Kapitel 14: Discovered Kink

Kim Eungoo blushed for the nth time of the day…. 'What the fuck did Park Yejun make me search?!!' he thought. His head hurts as soon as he clicked on the first thing that popped up when he typed in BDSM. Apparently, it led him to a video where a certain woman was tied on the bed with a… rope with this diamond-like pattern stuff and was being spanked by a guy in some leather.

"Like holy shit!" He screamed out loud. His master, Park Yejun, left for work after their hot and steamy session in the bathroom from earlier.

Eungoo rubbed his temples and read what BDSM was all about. At first, he couldn't believe that his captor was actually into this but knowing him he'd probably was so into it that he had dozens of pets already and Eungoo thought that he… was no different.

Kim Eungoo sighed and arched his back for a good stretch before opening the Microsoft word for him to type in his damned essay about what he thinks is a stupid lifestyle. It sent shivers down the boy's spine just thinking of the pictures that he basically googled earlier. There were females as submissives that were either on all fours on or on their knees pleasure their so-called masters. He then realized that I was the pet and Yejun is his master. He couldn't even stomach the image of a girl's vagina and had to watch cute corgis wiggling their butts for an entire hour to get that image off of his head.

Eungoo pursed his lips not know what should he write. No… He knew what he should write but had no idea how to summarize all of that without thinking of that girl's picture where legs were spread apart in front of the camera with a blindfold wrapped around her head not exposing her eyes and ball gag clasped around her head as saliva-coated it. This one wore another rope tied on her body nicely.

"FUCKING SHIT!" He cursed as he shivered from the thought. He couldn't stomach in this torture. He stood up and basically threw himself on the bed. He glanced at the ceiling seeing his own reflection. Yejun had a huge mirror up on the ceiling and remembered reading an article that stated that there were doms who had a narcissistic kink.

'Maybe that's why he has so many huge mirrors in his room.' he thought.

Eungoo chewed on his lips and rubbed his knees together seeing himself in another oversized hoodie of his but this time it was a plain black one. He then slowly lifted his hoodie up and revealed the purple bruises that Yejun marked on his fair skin. He felt a little too excited but of course, will never admit that. He was pleased by just seeing these made his heart flutter thinking that he was momentarily wanted other than his hyung… Even if it was all just a lie. Even if it's for him to pay up these unpaid dues that his family had caused in the first place.

He then sighed as he momentarily thought of his parents. He should be fine he chanted to himself... reassuring that somehow this kidnapping thing was a good thing even when he knows that for a fact that they'd leave me sooner or later but never thought in this manner. He didn't even know what to do or what to expect with this life held out to him. Whether or not that he should be happy or devastated as he realized that he was now leaving the life he has behind.

Eungoo then sat up with his elbows propped behind him and stared at the laptop. He knew that he didn't have to do this but at the same time he had to since he didn't want to anger him. He wants to be on Yejun's good side so he could allow him to at the very least let him go to college and finish his program so he could achieve his dream of becoming a literature teacher. He sighed eventually giving up and went back on the chair and began to type his way of the things that he learned from this.

Eungoo has always been praised as a been a vivid writer due to the influence of the books that he usually reads. He usually takes his time in the public city library where he might have read all the books from the entire two different floors. So when he wanted to put on an example on his so-called essay, he whimpered when he remembers the girl's picture from earlier. But right before he closed the laptop and run for the bathroom to throw up he then accidentally imagined myself in her position making the poor boy blush.

He then licked his lips and went to the door and locked it so that no one would check upon him. He then went back to his seat as feeling excited to write the different positions and kinks of both subs and doms. He was panting hard with every word he typed and felt himself get hard the whole time. How could he not?

When he was finally done, he brought his legs up and placed his feet on either side of the laptop spreading it wide in front of its camera. he moaned when he found a picture of Yejun in a dark suit that its blazer had an intricate greyish design embroidered on it.

Eungoo started chewing on the hem of his hoodie once more and remembered his word carefully that he must not remove the damn butt plug. He sighed and shrugged slowly taking it off and moaned at how good it feels to remove it. 'I'll just put it back later.' he thought

He moaned and closed his eyes as he imagined Yejun's hands roaming all over his body, teasing him nonstop. He arched his back and quickly took off the hoodie wrapping it around his head to cover the lower half of my face as he inhaled his scent like a drug that he couldn't get enough of. As he tried to copy the girl's position from the internet, he used the hoodie to cover his mouth instead of a ball gag. He moaned when he pinched tugged on his nipples hard and pumped himself.

"Master…." Eungoo moaned out thinking how good it will be for Yejun to pin him down. He wonders what would it feel like to have him praise me for being such a good boy for him.

As he continued to fantasize about him, Eungoo's hand traveled from his throbbing beads down to his quivering hole just begging for attention. He then moaned a little louder when he quickly pushed in two fingers after he coated them with his precum. He whimpered from the pain but when he began to scissor himself, he soon felt pleasure.

"Such a good boy…" Eungoo praised himself wishing that it was Yejun himself. "Such a slut for master…" he continued loving the praise… somewhat.

He then squealed and furrowed his brows in frustration. 'No… this isn't enough' he thought. His eyes searched the table frantically searching for something a little bit bigger other than the butt plug that was in my hole awhile ago… until his eyes landed on a long and slightly thick ballpen suddenly having an idea.

Eungoo whimpered when he pulled out his fingers only to replace them with the ballpen thrusting it in and out of his hole. It wasn't as big as Yejun's but it was enough to make him moan louder.

"Such a cockslut!" I insulted myself but really… it turned him on more which is a little… off for Eungoo.

He moaned out as he harshly thrust it in and out of him; it felt like finding a certain button that turned on his wilder side he never knew of. "Fuck Yejun right there!" He yelled when he felt himself, hit his prostate making him moan louder if it was even possible.

"Ahhh~~~" He moaned out one last time before shooting his cum and panted. He then pulled out the ballpen letting it rest on the table as he slowly sat up. He gasped when I saw that the laptop caught some of my semen. He squealed and sighed in relief when he saw that the screen only caught it.

Eungoo giggled and ran to the bathroom to take a quick shower and hummed happily. He doesn't usually touch himself but was glad he did. He then also grabbed the butt plug to clean it before sticking it up back in his ass. He mentally cursed at the slight pain. Then dried himself, off and looked for a wet rag and went to the desk, and began to wipe off the mess he made.

He hummed as he wiped the cum off the desk and some of it on the chair. He knew that I just broke a rule but thought that what Yejun doesn't know won't kill him, is what he thought.

He then moved to the laptop and began to wipe off the screen and when he went to wipe off the last part which was the camera eye of the laptop its light went off. 'Odd… hmmm... Oh well…' he thought.

He shrugged his shoulders and continued to wipe it clean. he then nodded to himself when he placed everything back in its place as if nothing happened. He fist-bumped the air and put on the hoodie before sitting back down and saved the file before going to the bathroom to wash the rag that had the evidence of his crime in them.

Eungoo smiled to himself knowing that he just found out his kink… He sure does hope that Yejun would be a little proud of him… may be waiting for his praise but he won't tell him that vocally.