Kapitel 88: We Are In Between Of Their Love Life

My eyes wide when his lips touch mine and kiss me. I strive to push him away yet he wraps his arms around my neck and pulls me closer to him. 

And all of a sudden, my eyes close, and wrap my arms around his waist and copy the moves of his lips against mine. I feel the butterfly that rushes throughout my stomach. 

It seems right when he keeps kissing me at some point, there's Alyssum, who's waiting for him but he chooses to be here, closer to me while kissing me. 

He leans away as we catch our breath. He smiles at me and cups my face. He caresses my cheeks with his thumbs. I lean to his touch. I feel complete under his touch. 

"Mia…" 

I hum and intensely gaze at him. The grief is written on his face but I don't feel guilty by declining to his secret lover. I'm not putting my levels down just to be with him. 

"Christian, you know that I don't want to be with you unless you ended your relationship with Alyssum."