Kapitel 4: Yielding To You
-Shen Wei-
"Yunlan..." Shen whisper against Zhao's lips, a bit embarrassed for been caught in the middle of a heated kiss with the one he had loved for the last five years. He had heard the sliding door open and after that some giggling, but he was too immersed in Yunlan's kiss to fully mind. There was an unspoken need in Zhao's kiss, a hint of desperation he was unable to resist and although he didn't have a clue of why he had end up in a hospital bed, he was sure it had greatly affected Yunlan in more than one way.
"Shen Wei... I know you may be confuse right now and I will try my best to explain everything you had forget, but please... please... I love you. I had love you at first sight and those machines that keep beeping are proving to me and the medical staff that you feel the same way. I have waited for you for five years... respecting your rejections because I knew you were doing it for my sake, but now... Shen Wei, I will not hold back any longer. Not matter what, I'm yours... always will and you just proved, yielding to my kiss that you are feeling the same for me... it had been so hard to see you hurt like this... you are moving in with me." Zhao whisper back, seriously looking at him.
Shen Wei could see there was determination in those lovely dark eyes of his. He was sure that whatever had happen to him had deeply shocked Yunlan to the core. It was plain to see this time he was death serious, not simply playing around or teasing. Zhao Yunlan was simply opening his heart to him, so he could take it and be his owner.
"Yunlan... a relationship between us is..."
"Forbidden, I know. You had told me before, still I don't care... what I feel for you is real and no one will change it. We are adults, Shen Wei... we don't have to live our lives by the rules of others. Please give in this time. It's not like you don't love me back, otherwise I would had stop pursuing you, years ago. You are worthy of waiting an eternity for you, but Shen Wei... I really can't hold it in anymore, so please..." Zhao said with such emotion that Shen Wei's heart keep up rising. He was sure now that he had hurt him long enough.
Every human had a braking point and as he watched those deep eyes, filled with both fear and love mixed, he understood, his Yunlan had come to that point. He caressed Yunlan's cheek with his free of serum hand and gave him a slight kiss. Then he pulled him closer, so he would rest his head over his chest and he could hug him. He was in psychical pain, but Yunlan was in an emotional one. He kissed the crown of his head and pass his fingers through his hair.
"I have hurt you... please forgive me..."
"Don't ask for forgiveness... you had done nothing wrong."
"Yes, I have... Yunlan, I only wanted for you and your father to not become strangers sharing the same blood, just like me and my father."
"I know... still, our relationship had always been bad. Even if I had fall for a woman instead of you, our relationship would still remain the same."
"But there is more... I had really hurt you, almost to the breaking point. What happen Yunlan? What did I did to you?" Shen asked softly, still playing with his hair.
"Nothing..."
"Don't lie to me. Why am I here? I know I was wounded, because my back and my head are in pain and even my brainwaves are been monitoring. You also look exhausted..."
"I'll call a nurse..." Zhao removed himself from Shen Wei's chest and was going to leave his bed when Shen Wei reached for his shirt to stop him from leaving the bed.
"Wait Yunlan... please tell me." There was a plea in his beautiful doe eyes, that Yunlan was unable to resist it.
"You were stabbed in the back. There was a serial killer case and one girl from your University was murder. I'm guessing you saw her spirit and chased after her. You follow her to the lab room when she was killed and fought with the murderer. After leaving him unconscious, someone came from your back and stabbed you..." Zhao paused, wondering how much he should tell at once.
"And? There is more, I'm sure of it."
"You knew him... the second one involved in the murder, you knew him." Shen Wei frowned, then he widen his eyes in horror.
"Yunlan... please tell me you didn't call me... You had always sense when I'm in danger." Ah, he remember that too, he was hoping he would forget about that particularity of him. Damn, he was not going to tell him about him hearing everything in a front seat.
"I'll call the nurse..." He repeated.
"Did I make you hear it all?" Shen Wei insisted having the feeling he did, but Zhao only sighed. So he understood now, why he had almost break Yunlan. It should have been such a torture to hear your love one fight for his life, then hear him fall, unable to tell if he was dead or alive. No wonder he looked so exhausted and yearning for him to give in. He would had too if he was one his place.
"I see... come here Yunlan, I can't sit to properly hug you..." Shen whisper as he open his arms and urge him to be back over his chest and held him tightly. Then, after a minute, he raised Yunlan's chin, so he could kiss him. It was a gentle kiss, yet for Yunlan it meant the world. Shen Wei was finally giving in and he welcome it. Just thinking he could had lose him, make his heart cringe in fear.
"So I knew him?" Shen Wei finally asked, after they kissed.
"Yes. You said in a surprised voice, You... then you were hit by him with a piece of wood."
"So he will try again... to finish what he started. He knows I can reveal his identity, so I will be his next target."
"Possibly."
"Investigate all my contacts from the University. It can be a colleague or a student..."
"My team is already on it, but giving the fact that you have the biggest groups in the whole faculty and you know the whole staff, it will take some time to narrow the search."
"Alright... so, is that why you want me to move in? So you can watch over me?"
"Ah babe, I have been asking for you to live with me for years, I have more than one reason..." He gave him a perverted look, making Shen Wei smile and blush like mad.
"Of course, it wouldn't be you if there wasn't anything shameless..."
"You know me well babe..."
"For how long have I been out?"
"Two days."
"Had there been any attempt on my life during that time?"
"Nope. As if I would allow it... I have not moved a foot outside this room in two days and the door is guarded 24/7."
"Ahhhh, Yunlan, don't..." He was interrupted halfway by Zhao's kiss. His passion was there, yet Yunlan restrain himself so not to hurt Shen Wei.
"Come live with me... I promise I will not let that bastard get near you again." Zhao insisted.
"Are you going to kiss me at every opportunity?" Shen Wei asked, knowing he was blushing.
"Probably... I will not lie about that." Shen sighed before smiling.
"Alright. Please take good care of me..."
"Wait, are you serious? Are you finally yielding to me?" Zhao asked with a wide smile on his face that make him look more handsome.
"Yes, but if you don't want it..." Zhao capture his mouth again in a deeper kiss that leaved Shen Wei senseless. Soon after, the pair of nurses came back again to check on Shen Wei. They run some test with the brainwaves monitor and after, writing down the results they went away. Shortly after Shen's doctor came in, knocking at the door first, which make Shen Wei blush even harder, fully aware that even the doctor had been told of their heated kisses.
Yunlan had told the neurologist about Shen's loss of memory, which apparently was a short-termed one, with only a month lost from his memory. The last thing Wei remember was giving his groups, a clinical case to analyze in an essay, which he gave it with a month of anticipation, but at the time of the murder, Shen had already graded most of the works. That had been the reason Shen had left his room in the first place, or so the night guard had told his team.
The doctor had suggested for Shen Wei to stay in the hospital for another day, to monitor his condition when conscious and make sure there was no further damage. They retrieved the brainwave monitor cap from his head for which Yunlan cold stare at Shen's face without all the wiring. They talked about the case for a bit, but then Shen Wei's medication quick in an he fell asleep.
Ten minute later, the doctor came back to have a talk with Zhao. He was a bit concerned about Wei's nightmares, which could become recurrent and gave him some advice of how to deal with them, while tell him not haste Shen Wei's recovery of his lost memories. The loss could had been provoked by the shock itself and would come back on his own when he was ready.
Later, Yunlan gave in too and curl himself by Wei's side, holding his hand. They were now officially lovers and no matter what he will protect him or die trying.
AN: Thanks for reading. Hope is coming right.
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