Kapitel 21: What?
When the interview of Yoongi was published on Weverse, every one wanted to be the first to tell me to read it. I did when my phone alerts the news on the app. He loves his work and music and likes to discover new sounds he has improved on better ways of understanding how to produce his songs, how happy is becoming able to promote with the group and sad to see the vacant seats were the public would enjoy their music in person.
- who do think is the most handsome man of the group ? - asked Jin out of the blue making Hoseok to spurs his orange juice over his lunch. I thought he was having problems not to be showed in love about his looks in a long time because they have to distance from their fans.
- Aren't you the worldwide handsome? Or this is a parallel universe and I have fifteen years all again? - I asked with a straight face and using a spoon as a mirror.
Hoseok fell from his seat laughing like crazy holding his stomach but Jin was kind of frustrated. Jimin that just finished his morning routine came in and helped him to get up and seat again.
- Seriously, if you have to choose one?- he insisted
- what? why would I choose? I can concentrate on the good points and be happy with my decision , for example Jimin is pale ans lovable, has plum lips and and sexy spark on his stare. To my I like all the other expressions of Hoseok that aren't a smile because I can't tell when is a polite one and a real one unless he fall laughing spectacularly like a moment ago and about you for example, everything is beautiful on your face it I take a picture of just your nose or an ear I would said wow is so cute if he lived in Spain he had to wear a mask to not be forced to marry someone.
- Ok, I asked the wrong question... when you see us the seven of us together what face would caught your attention? -
- well on my first impression of you is what the heck this people eat to be so tall and have that great skin, the three youngest are super good on caught your eye attention being Jimin the most difficult to not notice and compare the rest with him. Hoseok is handsome but doesn't believe it son he looks uncomfortable showing his natural self lately he is better not having to smile 24/7. You are tall and handsome but is rare to see you getting attention being natural, your jokes gives you confidence to say... Hey look at me! Namjoon wen he is embarrassed were he usually covers part of his face with his hand and can pull quite the killer looks doing that like the close up on his face on the presentation ... the MMA? it was on white attire going downstairs ...it was ON the song...have you guys saw the video? and Yoongi...well he is interesting I'm always looking for him and asking myself what is thinking, why he does that face or if something smells bad? is he in the clouds? all that came to my mind he also has a baby face that is a killer point to me that's because Jimin also is difficult to not to look at.
- I'm more confused about your answers now... But I love that find my face difficult not to look at- Jimin comments- but why are you so curious about the most handsome to her?
- Because she said she fell for us but she doesn't go crazy having us around ...I kissed her once and look at her! fresh and cool, doesn't ask for dates, doesn't try to be special to nobody but everyone likes her around, feel calm and relaxed with her, have a lot of information about her but doesn't interrogate nobody to answer all the questions she has...is so abnormal...
- Just for a moment I thought my family has told you that....I always been told that I should be more girl like and not so uninterested on other people unless they want to talk to me...I think there are more people that have curious thoughts about the other but focused on her and let the Cosmos sorting out everything until all my questions get cleared.
- I'm quite an alien too, I was always a bit different from of what was the norm but at the same time average, and now being an Idol ..I feel similar to the ones I have around not that unique quality that I was told growing up. - said Taehyung as he approached to seat down and have breakfast.
- wait...wait.. Have I heard wrong ? when did Jin have kissed you and where? - Hoseok asked with big round eyes.
- The morning after I surprised him with that special night attire, he got his revenge...
- Yeah, yeah... but didn't fall for my charms-
- Oh, I felt your charms ..my legs felt unsteady and ended seated on the floor for a while but I don't have the energy to be in love again. I don't want to need being loved by a man. You guys are young and I understand your feelings not being able to have that experience yet because your career is very demanding. Don't focus on that thought, just be happy with yourself and open all your senses to love a good one when you feel it's the right moment.
- What would you think if one us likes men but have been talking about girls only? - suddenly ask Yoongi as he walked in
-That you walk like an octogenarian in your twenties because unknown reasons- I blurted out
- what?- they all said
- ah...all at the same time, nice .... is a stupid question so I made an stupid answer but you really walked like an octogenarian.
