Kapitel 8: Chapter 8

Being back to work feels really satisfactory, especially when you're the boss. Feels good being in control even if it's only on work. My whole life, I've let someone control me but now I feel free. I didn't know I feel suffocated with Carl until Dalton. He is controlling but he gives me choices. Carl always had been controlling and he didn't give choices.

Walking down my memory lane I found I've been a fool my whole life. I feel regret that I've wasted my teenage years.

My mind started running a thousand miles per second, showing me the image of my teenage years like a movie. I can see everything flashing in front of my eyes. Carl never loved me, he just claimed he did and like a fool, I always believed him. Carl and I haven't been on a single date, no we just sneaked around and fucked. We didn't do anything a normal couple would do.