Kapitel 51: Chapter 51
It was actually good to have him beside me while we're on the circle table. My friends are talking about our wedding plan. They don't have a choice either because we choose to have a wedding here and also I'm so sensitive because of my first pregnancy.
Nakita ko pa syang tumatawa habang nasa tabi ko. I was smiling all day watching him laughed with his friends while his other hand was caressing my tummy.
My face heated up when I realized how handsome he is and I can watch him all day and even satisfied when he looked at me and asking me if I'm okay. It's so sweet of him.
"Kailan nyo ba balak? May kilala naman akong organizer na pwede mag ayos para sa kasal nyo." Sambit ni Irish habang kumakaij at punong puno ang bibig, katabi ang asawa nya.
"We're still planning since this wedding plan was a rush, maybe we'll plan to have a beach wedding here." Sagot ng mapapangasawa ko at mas dumikit pa lalo sakin akbay ang isang kamay nya sa inuupuan ko.
"But Irish prefer to the Philippines." Nagtawanan ang lahat sa sinabi ni Desiree. Alam naman nila na hindi ako pwede maka uwi ng Pilipinas kaya sila na ang nag adjust papunta dito.
"Sorry naman! Oo nga pala pero diba balak mo din syang pakasalan sa Pilipinas para walang divorce?" Ngisi nya at pinaulanan naman nila nang asar si Lexord.
France raised his hands. He's alone and don't have a partner after all. "Naalala ko, tinatanong nya kung anong pangalan ni Krisha. Tapos malalaman ko sa huli, kilala na pala ni gago."
Everyone laughed with their confession about Lexord. They know now that since we're kids, we've known each other for years. We just have to pretend to we didn't know since my org was watching him, it is complicated if he's an ally or an enemy but good thing, val knows their org and when the confirmation comes, we don't have to pretend to anyone anymore.
I was so sleepy when they're still talking. I was so busy talking to my friends when I'm still with Lexord. Ayaw nya akong payagan na makalayo sa kanya dahil baka kung ano, daw ang mangyari sa amin. He was so protective much and he glances at me from time to time and asking if I'm okay.
"Sabi na nga ba, magkaka balikan din kayo." Sambit ni Nicole habang umiinom ng wine
"Of course sila paba?" Sagot ni Chloe sa kanya at tumingin sakin. "It's a good thing that you let yourself being healed first before getting back together in each other's arms. Except having a baby, you still love each other after so many years."
"That's like how you still love me after so many years." Singit ng pinsan ko.
Hindi ko maiwasang irapan sya sa ka cornyhan nya. Ngayon ko lang ulit syang nakikitang maging cheesy sa mga ganitong bagay lalo na kapag kasama nya si Chloe. Parang nag iibang tao ang pinsan ko.
"So cheesy." I whispered and accidentally my future husband heard it and laughed at me.
"You want me to being clingy with you? So you won't envy them any more?" He laughed my face when I glared at him.
Bakit naman ako mai inggit? Eh halos masuka nga ako sa pagigin clingy nang pinsan ko kay Chloe. Hanggang ngayon, hindi pa din ako makapaniwalang mamahalin nya si Chloe nang ganito katagal. At first, I thought it was just a crush and attracted to her because of her kindness or her eyes. Pero nagkamali ako, he's willing to do anything for her.
It was an awe and I was overwhelmed with my feelings. I never thought of coming back to him at the first place since I went here to heal myself and move on. But my heart betrayed me so many times that I actually ended up crying in the midnight, thinking of him. I didn't know that it was actually my hormones and pregnancy, I wanted to be with him all day or ended up crying alone.
"When we're alone, sure." I smirked as I whispered to him. I can feel his blushing while the others are busy with chitchatting.
We took a many pictures together while he's still beside me. I show my engagement ring into the camera with their about of 'Congratulations!'
Lexord's being clingy all day while we're still having fun. But lately, we needed to go home and they're worried about me. They're teasing us like they're no tomorrow because of him hugging me behind the all time. We bid a goodbye first before keeps walking to the parking lot.
"Are you tired?" His voice keeps me calm and make music to my ears.
I smiled at him sweetly before hugging him from behind. "Yes, a little bit tired but we can manage."
