Kapitel 145: Section 144: Ungranted

The game continues as nothing happened, we smiled and exchanged some friendly jokes. After that last question, Ender pretended to be spirited. However, I know that he's losing himself. 

he painted smile he had right now is nothing more than another mask to mask his insecurity. Joel doesn't seem to notice this since he seems to have fun with the game he created.

"Let's drink our sorrows away while we're at it" Joel recommended it.

"What do you mean by-".

He exited the library before I could even finish my sentences. I could hear him running through the corridor as he went down to the first floor. The room filled in excruciating tranquility, Kallen noticed the aura Ender gives off. The tanned man is extremely in a bad mood after I asked whether we could start as friends.