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Jimin is drinking his coffee in pure silent room of his office. Its early morning and its calm environment. Jimin watching the outside through his full glass window.
After some minutes his assistance enter the room, Jimin look around and ask "Good morning. So What is the schedule for me today?"
"You have two meetings and one special meeting with Mr. Jeon. And also need to sign some files. Its look like you don't have that much work today." His assistance reply.
Jimin smile turn into a frown when he heard Jungkook's name. All was good till the name of Jungkook came again. Jimin told his assistance to give him coffee. So the assistance went to make his coffee.
"That fucking Jungkook can't leave me alone for a moment!! What does he wants from me now!" Jimin said while gritting his teeth in anger. He doesn't need Jungkook to become happy in Life.
Jimin starts his work with bad side today. After working for some time , he calmed down a little. Now he is normal and totally forget about Jungkook between his works.
Time passes by and finally Jungkook arrived at the company alone. He didn't bring hoseok there. He knocks on the door. Jimin yelled a "Come in" between his work.
Jungkook entered the room and greets Jimin happily "Hello Jimin! Hope you are having good day!"
Jimin groaned when he hears Jungkook's voice but don't want to make any scene. So he just replied with force smile "I am having good day until you came. However have a seat please Mr. Jeon."
Jungkook sat down in front of Jimin and look at jimin who is also looking at him blankly.
"What do you want Mr. Jeon?" Jimin asked politely.
"Would You agree on that If I said what i really want?" Jungkook asked back.
"For Me to agree on what you want to ask, you should ask me first before you want answer to your question! Mr. Jeon." Jimin replied.
"First I need you to promise me you will say yes, then I will ask the question!" Jungkook replied.
"What the fucking game are you playing now? Jungkook?" Jimin asked with blank face.
"Its not a game Jimin. I really want you back to me. Please accept me !" Jungkook said emotionally. He really wants Jimin to be his finally and also for real.
"For what reason do you want me to accept you?? For torturing me again? For treating me as your side slut? Or what! Just know that I am not that Jimin from before who gave in so easily. Who had loved you for no reason. Who had tried to stay alone with you forever despite of your bloody psycho mind. " Jimin yelled contently. He is happy that the room is actually soundproof.
Jungkook look at him with sad eyes and said "Jimin, don't you think I have also changed just like you? I know I was wrong to behave with you like that. I also regret that whole time. I was really a psycho that time. But I promise I have changed myself really. I have stayed at rehab for 6 months to control myself. I am not like before too. Don't you see the changes in me?"
Jimin looks at Jungkook with his still blank face and said "How I will know that you aren't faking it? However I am happy how I am now. Don't bother me about this. And also don't make my happy life into a mess again."
Jungkook feels sad about Jimin and their daughter. He really has changed but Jimin didn't want him even if he changed. He look at Jimin and said " What you will tell our daughter Eunmin about his other dad? Don't she need me too?"
"Don't call her your daughter!! She is only mine. You have lost your chance to be her dad that day when you said she was Taehyung's child! I don't need anyone to raise my child. I am enough to raise her alone!" Jimin replied seriously.
'do I need him to raise my daughter? No I don't. I am enough for my child. She loves me and I love her. I don't need anyone or anything!' Jimin thought.
"Jimin please!. I want to be with my daughter too. Please give me a chance to be with you all. I want nothing but want to stay with you all happily. Its my last and forever wish." Jungkook replied.
"I have said no right? Please if you have other work then tell me. Or you can leave now if you are finished." Jimin replied to Jungkook.
"Jimin, Please I want all of us together.. Think about it too. I don't want to stay alone while knowing you and our daughter living far away from me. So please think about it!" Jungkook pleaded to Jimin.
"I think it will be good if you leave now Mr. Jeon. I want to be alone now." Jimin replied with a sigh.
Jungkook nodded at Jimin. Its been a while he is in here talking with Jimin. Jimin also need some time alone to think about their family. He just hope Jimin accept him in the end of the day.
"Okay I will leave but please think about it too. Thank you! I will go now Jimin." Jungkook replied and walk out of the room. Jimin look at the door blankly from where Jungkook jsut walk out.
In Jimin's mind...
Should I really accept him in our life again? What if he was just acting to get back. And If I get back to him, and he make me stay at home for my whole life! What I will be doing then? What will happened to my Eun then?
Life, you are so bad. How I will know what will happen in future. I wish we could know how our life will turn next. So we can decided it how we want it before.
Huh... I know that I still like you, Jungkook. But still I don't want to accept you yet knowing how much difficulty you have given me before. I really don't want to suffer that again for sure. But I think I will see that later if I could accept you.
Jimin sighed for last time before getting up from the seat and leave the company. He is already done with his works there. So he will now go home and have some rest.
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To be continued..
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