Kapitel 1: crazy mind
Have you ever thought about how fragile a single thought can be?
When a single moment of silence and you're gone
A situation where little by little your mind will go crazy and your own existence will fade away
A place that your own madness can maintain can be your salvation, but it can also be your ruin
a place that in the end, all we have left is to disappear
Do you ask where this place would be?
After all this philosophical thinking of mine, you just ask it? I'm disappointed
But well, you could easily guess with some tips
So let the Great Quiz begin * applause
Question: Where is this place?"
First tip
-is a dark place even though it has thousands of different light sources
Hm? haven't you guessed yet?
okay, so a second tip
-As I said before, here it is very silent, on purpose silent enough so that with time your consciousness will be silent
and now? it's getting easier, isn't it? it's very obvious to me
Exactly, I'm in outer space!
How did I end up here?
A great question but I'm afraid I don't know how to answer it
When I regained consciousness I was already wandering for how long, but it should be enough since until now I have not hidden even a single planet
it seems I really slept a lot, isn't it? hahahahaha
How am I surviving in this environment?
This is a part where frankly even I found it interesting and peculiar
As an ancient human, it was common sense that a normal person could never survive without any equipment from space
Hehehe, let's go again for another Great Quiz
Question: Why can I survive in space?
Answer 1: As a great tycoon that I was, I bought a great enough advanced equipment to be able to stay alive for a few millennia.
Answer 2: I have evolved, my intelligence and physics have transferred to mere human logic, and now I am a superhuman capable of surviving here.
answer 3: I finally awakened my sixth sense and became a knight who is able to travel dimensionally
So my dear, what is your answer? I give you 5 seconds to think
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Your answer is?
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he haha hahahahahaha
Incorrect, you lost
the correct answer is answer 4: I don't even have a body to need to survive
Hm? didn't like the joke? you really are a person without a sense of humor, my youngster
Moreover, as if any of those answers had any meaning
Me a tycoon? what a joke is that?
A suit enough to kill you alive for a millenium? as if this is possible for human technology, at least currently it is not possible in the society I lived in
evolve into a superhuman? why don't I say I am an omnipotent God for you to believe.
Sixth sense? well, it's not the right one but thinking about it now may not be totally wrong either, now that I've noticed it I'm a bit excited
Besides, super-advanced equipment, has humanity advanced to at least a bit close? it would be interesting to see this but it is no longer possible, really a shame
as for my current situation, I really don't have a body
What am I?
Until a moment ago, a human
Now, a wandering consciousness? a lost soul? I really don't know
when I woke up I was already like this, maybe I'm a shooting star wandering through space
To tell you the truth, it's very interesting, but it's also strange
Took me a while to adapt to 360º vision
hello? anyone there?
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Would he be gone?
Who am I kidding? as if I could have someone here
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Hello my visitors, welcome to the absolute void
Here you can find wonderful things never seen up close
I, any being without importance, will be your guide in this incredible journey
Ladies and gentlemen to your right, as you can see this beautiful cosmic dust in orange color in a radiant shade like the sun
and his left, which occurs rarely an asteroid ladies and gentlemen, this is only the thousandth time I see but never cease to amaze me haha
But a little ahead we see another cosmic dust of a much larger size in a purple color, which by the way is my favorite color
Now we can also see a constellation, its name is "God is fucking with me".
did you like it? I named her myself
Now we have the dangerous black hole, I advise you not to go inside the experience is not very pleasant when it happened to me
look ahead this cold star
there we can see the ......
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I was just thinking
The more time I spend in this place the more I feel something changing in me
this is a really strange feeling
if I had to elaborate more precisely I would say that something in my own essence/existence was changing
Maybe adapting?
After spending time here, things that I thought one day could never exist can end up happening
I'll win superpower? I must admit I'm a little excited, but what's the point if I can't even use it without a body?
A great loss to society for losing a great potential to superhuman like me hahaha
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*Yawning
Recently I am feeling more and more exhausted, I have no more idea what to think or what to do
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How bored
Very bored
MEGA ENTEDIADO
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I've been noticing something
Have I finally gone crazy after so long here?
don't be fooled, I'm not mad to speak the truth until I'm relieved by it, and a meaning that my consciousness is still active
in a place where you can stay silent and disappear, talking to yourself is a solution to keep yourself
stop there
What am I talking about? I even made it sound serious with consistency hahaha
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12,345,654 stars
12,345,656 stars
Oh another meteor, how rare
I think it's the 9,780th time I've seen him since I started repairing my surroundings
Hm? where did I stop at the count? well let's just start again
1 star
2 stars
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I want to eat a hamburger
I want to take cola.
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Hm?
What is this doing here?
In front of me, a massive palace floated through the void
I must say, what a frightening atmosphere this palace has
Is it haunted? there's no way hahaha
I think that if I had a body now maybe it would be dripping cold sweat, of course that doesn't mean that I'm scared or scared
definitely not that
But for some reason, I couldn't divert my attention from this palace, as if something had been calling me
The palace was getting closer and closer, or should I say that involuntarily I was going to it? does it really matter now?
The closer I got, the more panicky I became, but with this, a certain feeling of familiarity took hold of me
The panic in me quickly disappears and is taken by anticipation for what is to come
All my focus was solely on this magnificent building in front of me
there came a time when I felt even my thoughts slow down
until something involuntarily takes over my perception
A large but empty room, thick pillars were aligned to the sides forming a path where a long black carpet and sides stretched out to the end of the room
at the end of the path, there was a small elevation placed and stairs to climb it and at the top, a majestic black throne was seen isolated
Even if the room had no decoration at all, it could be perceived that each piece of the construction was worth a lot just by observing
but even so, everywhere a suffocating atmosphere was present as if something frightening was there
and there was
just below, at the end of the stairs where the throne is a girl sitting on the carpet
A girl with long black and straight hair with white skin like porcelain, she was sitting on the floor with her head down and her hair covering her face as if she were tired
the girl then as if she notices me, slowly raises her face making her hair fall to the side then showing her face and then looking at me
at first, an inevitable feeling of panic and fear takes over but soon after facing the girl's eyes everything is gone
crystalline eyes of a purple tone that emitted a feeling of depth
Could you say it was for the first sight?
the more I was faced by those eyes but the will I felt as if all my worry and difficulty was only for that moment
the girl then, as one perceives all my thoughts opens a refreshing smile as she looks at me
Without even noticing it, my own consciousness begins to fade and a strong sleepiness takes over
The girl seems to realize this and tries to say something, but before I could hear it I ended up falling asleep
In a deep sleep where I don't even know if I'll be able to wake up again
It's been a while since I felt this way
this satisfaction of finally being able to sleep even if it is inevitable and I have avoided it at all costs
Good evening to me
that I've has my well-deserved rest
AUTORENGEDANKEN 
SixTeen
SixTeen First time I make a chapter in first person then I apologize if it got bad
but even so, I really liked writing so I intend to do all of it like this
just a small beginning to the story, it contains very little information and is more the MC talking to himself in the void
I killed myself to make the end, I wanted to give description of the girl but focus on his eyes as a point where he gets lost and ends up sleeping, in the end it was just more or less
A little spoiler, the girl will appear again, I got inspired by Zhang Ya (Horor house ) and Oryou to make her hahaha
next chapter next week
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