Kapitel 32: half way to the truth .
_ yes , you two were meant for each other . you had an arranged relationship that both of you didn't accept at first because both of you had someone and something to hold to .
My God !! this is crazy .....I don't understand what's going on with my life anymore ....who's telling the truth and who's lying . and if what uncle Gee and Jenny are saying is true then ....does that mean Kenneth lied to me ?!
I blinked several times and with my shaky lips responded :
_ if what you are saying is the truth , then explain to me who are you first and what's your goal of being here !! .....and why did I and Kenneth reject the arranged relationship ?
Uncle Gee stared at Jenny for a moment then faced me again as he speaks:
_ first of all , we already told you who we are ....the protectors , and our job was to protect your soul from the evil that would destroy it , and make sure you are with the one your soul and heart choose and long for the most , and specifically make sure nothing goes out of the path that is made for you to be .
I nodded several times trying to understand the words he was saying and then waited for him to speak more , and that's when Jenny opened her mouth calmly :
_ And As for why did you and Kenneth reject your arranged relationship at that time... is because that's true you and him were meant for each other soul and heart as he is your FLameMate, but Your heart desired Audra and Kenneth desired freedom and to be with anyone he wanted than to be stuck with just one .... But as the time passes , the matters of your souls desiring each other were settled from the first time ,and there was only the matter of the heart that was left . it was a war between your souls and heart desires ....Kenneth came to me and told me that his heart started to desire you more and more and that he fell in love with you , in which I couldn't believe and no one could believe , he changed a lot after meeting you and he was more honest with his feelings for you than he ever was with anyone .....but the only problem that was left ...was YOUR heart's desire .
I kept thinking for minutes till I got it , my eyes widened and my heart started to beat violently inside my chest . Did she mean I actually ....chose....
_ Your heart desired Audra still and didn't choose Kenneth though you had something for him and your soul longed for him ..your mating connection was weak since you haven't fulfilled it .
uncle Gee said cutting my thoughts.
a tear fell from my left eye and I didn't know why , only for him to continue :
_ your feelings were messed up but still no one could know what is the truth of what happened after ....the reason your heart chose Audra over Kenneth . You yourself was surprised and didn't understand how your heart was manipulating your vision of what should be or not .....and we all couldn't help but sit and watch for what's coming next .
I brushed away the tear that fell on my left cheek to finally respond to all I've unlocked tonight from the previous conversations :
_ Then does that mean that in my past life , the person that I really ended up with was Audra !? and now the reason that I'm in love with Kenneth is because he planed to come first so I fell for him and not Audra ....and ...and if Audra came before him I would be with him now instead !?
I didn't know what I was spouting out of my mouth then it was already messed up .
I thought that after knowing the truth my thoughts would be clear but it's the opposite .
I feel more confused now than I had ever been in my life .
Jenny sighed to finally try to comfort with her words :
_ listen Mina ... before we couldn't do much to help you with the matters of your heart and desires but now we came here early too so that we help you choose what's best for you .
_ And who do you think is best for me now?
she smirked :
_ Obviously Audra .
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