Kapitel 7: Chapter seven
***Y/n's POV***
The morning light seeping through my blinds wakes me out of my deep sleep.
I look at the clock on my bedside table... 7:13 am.
I need to clear my head.
I throw on my running clothes and sneak out before the guys wake up.
As I run, I feel like the stress and worries are encased in the sweat coming out of my pores.
I don't know what to make of yesterday. I am disappointed that I gave in to a guy I just met. I have never been that girl but he has this power over me. Don't get me wrong, I'm no angel, obviously.
I can't take back what happened and unfortunately, I can't change the opinion he may have of me. But, I have a couple weeks to change that.
Pushing my body to the limit, I jog up my driveway after a long run and a lot of thinking.
I'm almost positive the guys are still sleeping when I return. I take a quick shower and text my friend from work, begging her to give me a reason to get out of this house.
With the promise of juicy details, Yoona agrees to meet up at the local Cafe.
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"That sounds like an extremely eventful day, Y/n," Yoona sips her mocha latte with wide eyes.
"It was to say the least. Half of me feels like it was the best day of my life and the other half wants to do it all over differently. I just don't want him to completely write me off as this slutty chick, ya know?"
"So, you care what he thinks? Do you think it could actually turn into a relationship?" She asks.
"I don't know! I've spent all of one day with the guy. Also, I'm starting college that happens to be a college that's not his college. And I start very soon," I rub my hands down my face.
My life was so simple 48 hours ago.
Damn you , Jeongguk.
My phone buzzes in my pocket. I pull it out and check the number but it's unfamiliar.
Unknown: You can't even make me breakfast?
Me: Who is this?
Unknown: Wow, that hurts Y/n.
Me: What?!?
Unknown: I'll give you a hint.
Your life had no meaning until you saw me standing in your kitchen yesterday morning.
" Oh my god, its Jeongguk," I tell Yoona with a mix of excitement and confusion.
Me: How did you get my number, Jeongguk?
Jeongguk: So its true, your life had no meaning before me. Me: You are a cocky ass.
Jeongguk: Thank you ;-)
Jeongguk: Stole it out of Namjoon's phone last night. He le! me all alone in this big house to go meet up with some chick. You gonna come keep me company or what?
Me: Awww poor baby is scared to be home all alone?
Jeongguk: Nope, just an excuse to get your sexy little ass here.
I'm flustered and smiling stupidly at my phone when Yoona starts hu!ing and pu!ing that I'm ignoring her.
"What is he saying?"
"Namjoon left for the day so he wants me to come back and keep him company"
"Keep his dick company you mean," she rolls her eyes. "Shut up!!" I blush looking back at my phone.
Me: I'll be home in a little bit.
***Jeongguk's POV***
I'll be honest, I was disappointed when I realized Y/n had left this morning. I barely got any sleep last night and when I woke up, I immediately craved her presence the way you crave a cup of coffee.
I wish I knew what was going through her mind about the day before.
Did she regret it?
Will she want nothing to do with me now?
I hear her car pull in the driveway and I actually get butterflies.
She's turning you into a fucking pussy.
"What's up?" she says walking in the front door.
"Not much, just got ditched by your brother. It sucks not having my car here," I say in between eating the eggs I cooked myself.
"Where's your car?"
"I had to leave it behind. Its been having issues so I didn't want to chance the two hour drive."
"That makes sense," she says looking down at her feet. She's uncomfortable.
There's a big, giant sex elephant in the room.
She's leaning in the door way to the kitchen, fiddling with the hem of her shirt. She has no idea what to say and I'm in the same boat.
"Sit," I say patting the seat next to me.
She looks at me with this innocent little smile and walks over to the table.
"Sooooo," she says as she sits.
"Listen y/n, I'm sorry about yesterday. I shouldn't have come on so strong. I just have a little problem controlling myself around you," I say while trying not to stare at how so" her lips look.
Imagine them wrapped around your dick. I have a problem.
"You have nothing to be sorry for. Let's just start over. I have no problem with what we have going on here but there will be no physical touching as of right now until we both feel its appropriate. Deal?" she sticks her hand out to shake on it.
I have to think for a second.
I can't touch her but everything else is fine. This could actually be interesting.
"It's a deal. No physical contact. And I'll leave it to you to make the first move when you're ready," I say shaking her hand.
She won't last long.
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