Kapitel 108: Nine Lives
WARNING: THE FOLLOWING CHAPTER CONTAINS TRIGGER CONTENT FOR SOME.
I lift my shaky hand up and watch when my nails slowly grow. I grit my teeth and take several deep breaths. Did I ever think I would be killing myself like this? No. But there's only one way to figure it out. I lift my nails and quickly slice my neck on the side.
I grit my teeth as I feel hot, black blood quickly flowing from my neck. My nails quickly shrink back down as my world tilts. I quickly drop to my knees, forcing myself to keep my hands down. The blood smells... sweet. It's like my own body wants to lift my hand and press it against the wound.
To stop the bleeding and to begin healing but I don't. My entire body grows heavier as my blood soaks me and the ground under me. When my vision starts to darken, I slowly lower myself down into the grass.
AUTORENGEDANKEN 
Blissfullrage
Blissfullrage Hello, My Lovely Readers! I've seen a few comments about not wanting to read anything that would end in tragedy and I completely agree. You see... the world can be a hard, cold, and unforgiving place at times and I'm sure I speak for a lot of us when I say, "I want to escape" Don't get me wrong, it's not all bad. Life is filled with love and beauty as well. I've been fortunate enough to walk in both worlds. I've tasted sorrow, pain, and loss. Betrayal and lies... BUT, I've tasted life in the rawest form. The smell of rain, the sound of laughter (especially in children) My flowers I almost killed, blooming with bright vivid colors. lol, The sound of a windchime in the silence of a sunny day. I embrace it all. The good, the bad, and the ugly <3 I can all tell you one thing for sure, I LOVE stories with happy endings but I also believe in growth. You grow through hard and sad times but you also grow in happiness and love. I try to instill that in all my books <3 No matter how hard and bad things become, my leads will always fight. Just like me. I hope with all my heart that others reading my stories will do the same. No matter how dark, bleak, and desperate things become, fight. Fight for your happiness. Remember, the world is like a mirror. If you snarl at it, it will snarl back. Smile and it smiles back. Keep shining bright, keep smiling (even if you're faking it) it will turn into a real one. I promise. I know <3 I love you guys XOXO
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