"They both are really cute like this.. what you think baby.." someone said.. I don't know who.. but I hearing the voices..
" they are baby.. but you see.. it's 1o'clock in noon.. and we have to wake them up.." other person said this. Whom they are talking about..
" let them.. they will up by themselves.. don't ruined there's moments.." again voice up.. I ready to open my eye's..
Same time.. someone's arms.. pull me closer to him.. and hug me tightly... who's he.. Whom am I sleeping with..
Wait a sec.. am I sleeping.. without pills.. how's that possible.. last time I remember.. me and Max both are talking.. and after that.. what happened..
I opened my eye's.. the voices are coming they stop.. and door closed.. maybe they are gone.. no one is here.. aspect this person who's sleeping beside me.. and hugging me..
I turned around and face that person.. and no doubt it's him.. he's sleeping beside me.. he look so innocent.. and normal.. am I he's teddy bear to hug me and sleep.. no.. but how can I wake up... I mean.. I don't know.. he's sleeping so peacefully how I can wake him up.. after last time our proper conversation..
I slowly.. without walking him up.. I try to free myself to he's arm..
Slowly.. Slowly.. you can wake him up..
I am trying don't again started..
I see how your trying..
Shut up..
And I made it.. when I ready to get up.. he again hold my waist and pulled me closer to him.. my whole body shiver.. what can I do now.. ohh my god..
" stay.." he said without opening he's eye's.. i wanted to say something to him.. I literally open my mouth to say but again close it.. but I have to talk to him.. I checked my phone.. it's really noon.. and we have to work to do..
" Max." I called him in my low voice..
" Max..." I said him again.. this time he moved he's face.. and come close to me.. when he breath touched my skin.. my whole body appears goosebumps.. what are you doing to me Max..
" Max wake up.." this time I just wanted to wake him up no matter what..
" Max.. it's.." when I again try he cut me off..
" I don't want to.. " he said this time..and what he said.. he don't want to.. well but I want to.. if you don't or anything..
" it's noon.. we have to get up.. all are waiting for us.. we can't just stay like this.." I tell him.. and I don't know anything what to say to him.. given this example..
" let them wait.." he said again.. and he's hair come to he's face.. I looked at him.. I wanted to touched he's face.. he's hair.. I wanted to play.. but I Just can't.. it's not that I have right to do.. what if he mad..
Ugh.. this feeling to frustrated me..
" fine.. if you don't want to.. than you stay here.. I wanted to go.. so let me go.. " I said him in frustration.. this time he opened he's eye's.. and looking at me.. we both are looking at to each other..
I didn't even know that our face are to close to each other.. I don't know but I started to blushing.. my face all are heating.. damn.. this feeling.. I closed my eyes.. I don't wanted to show him that what I am feeling right now.. I feel embarrassed..
" you don't have to embarrass baby" he said to me.. and kiss my cheek.. my eye's shot open.. and I shocked that he called me baby and kiss me.. I hide my face with my hand.. its really really embarrassed when he also know that..
" why are you hiding your face.. look at me.." he said to me.. and I don't wanted to look him right now .
" hay. " he said to me.. and grabbing my both hands.. and looking at my face.. I still close my eye's.. I don't wanted to se him.
" open your eye's.." he said again..
" please..." he requested.. I mean I thought he will demanded.. I see him that behavior.. it'd really little bit for me.. cant digest.. I opened my eye's.. and face him.. and give him small smile..
" we have to go get up now.." I said to him ignore my all red face..
" yeah.. oky." He said.. and than like this we both are got up.. and I ready to left he's room.. but he stop me..
" ava.." he said.. I turned around and again face him.. I didn't know that he slept beside me shirt less.. I looking at he's whole body.. all are tattoos.. it's made me again shiver.. fuck.. what happened to me.. why I am behave like little school girl.. I never like this.. I am badass.. I just insult people..
He come close to me.. I don't know what I happened to me.. I step back.. why I am walking back side.. I mean why he stop me.. when my body hit the wall.. I get it.. now there is no backing up.. he also see that..
" you wanted to say something.." I tell him.. not to shuttered..
" actually.. I have to do something.. whom.. I didn't do and I wanted to do right now.." he said.. and come closer to me.. what he want to do..
" what are yo.." when I asked him about it.. he shup me up with he's lips..
He kissed me.. come close together me.. holding my waist in one hand.. and rubbing my cheeks to other.. and kisses me slowly.. I see he's face.. he closed he's eyes.. and feeling it lost in this movement.. I also close my eye's.. and kiss him back.. pull him more closer to me.. and my both arm folding he's shoulders.. playing with he's hair.. he moans.. so do i... he kissed me so hard.. and i like it.. I missed it.. I also wanted to do long time ago..
We both are making out.. he pulled me up.. I fold my both lags to he's waist.. and he walk toward bed.. and we take me to bed.. and now he's up to me.. and without broking our kiss..
