Kapitel 4: "SCARS HIDDEN"
Anaira was irritated and angered, why? because she was feeling nauseous being in the same place with those stars and fans.. it reminded her of her worst memories, the memories she had kept hidden from everyone it reminded her of the time when she had seen her brother in the most helpless state... It reminded her how these group of fans take there idols to the seventh heaven and give them the brightest stage and make them hope of the brightest light ahead .. but also they are the ones who when their idols needed them the most, abandon them in the abyss of darkness.. and the worst part of it is.. that they don't even realise it...just how cruel and hypocrite they are.. But she had seen their real faces and no matter how much she try to run.. No matter how hard she try to forget that time of her life.. she just can't hide from those memories as they haunt her down and make her realise how cruel a human can be.
Sometimes even though it's someone else's mistake but still we blame everyone for it..we feel that every one is same and they are also responsible... They are the ones who gave us those painful scars and nightmares we got . But do you know something, in reality there are some things we can't blame anyone for it because the things happened were meant to happen, no one can stop them.. Call it fate or destiny but it will happen.. Its just that, at that time we were not strong enough to protect ourselves or our loved ones from that tragedy.. We are just guilty.. and the reason we blame others, is to Bury that guilt inside to maintain our sanity because that guilt is so painful that we just can't endure it..we are just lying to ourselves because If we accepted that truth we will crumble and lose ourselves..
Anaira was also like it she blamed this industry and the fans of her painful time but we can't blame her because she was just a eight year old little girl who had seen her brother going into the abyss of darkness, the brother she loved the most, the brother who always had her back.. The brother who always helped her whenever she needed him.. But.. when he needed someone she couldn't do anything for him she can only stand and watch.. She was not strong enough to protect her big brother so the only thing she could do that time was to blame someone to protect herself and that little girl did that..
"where were you Ira? we were so worried about you.. Where did you go?" when Becca saw Ira she sighed in relief.. After Ira was gone they came to the baggage carousel but they didn't find her so they got quite worried about her as it was the 1st time they came to the Korea so they thought she would be lost or something .. So when she saw her coming her way she can't help but shout at her a little angered.
When Ira heard her Becca's voice she came out of her thoughts and smiled her mood got lifted after seeing her friends "where will I go sis? I was just here.. just got lost on my way when I was coming here"
Daniel was also relieved after he saw her. He knew Ira was smart and will be fine but still it was a new country and Ira was just a kid so he was getting a bit worried, but before he could sigh in relief he noticed that she was quite pale, something definitely happened to her but he knew she won't tell anyone so to ease the atmosphere " told you so she'll be fine she is not a kid like you"
Becca immediately puffed her cheeks in anger "what do you mean not like me and beside who is the kid here, she is 19.. No no no not 19 but almost 19, there is still time for her 19th bday and I'm 21 so isn't your brain damaged Mr?"
Just then a amused voice came from behind
"Little lamb here my brother meant even though our little Ira is youngest among us in age but in terms of nature ofc you are the kid"
Becca fumed in anger "hey Jack what do you mean Im the kid by nature? I'm the one who always take care of my baby Ira all the time all right.. If anyone here is kid by nature then it definitely is you and Charlie .."
"woah.. why include me here.. I'm not like this bastard Jack don't compare me with him"
Jack grabbed Charles collar and said getting irritated "who is bastard you jerk..?"
Charles removed Jack's hand from his collar and told him matter of factly "ofc its you.. You still have doubts" and then he walked towards Anaira and took her bag from her hands.
Anaira chuckled in their banter and forgot all the negative thoughts she had before. She just thanked God for sending them in her lives and vowed to herself that what happened to her brother she will never let it happen to them..
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