Kapitel 18: Reset
You can only understand one's point of view if you have walked through the same path. Else you are no one to say in that matter. And its not always you come by such people who have been through the exact same thing as you.
Differences are a must!
They also might have better ways than you, going through the same treacherous pit hole and still living because they have learned to grow and defend themselves. It is completely on one's personality and difference in will, or surrounding and social treatment. They also might well have discovered their way out, to a whole new level!
And when two such beautiful people miraculously cross path, things change for the better or certain worse. Such moments happen only in dire situations.
Jay had run for like an hour like a mad person, but there was not a soul around.
She tried searching for Travis desperately, but the big guy probably was on his night job. His boys were on it too, so there won't be anyone at the designated place.
Still she was present at the location where she usually gets her high up shots to relieve her panics. It was desolated. She didn't feel any presence around her. It was colder than usual, and she was heating up from inside.
This time it was different!
It wasn't like one of her regular beats up pang. This time, she felt actual pain. It was hurting from inside a lot. Her heart was growing weaker every second. Her other physics were clear, only her heart. Did that conversation from earlier really had an emotional effect on her? That strong?
But she had never taken any of their words in to consideration ever before.
So why it ached up all of a sudden when Chris shot out all at her outta nowhere? And not to mention, Arthur, whom she never met eyes with. His last words were that forceful, to make her run away without hiding and avoiding it? Was she scared or something?
Can't be!!!
This thing never let her feel a thing ever before.
So why its acting up all now? The changes in her were already so unbearable, and yet this again. Damn, for fuck's sake, she's still a kid. How's she gonna handle everything all by herself? Wasn't the burden enough already? When she had finally managed to accept her condition? Something snatching her breath away, and it was not her usual breathlessness.
- Shit, Jay!!!
- Not a word, not right now!
- It's not in my will, its you who bring me up.
- Then go back to sleep!
- It doesn't work on commands Jay; it works on you.
- What?
- Every time your situation changes, it rings your need for me.
- I don't need you!
- It's not the voice who speaks.
- I know that I don't need you under any circumstances.
- Don't be so sure.
- I ...…will never let you take over me!
- Sooner or later, you will have to give in.
- Never!!!
- I'll make you!!!
With that, Jay was back to square one. She didn't have any thing left to argue with herself. If that doesn't make her any crazier than ever. It had been completely normal for her.
But what wasn't normal at that point, is when her stars of fate changed location and positioned themselves in a completely new manner. It was at that moment, when the beautifying miracle crossed her path. Whatever was going to happen from that moment onwards, one thing was sure.
Her life was going to get redirected.
Things were going to change.
Jay, was going to reset herself!!!
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