Kapitel 15: If Only...
If only...
If only they could have the eyes
To probe through my closed curtains
If only they could have shoes
To feel the bed of roses that I walk in
If only they could have the mouth
To gate their every gunshots
If only they could have the heart
To feel every scars and holes that I got
If only they could have the mind
To know the deepness of their rock in my ocean
If only they could have the time
To heal the drowning teen like a magical potion
If only they could be like her
To hand out and step in when others need help
If only they could be like her
To help others despite the problems she had dealt
If only...
If only I wasn't her
The pain would've lessen in every cut, every graze
If only I wasn't me
The pain wouldn't have existed in the first place
[End]
"If Only..."
By: MysticalGalaxy14
[4/17/19]
Author's Note
Thanks for 3k+ reads hahaah, never thought anyone would read this,
Unfortunately,
This will probably the last chapter for a while...
I have finally caught up with all the poems, and I'm struggling to have a consistent schedule for ANYTHING.
So yeah....I'll publish when I can.
Sorry, I'm really struggling to publish anything if it isn't satisfactory to me. And right now, almost everything is bad.
I'm trying real hard but my mind and body can just never seem to coordinate.
Somedays, my body is overly inspired and motivated but my mind just goes blank. Then somedays, my mind sparks with creativity but my body shuts down.
I don't know...I have a hard time convincing myself that doing a certain thing is worth it anymore. I kept pushing everything away, and I'm trying to change.
Life is so much more, why do I have to make it so damn difficult.
Lmao, Hope you enjoyed reading this mess, and I hope you stay around? Maybe.
Hope you're all happy.
AUTORENGEDANKEN 
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