Xin Xiaoli couldn't describe his feelings when he left her room and leaned against the door as he closed his eyes briefly. All of these feelings had been deeply buried in his heart for too long. He truly never thought there would come a day he'd treat her like this.
After all, she was still the woman he loved the most in his life. And even when she only used him, took advantage of his feelings, he allowed her to do it. Maybe he was just lying to himself that someday it'd change. But even when he felt tired, he didn't give up on her or on loving her.
But when suddenly learned that this woman didn't even hesitate before killing their unborn child, he finally felt something breaking within him. She committed such a sin and yet, she had the audacity to stand before him as nothing happened. She was the one in the wrong and yet, she kept making him lower his head before her.
Although my words seem very light to you, let me tell you that the meaning is quite heavy behind those words.
From my personal experience, I can tell you truthfully, when you compare your child to someone else's, it does damage beyond repair. This brings up an inferiority complex, rebelliousness makes them introverted and even makes them feel hatred towards everyone around them.
This is indeed a very serious thing but parents don't understand it.
I'm not saying I went through it. But I have been that kid with whom your parents would compare you to and that's why I felt the hatred towards myself from that certain someone. And I couldn't even say anything because I indeed felt like maybe I also did something wrong.