I damn.. I really want him now.. I want him to take me now.. we broke kiss.. and he kissed my neck.. and my whole body shiver.. it's feel so different. And I just don't want him to stop.. he kiss my nack..exposing my chest.. unhock my bar.. and kiss my there my nipples.. and I bite my lips.. fuck.. he's so good in that.. I want more.. more and more... I moaning.. and he likes it when I do.. he look my face like this.. how I really want him to take me right now. but than suddenly someone knocked the door.. and we both are stop.. look at each other . And than our door.. what if someone come.. I got up so did he.. he helped me to hoock my bra.. and we both are looking at each other in lusty eyes.. I think he also want it what I want.. than again someone knocked..
" Max.. are you up.. I am coming.. " this time I know it's Sam.. he said.. we both are look at each other.. and than got up.. and walked to the door.. before he opened the door..
When Max open door.. Sam look us.. and smile at us..
" good morning both of you.. I hope I don't disturb you.." he said to us.. me and Max we both are look at each other.. and than Sam..
" I think I have to go.. I will meet you guys.. downstairs.." I tell then.. and before Sam say something I left them..
When I reach my room.. open the door and close it.. and take deep breath.. and relax myself.. fuck what just happened.. we both are... I am going to... ooh no... what just happened.. I mean why can't I just stop him.. fuck it.. what he thinking about me right now.. no it's not All.. I mean.. fuck..
I get showered and relax myself.. and ignore all thought.. I still feel hot.. thinking about all this.. I mean we really did it. I mean why can't I stop him.. we both are.. I mean I don't know.. what I am thinking that time.. and after that he said... I really can't stop myself to think about this.. did he also feel this what I feel for him.. ooh no.. what if he didn't..
He used girls.. always.. girl's for him nothing.. why he would feel this.. he's heartless.. he's an asshole.. I can't trust him.. he never ever going to change.. and why he will change for girl like him. I am another girl for him.. we both have nothing to stay together.. hell there is nothing going to happen between us.. I have to stop all this thinking..
After freshen up.. I left the room.. and joined all my friends.. Amma already there with Tom.. they both are talking.. I don't know Tom saying something to her.. and she blushed.. Tom kiss her forehead.. it's to cute.. I know they both are perfect to each other..
" so you finally wake up huh.."Ray said to me.. and come to me hug me.. I hug him back.. Tom and Amma both are come to me and they also hug me..
" you slept with him.. I mean.. how it's happened.." Amma said grabbing me tell me that no one hear this...
" it's nothing Amma.. whatever you are thinking.." I tell her but she cut me off..
" we all saw how you both are cuddled.. so don't tell me it's nothing.." she demanded.. how can I explain her..
" listen.. Amma.. it's.." I started to explain but she stop again.. and looking at me neck..
" ohh myself gosh ava.. I mean red.. I mean.. ohh forget this.. what is this.. did you both..."she said to me.. and I cut her off..
" no we didn't.. it's just happened.. don't tell anyone.. I will tell you when we go to my dorm.. " I tell her.. and ignore this topic to talk to her..
" you better.. if you don't.. you know what I will do.." she said me with smirk.. I roll my eye's.. and nod..
" I am hungry.. can we go and grab something to eat.." I asked her..
" yeah sure come on.." and we both are walk to the kitchen.. I hide my neck using my hair.. I don't want to know this to anyone..
" you both done with your girl's talk ." Ray said to us..
" and you both are forget me.." Ray said acting like he's little angry on us..
" well there is nothing to talk.. you don't have to worry.. if I find something I will tell you.." Amma said him.. with wink.. I rolled my eyes again..
" tell you what.." Max come to us.. full dressing he's clothes.. and site.. I didn't look at him.. hearing he's voice.. my face again heating it.. fuck.. I have to stop blushing...
" nothing it's just.. me and Ray talking about something.. relax it's just nothing.." Amma said to him..
I silently eat my food.. not to face anyone.. and I know he's eye's on me.. but I try to ignore he's grease..
" yesterday night.. you sleep well Ava.." Ray said again with smirk.. I know he like to tease me a d choke hearing this Amma help me and give me glass of water and than i looked at him and nodded.. and again eat my food..
" so what's your plan today..." Ray asked again..
" well we didn't know about our results.. but we have to spend time with girl's.. if we Don't than they will kill us.. so yeah.. maybe we all are today going to the party.. and do little bit fun.." Amma said to him.. I really thankful that she helped for that.. I really don't wanted to talk..
" yeah.. yeah.. by the way.. yesterday I saw with same guys. Who's I saw you with last time.. " Ray said again..
" some Eric dude.." he said again.. ohh no.. why he want to talk with front of all friends..
" Who's Eric.." Tom asked Ray.. and looking at me..
" ohh he's friend of Ava.. she meet him in underground sport.. and someone dare her to kissed Eric.. and like this they both are meet.." Amma explain to them.. and all are looking at me.. I look up and face Max.. anger boiling in he's face.. oh no.. what just happened.. he got up.. and leave.. ohh no.. he's mad again.. fuck it..
" ohh my gosh.. I am really sorry available.. I mean Red.. I mean.. fuck.. I forget that.. Max also here.. I am real sorry.. ohh no.. " she started to apologize me..
" it's oky.. let it be.. " I tell her..
" I think we should go now.. " I tell them.. and got up.. so did all of us..
I hug all of them.. so did Amma.. and like this.. we all are left this place..
Thinking about what just happened.. fuck...