Xin Xiaoli was also feeling helpless and broken inside as he continued, "You made me question my love for years. You made me question myself! I always wondered what did I do wrong? Was my love not enough for her? Why did she leave me? And chose another? Why? Where did I go wrong?" He shook her as he stared into her eyes with a pained look, "But you know that wasn't the worst part. The worst came to be when you got a divorce just after a year. And when you were gonna have a child of another man, you called me to your side. And I was like that person who was drowning but found a straw to hold on to. And I did hold it!
I'm actually feeling very complicated about this chapter. I don't know what I am feeling. It is how I envisioned it from the beginning but why is it weighing down so much on my heart?
I indeed have a reason for why Qiu Meihui turned out this way. In fact, I have a message to convey through this. You'll probably get it in the next chapter.