I thanked my sixth sense that already warned me how busy Ryan would be at his birthday party. That's one of the reasons I gave his present before the party started but that was just not it. I wanted to do something else as well. I was nervous but I just wanted to try it. What could go wrong other than me embarrassing the fuck out of me?
I spent most of the time with Lilac and Lyla. I realized that Lyla was only against my relationship because Ryan was already in a mess and she cared for him. She told me that she was happy that Ryan found someone like me who just loved him, not just one thing that comes with him but whole him. She further said that she would like to be the one to officiate our wedding which freaked me out a bit because our wedding was not something we have ever thought about. I mean, I was just 17 turning 18 in a month?
"I'm tired!" Lyla whined as soon as Shawn approached him and jumped on him, wrapping her limbs around him.