
" Thanks for dropping me.. and thanks for understanding me.. mission Ari is still on.. and we are going to execute on school day after tomorrow.. till than take care.. have good night.. and ohh yaah once again Happy New Year.. " I said to him.. and broke the hug..
" Happy New Year lena.. and I will.. have good night.. see you soon.. " he said.. I left the car. And walk to my house.. and he drive away.. no longer he is here or his car.. I smile and open the door and get in..
I walk to my bedroom.. I know Ari is on party so there is no way anyone is home.. mom dad is already on bed. So I did same too.. get quick shower and jump on my bed.
Thinking about everything and when I about to sleep.. I got message from unknown person.. well I first thought it's maybe one of my friend but when I check it's unknown person I open it and read it.. and that make me totally stunned..
UNKNOWN PERSON
You are going well.. you know how to menuplate people.. and how to use them.. but that what a businesswoman do right.. I am impressed.. and can't wait to see you Angel with devil mind..
And I was seat in my bed Indian side folding my both legs.. what is this.. and what he is talking about.. I didn't think more and text him back..
Who are you..
I don't know what to said more.. I first want to confirm that is he talking with me or its wrong number maybe..
UNKNOWN PERSON
One of your admire.. don't worry Angel you will be have me very soon.. verry soon we meet.. and very soon you will be mine..
And this message make me stunned.. and my eyes wild.. it's this him.. whom I am thinking.. who is after me.. who want me.. is it.. did he spy on me.. If he is.. than how can I don't know..
When I go to cafe. I know no one is there.. so how the hell he know.. and about my and Nick.. we both are one of the basement where no one is there last time I check.. than how the hell he know.. what I am missing.. and the same time I got another message from him from me..
UNKNOWN PERSON
No Engel don't west time thinking about how I know all this.. don't worry I will tell you everything when we both face each other.. don't think too much and have good sleep.. night.. take care..
I littrly want to vomit to his words.. but thing is how the hell he know that what I am doing and how the hell he know everything. But again.. I can fine eventually like he said so why I am worried about this.. yeah but whoever it is if he hurt my family.. I will kill him..
Thinking all this.. I close my eyes.. and sleep..
....
Next day when I wake up.. I freshnup and go to join family breakfast..
" Morning Maa Dad.. big sister Happy New Year guys.." I said and hug everyone kiss there cheeks and than seat one of empty chair and join them..
" Morning little sis.." "morning my fav kid" " morning sunshine how you feeling right now.." three of wish me and mom ask me questions.. saying me 'HAPPY NEW YEAR'
" Now I feel like I am fine.. and ready to go to join school again.. plus exams are coming we all are going to our senior year.. I can wait for that.." I tell her..
" That's good.. " mom said to me and I started to eat my breakfast..
" Work hard.. and make us proud of you.. everyone have to say that my kid is brave and smart.." dad said. And nodded with my head..
" Don't worry dad.. our lena is topper to our school.. even everyone know her as nerd.. " Ari said and I Rolle my eyes..
" It's got from her mother.. you mother is use to be nard in our high school time.. " dad said. And I giggle..
" And you are like lost puppy use to follow this nard whole compose don't forget that.. " mom said to him..
" How can I forgot this think hun.. " dad said. And she Rolle her eyes. And me and Ari share look and giggle..
After breakfast.. everyone got bussy in ther own work.. I also did same.. complete all books my homework.. when I am done.. I feel like it's time to talk with her.. so I left my room. And know her door.. and she did said 'come in' to me.. and I didn't wear time and enter closing door behind me..
" Hyy little sister.. what's up.." she said. And I walk and join her in bed.. she is lying in her bed and watching some series..
" Actually are you free I want to talk to you.." I ask her..
" Yeahh. I am that why Westin my time on this series.. anyway.. I can watch it later.. you say.. what you want to talk about.." she said closing her lappy and look to me..
" so I want to ask what is going on between you and Noah..." I ask her.. and she sigh..
" Ohh not again.. what about him and me.. " she ask me.. and i give her look like seriously now.. duh..
" Fine there is nothing going on between us lena.." she said to me.. and i Rolle my eyes..
" We both know that you are lying big sister.. so quick it and tell me.." I tell her..
" Fine.. it's just that.. I M scared to go with him.. to get in any future relationship.. it's just that I never see myself with anyone but Nickolas.. now I am looking at Noah.. but still I need time for this.. I mean did you see how can he talk about Nick.. " she said.. and I cut her off..
