Kapitel 10: A Change Of Pace
I am not sure if you all know this or if you already did, well what else can I say, but I am writing in the moment. So far, I have never required of myself to like prepare a draft which is then edited to make more sense and then, boom, send it out for people to read.
I write in the moment I feel like it is a good time to write, after all I currently have all time I need right now, and if the need ever arises, or if I feel that whatever words written inadequately conveys the thought I wish to convey, then I make additions and if I feel like I am conveying way too much in the way of emotional appeal then I subtract. Simply speaking, I edit on the fly.
And when I do write I write in a way, well before the finishing touches of course, imagining that I am in a conversation with somebody. So, I just write down whatever comes to mind, not necessarily that words appear like water flowing from a stream, but somewhat close to that. Again I feel like I am talking to somebody. I just wing from the top of my head, whatever I write currently.
And here is the thing, whenever I write, it is usually a time away after I wake up and because I have all the time in the world right now, I am at liberty to do it and do prefer to it at that time.
But the downside to it is that given I probably am on low blood pressure at that time that it then translates all these invasively negative thoughts that roam my mind which then translates into this, in a sense, diary that I write at the beginning of every day so far.
Anyways, I have veered off course. The point of the matter is this. I write, but when I do, I do it impromptu. I do it on the fly. And I edit on the fly. I make the finishing touches on the fly. It's a kind of stream of conciousness talking, but on pen and paper, and online at that.
Right now I do not feel any of the negative air around myself, well not so much, I mean it feels no very bad right. Add to that the realization that I can migitate the worse effects of any dark and forlorn feelings I have through writing. Wow just wow. Amyqays yeah I think it will probably be a good day today but I still cross my fingers.
Wöchentlicher Energiestatus
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