Kapitel 9: A trip
Jungkook's POV
I was sitting on the sofa and thinking about it. Should I tell hyung or not. I didn't know. We promised. But I didn't want things to go this way. Maybe if I tell him, would he change.
I went to Jimin hyung's room. I told him I was ready to tell him what happened. And he would change at least knowing it.
"Hyung, I've promised her I wouldn't tell. But I don't want us to be like this. So I wanted to tell you and maybe you would change your thoughts of her." I said.
"Kookie, I'm doing this for you guys. I don't want you all to be worried." He said.
"Okay. Here's the thing. She came here to achieve her dream hyung. Her passion for dance brought her to this level. She's not like others. She is friendly and kind. She's not selfish nor a person who would separate friends." I said and paused.
He looked very curious to know the reason. I continued.
"The reason why she isn't Talktime my to is because..." I stopped.
"Because of what?" He asked curiously.
I still wasn't sure enough should I tell. No. I've come this far. I should tell it for the best.
"She knows about your past. And I know about her's." I said.
"Wait. You told her about my past. Why did you?" He said a bit angry.
"Hyung just listen to it." I said and continued.
"Hyung, she too had a past like you. A bit different from yours. Her mother passed away when she was 5 and her dad when she was 15 years. She lived with her grandmother but never really asked anything from her. She has been alone past these years and has been cornered by many. After hearing about you, she doesn't want you to feel like that again. She stopped talking with us cause she doesn't want to disturb your friendship with us and doesn't want to make you fell lonely again." I said.
"Hyung she left for you. She doesn't want to disturb you. Hyung just give her a chance. Talk to her. Hyung, you had us with you. But even though she lives with her grandmother, she wouldn't have got that much love that she was supposed to get from a parent. She doesn't want to leave out a person." I said.
I looked at him. He looked concerned and worried. I've never seen him like this.
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Jimin's POV
After hearing what Jungkook said I got struck. I couldn't believe. I've never felt like this before too.
"I'll try my best. It's all for you guys." I said. I didn't know why i said that also.
"Thanks hyung. I hope you become friends too." He said.
I got up and walked out of my room. I went to the practice room and sat down. No one was there and I wanted some line time.
I looked at myself in the mirror.
"Why are you like this? What is wrong? Why do you feel like this all of a sudden?" I said to the reflection in the mirror.
"To my members happiness at least I should talk to her." I told myself.
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Y/n POV
I went home and shut the door. Tears flowed from my eyes. I crept under the blanket and slept off, by all the crying.
*the next morning
I woke up and did my morning routine.
My eyes were swollen by all the crying. So I wore a hat which covered half my face and I left to school.
I reached the campus and went inside. I got pulled by someone and he/she pushed me to the locker.
I moved my head a bit up and looked. It was Jimin, standing close to me. I could feel his breath. He was about to take the hat away, but I pushed him and walked past him.
I went to the washroom and locked myself in one. I thought about what just happened. I didn't want to go to class now and if I go early also, I can't control myself.
I sat in there for 15-20 mins. I heard a bell. I rushed out and ran to class. The teacher was already there.
"Y/n. Why are you late? Now sit in your place fast, and don't waste my time." She said.
"Sorry miss." I said and walked towards Lisa's place. I looked around and saw Lisa was not there.
When I kept my bag on the table, the teacher stopped me,"y/n. I told you to sit next to Jimin. Why are you here? Make it fast."
"Miss, but...." she cut me and said,"don't waste my time. Hurry up!"
Before anything could happen, I went and sat there quietly.
I sat and leaned down. I didn't care about the others. The teacher was teaching and this time, to my surprise, I paid attention to her.
After her period I got bored and laid down on the desk.
*bell rings
I was still asleep. I was woken by someone, beside me.
I rubbed my eyes and saw Jimin, who woke me up. I just got up and left to the cafeteria.
I sat in a table which was empty and started eating.
Someone sat beside me. I looked and saw Jimin. What is wrong with him?
I got up from there and walked off.
But I got stopped by Hyun-ae.
"What do you want?" I asked.
"It's none of your business. You've played your game, now it's my turn." She said.
"Really?! Let's see. First, I hurt you. Second, I hurt you. Third, I hurt you. There's only loss for you in wasting your time here." I said and walked past her.
I got some books from the locker and turned and saw Jimin standing. I walked but he held my hand.
I tried to loose my hand from his grip, but he held so tight.
Without turning, I asked,"what do you want?"
"Nothing. Just talk to me." He said.
Is something wrong with his brain? He was the one who hated me first, now he wants to talk to me.
What does he even want?
"I don't need to talk to you. And there's nothing to talk." I said and left.
I went to class as the next period started. The teacher started the class.
*announcement
"Dear students, please gather at the basement immediately." A person said from the intercom.
Everyone were excited except me.
"You can join us." Jimin said.
"No thanks. I'd rather go alone." I said and left.
I went to the basement and seated myself. Behind me was Hyun-ae. I could feel her staring at me.
I turned and gave her a glance. As I turned forward, someone beside me caught my eye.
It was Jimin and all the guys sitting in an order.
Before I could move, the department head started speaking. "Dear students, blah blah blah." I didn't give much importance to the talk.
I could feel someone's gaze on me. I turned towards my left and saw Jimin turn front as soon as I looked at him.
I just ignored him.
"To relax yourselves, the school has prepared to take you guys on a trip, for a month."
What? Trip? I looked at others. They looked very excited. I, on the other hand felt that wish I could just go deep underground and never come back.
"And each of you will be with a partner. The partner will not be chosen by any as, it will be your bench partner. The person who sits with you at class will be your partner as we don't want to make a fuss about it." He said.
I felt like leaving. Why does god hate me? Why him? I left them for this guy. I hate this school.
"Other details will be put up on the board. Thank you. You may disperse now." He said and left.
I got up fast and went to class. I sat down and put my hand on my head and thought what the head said.
God! Why do you give me more problems? I left them for one guy's good and why do you want me to be with them again? He, all of a sudden comes to me and talks to me. I can't understand.
"Hi, partner!" I heard a voice.
I got up and said,"here stop calling me that. And I'm not ready to come to the trip." I said.
"No one can avoid, until a permission is granted from the family." He said.
"GOD I HATE YOU!" I said and sat down.
"I won't be rude to you. That's all I can say now." He said and left.
*bell rings
I somehow managed to finish the day. While going out, I got pulled back again. Why am I the only one who gets pulled by someone? I've never seen anyone else being pulled.
It was Jimin again. "You're coming to the trip. If you don't, I'll make you come." He whispered in my ear and left.
I walked home and thought what he could possibly do.
I don't want anyone to get hurt by me. I have no choice but to go.
I went home and told my grandmother that I'll be on a trip the whole next month.
I called Lisa immediately.
I told her about the trip.
"Are you coming?" I asked.
"Obvi. But I can't be your partner." She said worried.
"It's okay. You can join us. It's like 9-10 people in a group and a pair. So like that. I hate to come." I said.
"It's okay. Don't worry. I'm there." She said.
"Thanks girl. See ya tomorrow!"
"Bye!"
I kinda felt relieved after talking to her. I laid on the bed and thought about where the trip was. I feel asleep like that.
To be continued......
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