Kapitel 4: Nothing
I woke up again at 3 in the afternoon; this time to my phone's ringing. It was daddy. I picked up.
"We still on for dinner tonight?" I asked him.
"sure thing, babe" he replied with that nonchalant tone of his- almost as emotionally distant as my actual dad- and hung up.
I almost forgot his name on account of the rarity of its use- Gabriel. And in true Freudian fashion, I call him "daddy" to appease my parental issues and in turn, it strokes his ego. Gabriel and I might just be the most accurate mirror of the stereotypes for millennial relationships- casual, physical, loveless. We have been together for years now but, oh, he is not my boyfriend.
I got up, took a shower, put on socially acceptable clothes and went on to the first task of the day- finding where to get my damned parcel. I don't have a car, so I took a cab. It took me about 20 minutes before I got to sit my ass down on a cab's car seat. I told the driver the location and he drove.
The drive took 10 minutes. I got off the taxi to what looks like an old strip mall. I looked inside for the courier service's office, nothing. I figured I could look around the location, nothing. I walked around for the next three miles, nothing. As I do this I think to myself, does this place actually exist?
I walked once more, this time for about 40 minutes, to the post office to check if my parcel arrived there. Why did I walk? I am a broke researcher with a lot of time to spare- or so I thought. It was 4:58 pm when I started walking.
I gave up. I called the seller, nothing. I messaged her, asking about the alleged office and how looking for it felt like looking for El Dorado.
I headed home. I need to work on my paper. It was 6 pm. Gabriel and I have a dinner reservation at 8 and I have to prepare at 7. I got home at 6:46. What did I accomplish in 14 minutes? Nothing.
Gabriel picked me up at 7:30. I wore that one dress he liked (a red silk dress that barely had any layers on it), topped it off with a blazer and put some ballet flats on. He wore a white dress shirt, a blue blazer, brown chinos and loafers. We looked like a proper couple. I wonder why we even bothered to do these fancy things and dress up when we both know our clothes are just going to end up in his condo's floor.
Wöchentlicher Energiestatus
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