" Sis we both know that how's Nick is.. I know for you Nick no matter what how much he hurts you or anything but still you will chose him.. but it's not the problem.. it's just that when you giving Noah chance than why you are acting like this.. that he is your always be second option.." I tell her..
" What.. I never said that he is my always second option.." she said. And we both look at each other and she do little bit surprised herein this..
" What.. I never said that he is my always second option no way.. he never will be.." she said. And we both look at each other and she do little bit surprised herein this..
" It's just that when he said if I have to chose.. but that doesn't mean that I am using him or anything.. for me he is too important me too.. it's just that when we both are angry and started to argue with each other.. I also got mad and told him that yeahh I always chose Nick.. and I know it's little bit that make him hurt.. " she said to me.. and I understand like what I same happen to with me and Nick.. they way he said.. but I do have reason and it's big one..
So do Ari have.. anger make people talk like this.. which we don't want to talk but we always talk to hurt them.. and me and Ari did same..
" What are you thinking.." she ask me.. when I was so lost in thought I broke it and look at her nodded with my head and agree with her..
" Nothing it's just that.. when we are angry we never thought what we are talking and without thinking we hurt people who care us must.. that's what I am thinking.." I said to her. And she nodded.
" I think I did same.. and I do want to talk to him about this.. but than yesterday the way you and him.. is somthing happen.. I see he drop you home yesterday.." she asked me.. and I do want to tease her about this but not right now..
" Nothing we are talking about you.. and I told him same but he don't want to hear me out.. because whatever happen between you two.. I know he got hurt.. " I tell her..
" I know.. I do want to talk to him about this.." she said to me in low voice..
" And about he drop me off.. all girls are bussy with there boys so I ask him if he free and can drop me.. you know that we both come go with Derrick car so that why.." I explain to her.. and she nodded with her head..
" I know baby girl I trust you..." She said and give me sad smile.. and I nodded and than I quickly said goodbye and leave her alone..
I walk to my bedroom close the door.. and thinking about tomorrow what will happen when Noah started to act like somthing is going in with between me and him.. and I don't want to tell him that Ari will be come and talk to him.. when I know she will do it in her own way..
Should I have to skip tomorrow school too.. maybe that will be make easier to talk to them. And than no misunderstanding happen between us..
But how many time I will skip the school.. I mean exams is coming over I can't do that.. should I talk to Noah.. or Ari.. I don't know how to talk to them or explan it.. if I did tell her that what Noah said.. she will like this plan and make play with Noah this kind of game too.. I have to do somthing but what to do..
In all this going on I forgot about that unknown persons who texted me.. I mean there is someone who is after me that I know.. but why.. what he want from me.. the way that mask man talk I know there is somthing that Nick not telling me.. and I want to find it..
If I do talk with anyone or do somthing he will know it everything.. like he did spy on me.. he know my every move. I want to be do anything before I make wrong step and my family and friends will be in danger.. I have find out. And for that I have to meet this person.. this is the person who can tell me about himself and what is this think he want from me.. for that I have to made plan how to get him.. but before that first I have to secure my people..
So I did first thing is call Noah.. and told him to drop the plan.. yeah I can't tell him about my and Ari talk but I can tell him that we have wait little more time or drop this idea I don't know but I have to talk about this..
I diel his numb and than third or fourth ring he answer his call.. thank god.. I thought he wil not going to pick it up..
" Hyyy lenaa.. I know you will call me.. where you.. let's face time.." he said.. and didn't give me time to speak.. he hang upon me.. seriously this dude is.. damn it..
I get in my bed. Seat in indian style and than pick up my lappy.. and open it.. second minute I got notification that Noah is calling me.. I didn't west any movement and answer it..
" So lenaa how's you.." he ask me.. I did see he is right now good mood.. should I have to spoil his mood.. or I just have to answer what he ask me..
" I am good Noah.. how's you.. " I ask him same..
" I am well.. so tell me the plan.. how to make jealous your biggi sister.. because I am ready to do some actions baby.." he said in cool tone..
" Well that's why I call you Noah.. I want to talk about this plan.." I said to him..
" Yeahh so... Tell me.." he aso me.. and I give him nervous smile..
" So the plan is.. no more plan.." I said to him.. and his smile drop.. and I know what is next question is..
" I didn't hear you.. what you said.. can you repeat again.." he ask me.. like I thought.. I again said what I said him..
