Kapitel 16: Chapter 16
STARING AT THE SUN
CHAPTER 16
BELLA P.O.V
I was kneeling on the bed over Jake. Well technically I was kneeling. But, I was also sitting on his face. Naked. Never in a million years did I ever think I would sitting on him like this. Gripping the headboard in both hands as he sucked on my clit. I was afraid I would suffocate him but he insisted he would be fine. I gently rocked my hips into his face, only causing more friction for me. I moaned out as he sucked hard making me buck my hips.
Charlie had finally gone back to work after having four days off over Christmas. Jake had woken up claiming that he had a dream that I let him have sex with me all over the house. I didn't want to disrespect Charlie in anyway but I did promise him that we could do it in the hallway against the wall. First, he wanted me to sit on his face. We apparently both discovered that we enjoyed the thrill of potentially getting caught. Of course I never ever wanted Charlie to see me like this, so we were careful while he was in the house, but once he left for work, doors were to remain open. Which was the same rule my father had. How the tables have turned.
We hadn't discovered our kink for getting caught until we were in his garage one night and Paul stumbled in. Thankfully he kept Rachel away. I'm sure she didn't want to see her brother like that. I had covered my chest as he walked in but was bent over the Rabbit. The cold surface of the car and the heat of his skin made me come undone pretty fast.
Jacob gripped my thighs in his hands and held me against him. I reached down with one hand and pulled his hair. He liked when I was rough with him. Hair pulling. Biting. Scratching. Digging my heels into his butt. We were trying to be more open about things in the bedroom. Like I really wanted him to tie me up, he wasn't too sure about that yet. Still, I didn't mind the bruises that were sometimes left behind on my butt and thighs when he spanked me.
I never thought that our relationship would go this far sexually. He was so young and when we finally agreed that we were both ready to have sex, I figured it would be bad. The only other person I had ever been with was Edward. But he down right refused to have sex with me. Jacob had never been with anyone else. It was fun watching our relationship bloom.
Without warning, Jacob held me down, sat up and flipped us so I was laying on my back. I shrieked as he chuckled and laid beside me. I ran my fingers through his hair and kissed him.
"I need to shower." He commented.
"Okay. Go shower."
"Funny that you think you're getting out of coming with me." He rolled over before lifting me off the bed and carrying me to the bathroom.
"Can we go out to eat after?" I didn't feel like cooking but was starving. He set me down before turning on the shower. We often fought over how hot the water was. For a guy who ran about 108, he needed the water to be extremely hot in order for it to even feel warm. It felt like it was burning my skin off.
"Whatever you want." He answered washing his hair. I ran my hand over the muscles in his back that flexed as his arms moved. I smiled a little to myself. I was so lucky to be able to call him mine. Being intimate with Jacob was something that I enjoyed very much. I also loved the moments when I felt completely free with him. I gave my body to him at the drop of a hat and loved every second of being his girlfriend.
I was even more excited that I was going to be here to celebrate his birthday. We had decided to do dinner with both of our dads and Paul and Rachel. I was more than excited to celebrate with him. I had already ordered a cake from the bakery he liked in Port Angeles and was going to pick it up tomorrow before dinner.
"So, for tomorrow." He started. "I think we should get a hotel room for the night."
"We can do that." I smiled. "I was also going to see if I could get an apartment next year." I trailed off waiting to see his reaction. He was working Monday through Friday had the shop and if I could find a job somewhere in town we could probably afford a place on our own. Of course it would be hard to leave our dads but this was something that I knew I wanted to do with him.
"Like with me?" He asked.
"If you want. You'll be 18, you'll be legal to move out."
"What about our dads?" He asked.
"We won't go far." I answered. I was also worried about Charlie living on his own. Not that he wouldn't be able to keep himself alive. He's been doing it for years but it still worried me. At least Charlie never needed my help to pay the bills on time like Renee did. I knew that Jacob was worried about Billy. Billy could mostly do everything on his own but Jacob never let him.
"I'll think about it okay?" He commented.
"Yeah take your time." I smiled. We finished in the shower before getting out and drying off. There was a light snow outside that made me groan.
"It's not suppose to stick." Jacob commented as he got dressed. He dried his hair with a towel before heading back into the bathroom to hang up the towel. I got dressed while he was gone before blowdrying my hair.
Once we were both dressed, we headed downstairs to get our shoes on. I made sure I put a hat on and my coat before heading out into the cold. He opened the passenger side door for me before running around, getting in and right away starting the truck. I quickly turned the heat on as high as it would go as he pulled out of the driveway. He held my hand as he drove which thankfully warmed me up.
"Let's go to the food store after. Tonight would be a good night for homemade chicken soup." I smiled.
"Alright, I'm down for that." He answered pulling into the diner. I quickly got out and rushed inside. I right away went over to dads table and sat down. Cora came over to greet us. I asked her for a pen and some paper to write down the things we would need for tonight.
Jacob of course ordered a bacon cheese burger but I got some cheddar and broccoli soup with some bread.
