I feel like I should tell him, I can't hide this!
"Noah, I have been rap*d!" I said to him, still hugging him tightly, the tears keep flowing down from my eyes, he said nothing and then he grabbed my arm and pulled me away from me and stares at my eyes, his hands are still on my shoulder
"Wha------- what do you mean?" He asks me as his voice trembled, his eyes wide opened, he's shocked, I start to cry more now
"He rap*d me, Noah," I said again as I weep
"Wh... who?" He asks, his voice trembled again
"That stalker," I said again, he hugged me once again
"Oh my Luciana, I am so sorry for what you went through, it was all my fault, I wish that I could have stayed there with you in the hospital so that these all could not happen, I am….. I am so sorry," he said as he keeps hugging me and start weeping, he's crying too, it's not his fault
"It's not your fault, don't blame yourself," I said to him again as my body kept intact with his, he took me away from himself