Kapitel 30: Chapter 30

I can't sleep and I don't know why. I keep adjust my posture to get comfortable but I don't feel sleepy at all. I tried to close my eyes but that's doesn't work. I am now laying on the bed while looking at the ceiling. I let out a sigh and look outside the window, it's still dark. I am sure I will regret this in the morning.

Then, my mind is thinking about Gia. I don't know how to not thinking about her and I don't think I'm able to forget about her. I never feel like this towards Elizabeth when me and her in a relationship. She never is in my mind until I can't sleep like this. Gia gives me a new feeling that I never felt before. The thing is, she hates me and doesn't even want to look at me in the eyes. I already know the truth that she didn't cheat on me and that pictures, is her and her brother, Grayson. I can't believe I fall for this. I want to make it up with her but she seems to don't want it. I close my eyes and once again to sleep but failed.