Once we ate we headed over to the station to get some money from my dad before going to the store. I picked out everything we need for dinner and grabbed some garlic bread. Jacob added a few snacks but offered to carry everything inside so I would forgive him.
He carried the bags to the car and then inside the house. I started cooking while he watched a show. Charlie came in the door a little bit later while I was shredding the chicken.
"How was your day?" I asked.
"Uneventful." He shrugged. He glanced into the pot. "What are you making?"
"Chicken soup. I thought with the snow it would be a good night for it." He nodded.
"Is this hooligan staying again? It's suppose to get real cold tonight."
"I'm assuming he's staying." I answered. "And then tomorrow night we won't be home. We're going out for his birthday." I commented.
"Ah yes. Billy invited me over for dinner and cake."
"Perfect." Charlie went to change while I finished the soup. I joined Jacob on the couch. He was leaning back watching some rerun of some show he liked. I laid with my legs on his lap and his hands automatically rested on them. His thumb ran along my ankle leaving heat in its wake.
Once the soup was done we all ate together. And I was right, it was perfect for the snowy weather. Jacob called home to make sure that Billy was okay. It was suppose to drop below freezing tonight and with the snow things could get messy. No matter what I still planned to get a hotel room with Jake.
"What's the plans for tomorrow?" Charlie asked. "I know we're doing cake but who's coming?"
"I think Sam and Emily. Jared. Paul and Rachel. Quil, Seth, Embry and Leah." I counted on my fingers. We were just going to be having pizza and cake. Jake didn't want to go all out for his 18th even though it was a big birthday.
"How did you kids get so old so fast?" Charlie asked. "Like weren't you six just a few months ago?" I laughed a little looking at Jake. Of course for me it didn't seem that fast. I was terrified of the future and I knew that it was coming a lot faster than I had time to prepare for. I was nearly done with my first year of college and even though we had discussed it, Jake didn't think I should go to community college if I didn't want to. I knew I wanted to be closer to him.
I also knew that eventually we would start talking about marriage. Of course we haven't even been dating for a year yet but usually once you're out of college people start questioning. And that's when I started to panic. I didn't think that things were moving too fast with Jake but I knew all of these questions would be coming soon. So, I would take the 'how did you get so old so fast' questions instead.
"Crazy right?" I smiled. My dad missed a lot of my life, but he was there every step of Jacob's. Jacob had always been like a son to him. I'm actually surprised he doesn't give Jacob a harder time. They sometimes butt heads but it's usually only about what sports game to watch or who's a better player.
Charlie headed up to bed while Jake got the living room ready for us to have a movie night. He was getting sick of my movies so he took it upon himself to bring over his own.
He picked out a few he wanted to watch as I popped popcorn. I shivered as I watched the snow fall. It was starting to stick and although it was beautiful, I hated it. But when I turned, and saw Jacob setting up what looked like a huge nest on the living room floor, I knew that there was no where else I would rather be. I was home.
As soon as it hit midnight, I turned to Jake and kissed him.
"Happy birthday." I whispered smiling against his lips. The snow had mostly stopped, it was just flurries now. We had eventually made hot chocolate that was long gone by now but I could still taste it as I kissed him.
"Thank you, Bells." He smiled holding me around my hips. I carefully climbed into his lap to kiss him. He held me against him as I slowly ground my hips down on his. He groaned, reaching up to grab my ponytail and gently pull it down so he could kiss my exposed neck. He sunk his teeth into my throat just enough for me to feel it but not enough to break my skin. I moaned and lifted my shirt over my head. Never in a million years would I ever entertain the fact of having sex anywhere other than the shower and the bedroom. "Are you sure?" He asked. He was already shirtless but carefully ran his hand up my stomach and under my boob.
"I'm sure." He had asked to do it in the living room and I told him no. This could be his birthday present since he didn't ask for anything else. I stood up to take my pants off along with my panties and watched him take his off. I grabbed a blanket so that we could cover ourselves just in case Charlie woke up and came downstairs.
He played with my boobs as I ground down on him to get him hard. When I sank down on him we both groaned. I held his shoulder's as I slowly bounced. When he thought I was going to slow, he lifted his hips to meet mine. I threw my head back and with his free hand he grabbed my throat. My eyes widened as I looked at him. He smiled before thrusting hard into me.
My moans came out breathy as he thrust every so often squeezing me around the neck just enough. I never realized that it would be so hot for him to do it. I held my body over his as he thrust into me and rubbing my clit sending me over the edge. I clenched around him enough for him to also orgasm. He threw his head back against the couch as he moaned. I collapsed onto his chest as we both came down from our highs.
He stood up and grabbed our clothes before carrying me upstairs. He laid me down and I climbed under the covers before he got in beside me.
"Great start to my birthday." He smiled, wrapping his arms around me. I rested my face in his neck, breathing him in. I never wanted to him to let go.
"I love you." I whispered.
"I love you." I sat up a little so I could look into his eyes.
"No. You don't understand. I'm in love with you." I commented. "With every fiber of my being. I'm in love with you Jacob." He smiled softly and pulled me into him.
"I'm in love with you too."
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