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She said, sobbing. Suddenly she burst into tears. She covered her hands with her face.

I never saw her this vulnerable before. "Ash, did you read her letter?" I asked.

"No, why in the hell would I read it? She left us, it's not like her words would make a difference." She said, glancing at me. Her mascara were smudge all over her eyes and some runs down her cheeks.

"Ash, can you promise me something?" I asked. "Is it alright if we forget about our problems just for today and let's have some fun? Yeah know, life is short." I said forcing a smile. Although I know, happiness can be found everywhere, it's a matter of thought. However when our minds are plagued with uncertainty, doubt, anguish, and misery. It creates this delusion inside our minds thinking everything around us is an abomination even when it's not. Because that's what I feel whenever I remember my parents nor Dylan, I just can't seem to move on 'till now.