Kapitel 90: Chapter 35 - If Your Brain Were Not So Far Up Your Ass (1)

An inch before me, 

I cried and laughed

Because I was together with you, 

even those moments

Are pleasant memories

— BTS, First Love

A U T U M N

I bit my lips to prompt myself from crying. I had no one to blame but myself. I did not have the right to cry or to console myself by saying I did not mean any of that to happen because it was not true. When I had walked into that room, my mission was to do exactly what Tyler had said: have sex with Phraser. I had been so angry that I wanted to hurt him by doing it with Phraser.

One was supposed to be enough. If I had self-control and if it was purely my revenge against Ty, one sex should be enough to prove a point yet I had kept both of us busy until four in the morning.