Kapitel 149: Pain Of Betrayal

Lilac's POV

My legs grow weak the moment the police brought Ji An and Hazel away. My two closest friends and this is what they did to me. I almost fell right to the floor if it wasn't Yoon Gi holding me.

"We'll leave you guys alone." Ho Seok said and they left the both of us alone.

"Lilac are you ok?" Yoon Gi asked while holding me in his arms.

"Yoon Gi why are they doing this to me? What have I done wrong?" I said while sobbing.

It was so hard to hold in my emotions at the moment because of what had just happened.

"Baby you have done nothing wrong. It's not your fault that they are doing this to you. You had given enough to them already." Yoon Gi said coaxing me.

He use his thumb to wipe off my tears.

"But maybe partly it's y fault. If I had cared for them more, we wouldn't have turn out this way. It just hurts so much. Ji An knew that ow much I had been suffering back there and yet she still can't understand. I never told her how many times that I had the desire to take my own life. I never wanted her to worry about it." I said.

"Baby stop crying. Your eyes would be swollen if you continue this way. My heart breaks seeing you this sad so please. Take it as I'm begging you ok love?" Yoon Gi said.

"Ok." I replied and tried my best to stop crying.

"Now take a deep breathe and relax. Calm yourself down." Yoon Gi guided me as I try to calm down.

I know that this is not going to be easy for me because I really want the both of them to receive the punishment that they deserve but at the same time I don't want to hurt them more. I know how much they are already suffering in their current condition but yet what they had done to me was just too much. I almost lost the person that I love the most because of them. Luckily Yoon Gi didn't give up on me.

"Yoon Gi you would never leave me right?" I asked.

"Baby don't worry. In this life, I will love you and you alone. No one else can replace you in my heart. You are the most precious to me after my parents and the boys. Don't you ever think of leaving me as well. I can't bear the thought of it. Just thinking about it makes my heart hurts. I want to be with you through all thick and thins and also to protect you all the time." Yoon Gi said.

He said those words while looking into my eyes. I know at the moment he is the one I want to spend the rest of my life with. Never once I felt this way towards anyone and yet he's the first. He is the only person who had never made me cry. I know how sincere he was with those words and it hits right into my heart. Now I know that my heart beats for him. I'm glad that at the end he's still there and he never left. He had always been there patiently waiting for me to come back.

"You feeling better now?" Yoon Gi asked.

"Yeah much better. I'm sorry that I had forgotten about you. Didn't want to do so." I said.

"It's ok Lilac. It's not your fault in the first place. I'll call the boys back." Yoon Gi said.

"Ok." I said.

I watched as Yoon Gi went to the side to call the boys. I bet they were shocked by me just now. How much they actually cares for me is only for me to know and appreciate. I don't need other people telling me how much they actually appreciate me when they actually don't because they are just being a hypocrite. I'm glad that even though I lost two friends but I have a family backing me up. Not family by blood but by heart. After 10 minutes, the boys barged in with a lot of food bags in their hands. I smiled looking at their childishness. It's just so cute to see then being like little boys fighting each other for food.

"Lilac-ah, are you ok?" Jimin asked.

"Yeah I'm fine now." I said.

"Don't worry and think about it too much. We'll definitely throw them into jail." Nam Joon said.

"I trust you guys." I said and took a piece of hotteok to eat since I didn't eat much during breakfast just now.

Yoon Gi just took a bite from my hotteok even though he had one in his hand. I glare at him and he flashed me his gummy smile. Fine I'll let him go because he's cute.

AUTORENGEDANKEN
lovehalsey

Hey lovelies,

Here's your weekly update. I would like to say thank you very much for all of you who had been supporting this book since the start. As you can see this story is coming to an end maybe in another few more chapters. Whether I would continue writing another story it would be up to the time that I have.

Lots of love,

lovehalsey

Kommentar Kommentar von 4

Abstimmen

GESCHENK VERSENDEN

Load failed, please RETRY