Kapitel 69: Drinking it all out
**Y/N's POV**
As we both arrive at his house, i thanked him first for what he did this day.
It really helped me lessen the pain but....it still hurts. It feels like there's a heavy rock in the top of the chest.
I went to my room, took a bit rest and took a long relaxing bath.
Finishing my bath, i walked in to the closet of this room to grab a night wear dress.
Thankfully Chanel gave us both those dresses we endorsed for free. That's why Jungkook has girl's clothes.
Fashion outfits and Night wear dresses which is useful while i'm staying here.
Me and Jungkook had a dinner already before going home.
I sat down on my bed and grab my phone, scrolling in medias, trying accompany myself for getting bored and of course for crying and feel the pain that was staying inside me.
Looking into medias didn't help. All news was almost about Me and Taehyung.
News about our relationship that was about to go down. The news didn't know the reason why we are both were apart for now.
As some reporters saw me sometimes with Jungkook in the park or wherever else and sometimes saw me crying as they took a pictures and make it in the news.
This is one of the perks of being famous too. Your privacy which is being keep only by you but because of them, it was being leaked.
That worries me. My parents might find it out so soon. What will happen then? They will over react for sure.
They trust Tae but Tae didn't meant it to happen.
I drop my phone in my bed as i released a heavy sigh.
Then suddenly my phone buzzed.
*Text Message*
JK: "Hey Y/n. Sorry if i can't accompany you for this time. I am here in my room right now, doing company works."
: "So if you need something, just call me or knock in my door. Have a good night!"
He texted.
Y/N: "It's okay. You can take your time. I wasn't planning to disturb you also. You already took me out earlier so i know you are tired already."
: "Don't over work yourself. Thank you again and have a good night also!"
I replied.
*End of Conversation*
Since i have nothing to do here in my room, i decided to come downstairs to kitchen.
Remembering i bought soju earlier, i grabbed some bottles, put it in the counter top, got a glass for drinking and sat one of the stool.
The lights in the living was already turned off as the only light here in the kitchen is like a lamp. So it was kinda dark with a little source of light coming from the lamp.
It was nice though. Silence filled the whole house.
Later on, i finished one bottle of soju.
I'm still sober but a bit dizzy.
The other glass of soju is now half when my phone started to ring.
The caller's id was my Mom. I answered it but i didn't talk first.
Mom: "Y/n, my dear." She said. Her voice was mixed with sadness and worry.
Y/N: "mom...." I said in a low voice.
Mom: "Y/n, me and your dad saw the news in the media." That made me stayed quite.
"Was it true?" She asked
Y/N: "what's true mom?" I asked since there's so many in the news about us.
Mom: "is it true that the relationship between you and Tae got messed up?"
I didn't respond for awhile 'til i had the courage to tell her. I don't want them to worry about me but since i am their belove daughter, i understand.
Y/N: "y-yes. It was true."
Mom: "Y/n me and your dad is worrying about you. We saw some pictures of you crying in the park."
"We wanna know the reason what's happening with you both. We don't want to interfer of your problems but we are just concern."
This time, the tears i am holding just fell down on my cheeks. It was my mom now who's talking to me.
Telling her some of it is not wrong right?
Y/N: "mom, why i am so unlucky when it comes to love?" I cried not too loud for the guy who's working upstairs, to hear.
"I did everything to keep the man i love. I gave everything they want. I love them with all myself. I stayed loyal to them. I made them happy."
"But why did i got the opposite thing in the end?" I cried more.
Mom: "sweetheart. I know how hard you've been into right now, but i know you can get move on on it. You're strong and we all know."
"We are always here for you my dear. We face hard times to get more stronger. Maybe God was not yet satisfied of your strength. You maybe can tell he was being so mean to you by removing your love one or important thing to your life but at the end, you will realize that it was all worth it." She comforted as i continued to cry.
Y/N: "it's just that i'm hurting so much. It's not so easy to move on especially i love the person so much!"
"I...i can't handle the pain mom. It's swallowing me. I love him very much and you know that."
Mom: "Y/n listen to me." She said as i sniffed, wipping my tears.
"Me and your dad will visit you tomorrow wherever you are."
"Whether you like it or not Y/n. We're really concern about you and Tae."
Y/N: "i understand. You should sleep now mom. It's already late." I said and gulped the last glass of the second bottle.
Mom: "Y/n, are you drinking?!" She suddenly asked. Probably heard the glass when i put it down in the counter.
Y/N: "you can't blame me."
"I'm suffering."
I heard her just sighed heavily.
Mom: "we'll talk tomorrow Y/n. Stop drinking! It's obvious in your voice that you're a bit drunk already!"
Y/N: "i still have 3 bottles here mom. I want to let the pain out of me."
"Goodnight and thank you mom." I said and hanged up.
I opened the third bottle of soju and gulp it down without pouring it in the glass.
While gulping, someone snatch it away from me together with the two more bottles in front of me.
Jungkook: "STOP.DRINKING." He said expressionless staring at me.
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