Kapitel 32: The best friend interrogation

Lance. 

"He has a girlfriend?" 

I nod. 

Jack wants me to keep thinking about Ford. He hasn't been able to shut up about it. I told him everything that happened with so many regrets. I should've just kept it to myself because there is no point. When nothing can be done, you have to give up. This is me giving up on my lost love. 

He didn't even call me after deserting me. 

I guess he doesn't care enough. 

"Where are you going?" Jack asked as I grab a pair of jeans from a drawer in my room. 

"Out." I shrug. 

He stands up until he is behind me but I choose to ignore him. If he knows who I am going with, he will not approve. I don't know why he doesn't approve of my friendship with Patrick. Being with Patrick helps me forget Ford. I need someone that won't constantly remind me of him. This is not a date. I don't have any plans of moving on to another guy. 

I am not over Ford. 

"Lemme guess... Patrick."