Kapitel 148: CHAPTER 111: Double Ego

Adrian's POV: 

At some specific moments, I wonder if telling Monte the truth was ever a good idea to begin with, I do trust him with my life just like I trust my brother Andrew. Monte and Andrew are the only people that I love and cherish from all my heart, well, them and maybe... even though I don't show them that love but I'd give my life to see them happy and at the top just as they deserve. I still don't stomach that British therapist Gabe that much, or maybe I don't like him because I know he doesn't like me at all and he'll be satisfied to see me drown. Well, that's not what exactly happened when I was sick, he really took care of me and tried his best to get me out of that deathly state I stuck myself into and he talked to me for a little while from time to time when he comes over here to see his beloved boyfriend which is every night and during the weekends. None of them talk about Jess in my presence though...