- Bad sleep and stiff muscles, but I want an answer
I pulled out my phone and opened my app to read web toons , mangas, graphic novels or whatever you call it and let him choose whatever and read the labels or take a look at the story, the 90 per cent of them are BL - That was actually amazing and extremely explicitly made- he said as he pushed my phone back
- If someone can't bee open about it is sad because it is just like forced to hide a part of himself, talking about that if any of you decide to fall in love with each other I will fangirl properly like a miracle has occurred ...Do you guys have noticed that there are an impressive amount of videos shipping all kinds of relationships between members? ...Jimin has one possibility with all the rest. There is a kind of full story of Jimin with Jungkook, and Taehyung making them jealous with himself and finally stealing Jungkook to himself to marry and have babies. Jin and Namjoon the married couple with 4 children and Yoongi the granny.... what else Hoseok with Taehyung were is an one-sided love because Hoseok would turn him down forever and a friendship with benefits with his best friend Yoongi that secretly is in love but would never tell but enjoy the opportunity when Hoseok is drunk... Jin having fishing dates with Yoongi but backing off as he discovered Yoongi's awesomeness and doesn't feel confident to conquer his heart....oh the one were Taehyung has a daughter but has Namjoon as a secret lover.... Jimin and Yoongi are the most powerful being paired up together or whit the others , Vkook has so much videos...and the rest have but nothing compared to these two. They are all out of context images cut here and there to match the concept, holding hands accidentally kissed... they are interesting to watch and to imagine to be true.
- Don't you prefer the opportunity to be the chosen girl? - he said
- Of course, and having the seven like an harem and winning the lottery and promoting having affair between my harem.... I'm a romantic person sometimes but reality is cruel and I'm super old for you guys I'm not a good choice.
- Why not, you are nice and doesn't want us because our money or status
- I went out with a ten years younger man but he liked to taken care by a woman with money, liked drugs and drinking he would sleep around and go to places to pay for sex and that had already a 2 years old son that gets money because his mother sued him. It was fun but he had so much to grow up I helped showing him fun without drugs and alcohol but never considered being serious or having him as a boyfriend, fortunately he found his match and recently became the father of a baby girl. The next one was eleven years younger but he was convinced that he would die alone because he had to have a surgery on his back to take part of his skin because he has born with a dark colored skin that could develop cancer, he is never satisfied with his work with his boss, with girls needing attention from him.... good calling every day but not boyfriend dough.
The taxi driver was 9 months younger, and the first boy I kissed was at least 3 years younger. The rest were older than me and Darren was just a couple of months older.
- woah that's impressive - said Jungkook
- impressive? more like get out of that place sooner, when I was 21 one and became independent from my parents....I did well until the taxi driver then decide to fight my instinct to give the man a chance to become the man he said he was, after him had fun because I liked to be...let's say .... distracted at night to finally find a good one to start a family but for a short time just 4 years of good memories and my little sunshine that is having it easy because he has several masculine and kind figures that teach him a lot of things.
- Have you cheated on your boyfriends? I don't think I would ever tolerate being cheated- said Taehyung.
-It wasn't my intention, but technically yes. After my first all the way man that wasn't recovered from his previous relationship I had a nice boyfriend, but he was incredibly insecure and needed to be said that I loved him but it's difficult to me said that and also pulling all the time to make it work because couldn't enjoy being with me because he was told he was bad at ...in bed..I made a date to break up but he kept saying that he couldn't make it for a long time then became closer to the taxi driver and one day before I went to take he bus he asked me to stay longer but I'm a good girl and go back home properly but got a kiss . I liked him but I had to properly broke up with the nice guy, he delayed our dates and I was fed up with the excuses. The taxi driver didn't had it difficult to finally get me and it happened, frustrated I meet my friends at night and the nice was having a nice time drinking with his friends. I finished my second tequila before finally breaking up with him he cried a little because he knew I didn't want to said the love words if he didn't push and insisted butwas always ready to date him and charming him .
- The taxi driver was a handful... did everything to convince you but in the end wasn't a true man.
- well I feel like I was so stupid giving him those many chances to finally become a man , the last 3 years whit him were bad enough to get me insomnia, hair loss and a kind problem to value myself as I did years ago before being with him.
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