Kapitel 72: The past(sleepy confession)...

I nodded my head in agreement.

Hannah: I never saw you being like this for a boy.

"The thing is it isn't the boy, the thing is I couldn't explain what happened and the thing is it's Patrick."

Hannah: Why did you practice for the whole night instead of studying a book or doing something?

"I wanted my emotional pain to be gone. It's giving me nightmares."

Hannah: So, you thought doing this will be good?

"Getting over emotional pain with physical pain was the best option I had."

Hannah: That was never really an option.

"That was always an option. Please don't make me talk, I have no strength left. I'm hungry."

Hannah: Okkay, just eat, and try to sleep.

I nodded my head in agreement. We both had our lunch and went back to our classroom.

Hannah: Try to sleep.

I closed my eyes and tried to sleep. As soon as I closed my eyes the nightmare appeared again and I woke up suddenly.

Hannah: Shin are you okkay?