" Noah more plan Noah.." I said to him..
" Are you kidding me.. for this you cal me that ther is no plan.. " he said little hiss l.. I know he do get angry about it..
" I know right Noah.. it's just that I think this plan not going to work.. we have to do somthing.. " i said to him..
" Somthing like what.. " he ask me..
" Somthing like how about you talk..." I said nervously.. I know he is never going to do that..
" Somthing like talk to her.. bullshit.. what is happend to you lena.. " he yelled at me.. and I did feel shiver.. I got scared that what will he do next..
" This is your second time you are taking step back.. last time also you did same.. that was I thought maybe you are right.. and you are the one whom told me to make her jealous you are the want who tell me that you will help me for that.. and now you are again changing and Doing something what talk to her.. this is not going to happen lena.. " he said to me.. and before I explan to him more.. he shut his lappy.. dn it I amde him angry To..
Now I don't know what will he do tomorrow.. i know I already told him to drop this plan but he not going to do that.. he will do somthing or do with someone els.. and I am scared about it..
Whole day I after that didn't talk with Ari or spend time with anyone.. I go to our secret place and than started to work out.. that make me stress free. And make my all problems go away..
Ari do come and join me.. but than she see that I am in my own world she also did her own thing and leave me alone..
Dad come and told me to its dinner time.. so I joined them.. had dinner with them..
Me and dad talk little.. but not that important.. he also stressed about his own work.. I don't want to give them more.. I do tell him that if he needed my help he can always ask me.. I am willing to help him out..
Plus I do want to learn things..
He said better to be Focus on my study's.. well that to important did it.. after that we did talk about my study's. And than we said quickly our good night wishes and than we both are part us away..
I get in my bedroom jump on my bed. Take lappy in my knee and started to do somthing.. I can't sleep thinking about all this.. what to do what to not..
I did start game of thrones to distract my mind but it's not work.. my mind keep thinking about tomorrow.. and when I got sleep I didn't even remember it..
...
Next day.. when I wake up.. I stright go to my bathroom and started to do my business.. wearing crop top hoody and short jean.. and than when I look setisfy in my dressing I grab my books. All stuff I get it and than grab my backpack left my room.. I walk straight to dinning table.. and greet everyone.. mom and Ari both are doing there things as usual.. dad is reading news paper..
He did look at me.. greet me good morning Ari and mom both join us.. we eat breakfast together..
Mom and Ari talking about there new collections of new dresses and lots of things..
" So lena.. if you done.. than we can leave for school.." she ask me.. and I do look at her and nodded with my head.
She is in good mood.. everyone is in good mood.. but I know how to spoil there mood.. like he said..damn it.. don't think about him..
" Lenna.." Ari again call me and broke my thoughts.. I look at her nodded with my head..
" I am done.. let's go.." i said.. pick my bags and my all things..
We both quickly said goodbye to our parents and walk to the car.. she get in car driving seat.. I on other side seat beside her pessangers seat.. lock my seatbelt.. give her thup that she can now drive.. she nodded with her head.. and we both are on our way to school..
" What happend to you lena.. not morning person you look like shit.." she ask me..
" Nothing sister just that having little headache.." i said to her..
" You know we can always go back to house.. there is not important to attend school you know.. you still not recover.. did you had your medicine.." she ask me..
" Don't worry big sister I had my medicines.. and it's about that I don't want to stay home more.. it's boring plus. Exams coming over.. I can't ditch more schools.. do I know.." I told her..
" Yeahh I forgot that I am asking this to my little nard.. " she said I tolle my eyes.. and giggle..
" I am not nard.. I do sometimes fun big sisi.." i defined myself..
" Yeahh I did see the beer pong game.. but still you have to stop doing that playing games.. like truth and dare and beer pong.. always made her own self trouble we can even help you out in this.." she tell me.. and i do agree with her..
" I know sister and I promise I will never do such things anymore.. I will stay away from all of this.." I tell her..
" I know you will.. and I don't have to tell twice.. you are smart I know.." she said.. I Rolle my eyes..
She park the car. We both are get out from the car. We noth look at each other.give each other smile nodded with our head..
We both enter our school.. I stright go to my locker and pull all my things in there.
I did check there is one of note I see who's from it I don't know.. when I about to open it.. in same time someone come and grab me..
Before I do somthing or know who's he.. he's lips connect with my.. I just stunned there..
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