Kapitel 59: How long has it been since I had a candy?

Running as fast as she could, An Ran ran until she was far away from Lu Jin. Leaning against the tree she inhaled deeply and let her tears fall down her eyes.

At the moment, she couldn't point out the kind of feeling she was facing. Was she sad, depressed or was she angry? she had no idea about it but all she knew was she wanted to cry as much as she could.

Even after she cried An Ran could not stop herself from trembling when she recalled Lu Jin's words. Those words were playing in her mind repeatedly, piercing her heart.

Not knowing what to do, An Ran could only cry her heart out. When there were no more tears left to shed, she walked lifelessly towards the dorm, thankfully because it was already night there weren't many people walking in the dorm.

Inside the room...

While Xiao Li was doing her homework, Su Yan was practicing boxing. just then when they heard the room door open, Su Yan turned towards the door and asked excitedly "An Ran, you are here"

but then when she saw An Ran's haggard appearance and tear-stained face, she was suddenly stopped. Throwing her gloves away she rushed to An Ran. Feeling the urge to cry, An Ran hugged Su Yan and cried again. Anxious, Su Yan patted An Ran's back worriedly and asked "baby, what's the matter? why are you crying? did Lu Jin bully you? that bastard, wait until Sia is back, she will bully him until he calls you grandmother"

Moving back, An Ran shook her head and then said everything that Lu Jin said and she started to cry once again.

Letting out a deep sigh, Su Yan lead An Ran inside and made her sit on the bed and left her in Xiao Li's care.

Not knowing what to do, Su Yan wanted to call Sia and inform her about the situation but after remembering Sia's condition, she did not dare to call her and increase her burden. With no other choice, Su Yan could only try her best to console An Ran thankfully on the next day morning, An Ran was finally back to her sense and no longer was as sad as the previous day but I did not mean she was willing to get back with Lu Jin. The next day morning, whenever An Ran saw Lu Jin, she would walk away from there without sparing him a single glance and the same thing was going on until know.

Back to the present...

After hearing everything, Sia was left speechless. Not knowing what to do, she paused sipping her juice and turned her gaze towards An Ran.

Feeling quite uncomfortable, An Ran excused herself before Sia could say anything and walked away.

heaving a deep sigh, she looked at Xiao Li and signaled the later to follow An Ran before she turned to Lu Jin who had his head lowered with a bitter smile.

Afraid that he might lose his composure, he smiled forcefully and gazed at his friends before he said with a laugh "I just remembered I had something to so...excuse me"

With that said, he stood up and walked towards the ground looking dispirited.

Watching Lu Jin's face, Su Yan turned to Sia and asked worriedly "bro, what should we do? I can't see Lu Jin looking so downcast, it makes me feel sad"

"Sigh....seems like I should only do something" turning her gaze towards the boys who looked worried, Sia reassured "Don't worry, he will be fine. I will speak with him...you guys go back to the dorm"

After saying that Sia stood up from there and grabbed two cans of juice from the canteen and walked towards the ground.

In the empty ground, Lu Jin sat on the empty lawn and gazed at the setting sun deep in thought.

Just then he heard a nonchalant voice from behind.

"Do you regret it?"

Startled, Lu Jin turned his head and looked at Sia who was standing behind holding two juice can's in her hand.

With a faint smile, he asked "Oh...it's you"

turning his head back, he gazed at the setting sun and said "No...I don't regret it. Infact I'm quite relieved"

Sitting next to Lu Jin, Sia opened the tin and passed it to Lu Jin before she opened hers and sipped the juice before she said "You don't have to pretend in front of me. Though you might look good from outside, I know you're torn apart inside"

With a bitter smile, Lu Jin plucked a stalk of grass and said "I don't want to make them worry unnecessarily at the same time I don't want to pressure An Ran"

"Even at this moment, you're still thinking only about An Ran's well being?" Sia asked while sipping the juice

"Heh....sister Sia, do you know...I did not develop my feelings towards An Ran a year back in fact I had been in love with her for five years. I saw her for the first time at my friend's birthday banquet. She was dressed in a cute pink dress and she looked extremely adorable. That was when I fell for her. From then on I attended every banquet hoping to see her again but I never dared to approach her and befriend her but then it was first brother and fourth brother who introduced her to me. As we got closer I could no longer hide my feelings and I proposed her. But I never expected that she would accept me. That moment when she agreed to be my girlfriend, I almost felt that I was floating in the air. But due to some incident, I was forced to break up with her. Even when I broke up with her a year back though I was hurt I could still cope up but now...."

In the end, his voice choked as he continued "But now I-I feel worse. I feel as if my heart is pierced with countless needles and is torn apart. My heart hurts so badly that I want to kill myself"

Not able to control himself, he hugged his knees and start to cry .

Seeing her cheerful little brother crying like a little kid, Sia felt her heart squeeze.

Pulling Lu Jin into her arms, she hugged him and patted his back gently and let him cry as much as he wants in her arms.

Feeling a sense of warmth, Lu Jin hugged Sia tightly and let out his heart.

"W-what should I do? I-i really don't want to break up with An Ran. I-i really love her, I-i love her s-so much that i-I'm willing to g-give up my life for her. Just-just imagining her walking out of my life makes me want to-want to kill myself...Sister I-i really don't want to let her go, I really really love An Ran...I-i love her so much"

Patting Lu Jin's head gently, Sia gazed at the setting sun and said "Lu Jin, sometimes life is very unfair. Don't complain if you feel unfair instead fight to make it fair because everything you wish for is your own greed and need. But sometimes, it's better to let go of your greed, not for yourself but your loved ones...Lu Jin, the words I spoke now...I hope you will keep it in your mind"

Receiving no response, Sia turned her face and looked over her shoulder only to find the latter sleeping peacefully.