Days comes into weeks and weeks come into month. We prepared our own Bachelorette party. I was partying with my girls and he's partying with his boy's.
"Really love? You don't want me to let go?" I asked, laughing because he looks like a tarsier for me and keep me kissing and hugging.
"Yes. I can't wait to marry you." He kissed my lips and smiled through our kiss before I kissed him back.
We always ended up laughing and teasing at each other. No sexually involved until we officially getting married to each other. I touch my baby bump, I couldn't even see my tummy from the mirror since my tummy was not big at all. It looks like I'm not really pregnant but maybe, maybe if months came, my baby bump will obviously show up.
"I can't wait it to marry you too."
The girls was laughing when they told the story how we started from the org until now, they still can't forget how they used to be and to work on. At finally lastly we ended up sharing our stories and how days, weeks, months and years passed by, our life wasnnot normal at all. Not until we decided to quit and to have a peaceful and normal family, we still choose to being at normal state, without worrying our family and to be future family.
"I just hope, the enemy from the past will quiet accepting the defeat. I just don't want to known if our child was growing up, they will knew about it and started living their life with ours too." Chloe emotionally said. She's crying emotionally this past few weeks. And I remember her crying when she knew about my pregnancy, it was too emotional.
"We can't hide from them forever, the secrets will always revealed. But if the day comes, we can actually explain it to them, not to let them enter that life again." I assured her, she keeps worrying especially they had one child who's growing up too fast.
"Chloe stop crying na. We're here to enjoy diba?" Irish commented and caressed Chloe's back.
Krisha, Desiree and I looked at each other like they knew about their theories too. Xyria was not here because she's busy with her child with Krisha's brother. They're a lovable family. I just can't see them now but maybe after giving birth to our first child, we can finally come back to our home.
I opened my bag and handed the pregnancy test to Chloe. She was surprised by my actions and hesitated accept it. "Take it, and we'll wait for you." I assured her with a smile on our faces.
Sinamahan sya ni Desiree kaya kaming tatlo nalang ang naiwan. It was supposed to not crying this day but when we found out that Chloe's pregnant for the second child, the boys started to knocked our doors.
Irish was laughing and opened the door. I saw my cousin with a facial looked of suprising and nervous. I texted him that maybe Chloe's pregnant but I found that that it was positive.
We cheered for him. Nag aalala lang ako na baka mahimatay na sya sa sobrang putla nang mukha nya. He rushed to Chloe and gave her a gentle hug.
Lexord came into my direction and kissed me on the cheeks before his hand circling into my waist and keeps me hugging.
"Are you doing good?"
"Of course, we just found out recently that she's pregnant. I gave her my last pregnancy test since hindi ko na din naman magagamit." Pagdadaldal ko nang magkanya kanya nang punta ang mga kaibigan ko sa asawa nila.
"How about you? Are you doing good with them?" I added, asking him a same question.
"Yes, next week will be our wedding day. And it's good news because I can finally forgive my parents from what they did to me for past few years. I know that I should've said it to you but I always forgot because of too mich suprising comes into my life. From being a future father to our baby. Of course I should've focus on you and love you more and more when the days, weeks, months and years comes. I'm so glad that we still ended up together." He's smiling ear to ear, reminiscing our moments form the start until now.
"Yes, and thank you, for waiting for me. Even though it was so complicated at that time to hope and to keep waiting. I was so glad that you'll still here. We both may end up hurting at each other but I was glad that we're still here, holding at each other's arms, and embracing our memories and moments together, until now, we still continued to grow and to learn our mistakes from the past. Next week, we will sealed our promises to each other, and I can be finally with you forever."
"And together, will always be." He added with his red ears.
"Now, stop worrying our past and move forward into the present. We're here now, I'm so proud of us." I emotionally told him and kissed him from the lips.
We don't care if they're watching us, we just care to each other and expressing our genuine love. We both happy and contented at the same time.
I may have not a complete family like they're. But I'm still happy and contented with my only loveable brother and tita's.
And specially when I'm with him, my heart is always happy, calm and peace.
We both looked at my engagement ring. "At finally, we both deserve a happy ending."
Our last words to each other will never forgoten. At last, after prioritizing ourselves, we still found our path to embrace each other's arms and come back to our lives again.
Ps: Sorry for the delay
Up next soon: Epilogue
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