Kapitel 57: Free bird

When Sebastian did not say anything, Ellie slapped her forehead and sighed, "I said too much again. I am really sorry, I didn't mean to but—Ahh you know that I have a very big mouth. You know—"

"Changes scare me." Pausing for a while, Sebastian added, "It feels weird when I try to change."

"Why? Why would it feel weird?" 

Shrugging his shoulder, he added, "I don't know sometimes I feel like maybe I am so used to living the same way that my body doesn't want to welcome any new changes. It doesn't feel right." 

"Hmm, have you tried implementing them? I mean have you ever tried making changes in your day to day life?" When Sebastian shook his head, she added, "So how can you say that it never works?" 

"It's not just about me, I also don't wanna freak out everyone who is around me. You saw how shocked and baffled they were when I arrived at the dinner party yesterday. I just don't want to ruin their mood you know so I seldom show up."