Patting his head gently with a faint smile on her face, Sia turned to look at the setting sun and exclaimed "Sigh.....the sun looks soo delicious just like candy...Ah! speaking of which, how long has it been since I had a candy?...hmm, should I get some tomorrow?"

While Sia was mumbling, Lu Jin opened his eyes and gazed at Sia with mixed feelings before he closed his eyes and fell asleep.

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Kapitel 60: Whatever decision you will make, I will give my full support!!

By the time Sia returned to the room, it was almost their dinner time.

When she saw the empty room, Sia raised her eyebrows and looked around but only found Xiao Li sitting on her study table completing her homework.

While walking inside, Sia asked, "Where is An Ran?"

"Rooftop. She wants to have her privacy and wants to stay alone for some moments. I thought it was good to leave her alone to let her think through"

"Hmm...what about Su Yan?" Sia asked when she did not find Su Yan

"Oh, her....she went home. Her parents called her and asked her to return back home to discuss some important matters. Since tomorrow is weekend, the school gave her permission to go home early"

"Hmm...I have something to talk with An Ran....I'll be back right now"

"I don't think An Ran will have dinner in the cafeteria so I have ordered food for the three of us. Ask her to come back before the curfew and also...I have spare notes so you can use it to cover the missed class"

With a wide smile, Sia said cheerfully "Thank you Great Li"

"Hmm..." Just as Sia was about to leave, she heard Xiao Li call her.

"Sia...About Lu Jin, is he alright?"

"Huh? hmm yeah...kind of"

"I hope everything will get better soon"

With a faint smile, Sia hummed and walked out of the room. Whether An Ran will accept Lu Jin's dark side or not, Sia had no idea about it but she was certain about one thing, An Ran was still in love with Lu Jin.

On the rooftop...

Folding her hands in front of her chest, An Ran stood at the end of the rooftop and gazed at the twinkling stars and dazzling moon.

Feeling someone approach her, She turned around only to find Sia walk towards her.

"It is you"

An Ran asked with a faint smile while she continued to gaze the dazzling moon

"Mmm," Sia replied and walked towards An Ran and stood next to her.

Gazing at the twinkling sky, Sia smiled and said "The sky looks so beautiful"

"Hmm...it is" An Ran murmured.

Still gazing at the beautiful sky, Sia spoke "Don't worry, I'm not here to speak about my opinion nor do I want to force you to accept him. Whether you accept him or not is left to you because it is you who will have to bear the consequences of whatever decision you make"

Turning her head, Sia looked at An Ran with a smile and said "An Ran, whatever decision you will take, I will give you my full support so don't worry okay"

Looking at Sia gratefully, An Ran smiled and said "Thank you...Sia"

"It's what I should do as a friend. Ah...I forgot" taking her cell phone out, she passed it to An Ran and said "Listen to this recording when you make up your mind"

Though curious, An Ran did not play the audio hurriedly. Receiving the cell phone from Sia, she smiled and said "Okay... I will"

Patting her shoulder, Sia said "Fine...I will leave you alone now but don't stay outside for long it's cold outside and...great Li has ordered some food for you knowing that you will not have it in the cafeteria, so don't let the food get cold...come back before the curfew, okay?"

"Hmm...i will"

with that said, Sia turned around and was about to walk away but then she stopped when she thought of something. Without turning back, Sia reminded "An Ran, it's best if you don't hear the recording if you decide not to accept Lu Jin"

Without waiting for An Ran's reply, Sia walked away leaving An Ran all alone on the rooftop.

Gazing at the phone in her hand, An Ran clutched it tightly in her hands.

After a brief moment, she finally decided to hear out the recording that Sia was talking about. Plugging her earphones, she sat at one corner and played the audio.

As she continued to listen to the audio, tears gradually started to roll down from her eyes until she could no longer control.

By the end of the audio, An Ran was crying so hard that it was even difficult for her breath. Hearing his painful words and his desperate cries, An Ran felt as if her heart was stabbed by a sharp knife and ripped apart.

wiping off her tears, An Ran inhaled deep breaths to calm her heart as she made a firm decision.

In truth An Ran had never hated Lu Jin nor was she afraid of him. The reason why she had reacted in such a way the previous day was because she was scared....scared that something might happen to the only men with whom she had been in love with...she was sad that he had to endure the pain alone all these years and she could not help but cry for him. Because she was afraid that her tears might scare Lu Jin she had ran away from there so that she could cry all her heart out in a dark corner but she did not expect that her action would hurt Lu Jin further.

In fact, An Ran had long back decided to stay with Lu Jin no matter what happens but then after hearing about his dark secret, her decision has turned firm and she wanted to be with Lu Jin more than anything.

Even if she could stay with him just for a year, An Ran was more than willing to do that. To her staying with her loved one for a year was much better than staying away from him forever.

With this thought in mind, An Ran clenched her feast and promised herself to stay and support Lu Jin as much as she could.

Remembering that her friends were still waiting for her in the room, she wiped her cheeks and straightened her cloth before she made her way back to the room.

When Sia and Xiao Li saw An Ran come back earlier than they had expected, they were quite surprised and when they saw her expression, the two of them could almost guess what decision she had made.

Looking at each other, Xiao Li and Sia snickered and raised a thumb to each other.

Afraid that they might embarrass An Ran and scare her the two of them pretended to know nothing but they couldn't stop themselves from dancing in joy inwardly.

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SamikshaRav

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