Kapitel 63: Remember the pain

Before Jade could advanced further, she was grabbed by a man, he covered her mouth and the other arm went across her chest, restraining both of her upper limbs. She wanted to bite off those fingers that were covering her mouth, as she was about to slam her leg hard backward into the man's groin area, she heard him whisper something in her ear. "Master is not doing so good, he is in Master Chris suite, we hacked into it. I will let you go, if you don't scream and bring you to Master." Once she was released, she realised the man is one of Derek's many hidden guards.

She quickly head into Chris's room and found Derek on the bed rolling and his clothes all strewn over the floor, he was only in his boxer briefs. The hidden guards all left the room to give privacy to the husband and wife. She quickly rushed towards him, tears streaming down her cheeks. "Derek are you alright, what can I do to help?" she asked

"It's hot, I don't think I can hold out anymore." he said as he pounced on her and started to kiss her like a ferocious wild beast, he quickly tore off the barrier between them and hungrily guzzle one of her breast while he fondled the other roughly. He slammed his already hardened rod into her tight and dry hole. Jade was in a lot of pain but she endured it, she did not even let out a scream, she reminded herself that this is not the real Derek, this Derek had been overpowered by a powerful aphrodisiac drug, hence he could not control himself.

Derek stopped his actions when he felt her body stiffened under him. He saw that she had her eyes tightly shut with tears streaming down her cheek, the image of her hurting cleared the black cloud in his head as he came to his sense. He gathered whatever strength he had left to drag himself into the bathroom and sat in the tub under the running cold water. He cursed his earlier actions. He knew he had hurt his wifey and he was truly ashamed that he lost control. He screamed in agony when he remembered what he had just did.

Jade who was in pain felt cold all of the sudden when the warm body that was atop and inside of her had left her lying alone on the cold floor. She could hear him scream in agony. She quickly hobble to the bathroom and she could not help but felt anguish with what she witnessed, Derek was crying hard under the running shower, his face buried in his hands. She knew exactly what was going through that complex mind of his, she knew he felt ashamed and that he was furious with himself. His lonely and desolated appearance caused pain to her chest. She quickly stepped into the tub and she didn't even realised she was bleeding from her vagina. Derek noticed the water on the large bath tub floor was dyed red and he looked up to see his beautiful wife looking at him with concern, not even a tinged of disgust or loathing.

"I am sorry, I was such a beast and I could not control myself. I have hurt you. The first time I hurt you was emotionally and now I have physically hurt you. I don't deserve your love and care. I am a beast!" he roared in agony. His heart tormented from his pain and the pain he caused her.

"I kept threatening others I would not make them live another day if they hurt you, yet I did it to you. I don't think I'm worthy to be your man. I have failed." Derek knocked his head against the toilet wall so hard that a deep gash appeared on the his previously perfect forehead.

Jade grabbed his face and stared deep into his eyes and fiercely said, "I won't forgive the person that did this to us. It is not your fault. I rather be the one being violated. I cannot think how I would react if it was someone else. Seeing you or even imagining you doing it with someone other than me, I don't think I can accept it even if I knew you were under some kind of influence. This is much better, the pain you and I felt today, we will remember it and pay back 10 folds. Hubby, we are husband and wife, thick and thin, for better or worse, we promised to go through life together, till death do us part. I chose you to be my man because I love you Derek Lee. Don't you forget it, as long as you stay true, my love is yours."

Derek saw the hatred and murderous glint in her eyes when she talked about their pain and revenge and it was all replaced with love and determination when she spoke about their wedding vow. He pulled her into his embrace and kissed her gently on her swollen and bloody lips. They ignored the oozing blood from the gash on his forehead. They both tasted the metallic taste of blood. They just have to have this kiss to erase the bad memories and remember the taste of blood and pain they suffered. They are going to make those people suffer even worse.

They finally release each other. Both were shivering from the cold water, the water was icy cold, it was the beginning of winter, it was as chilly as their heart. They switch the water to warm water and provide each other with further warmth. She touched the wound on his forehead. She grabbed a nearby towel and started to compress the wound to halt the bleeding.

They wrapped themselves in bath robes and then only he made a call to his family doctor. He requested for him to bring a toxicologist and a gynaecologist expert as well. They turned up the heater to keep themselves warm. They continued to be in each other's embrace. Derek was still feeling down and bad that he had hurt Jade. Jade could sense his mood. She turned around and gave him a deep kiss. Jade said "I love you. I don't want you to hate yourself. Put all the hatred you feel and that negative energy into finding the person that did this. I don't hate you Derek. Trust me. I really don't hate you at all. I was very afraid to lose you, I can't lose you. You are my life. You'll be my one and only."

"On the way up, I felt something was amiss, I felt hot and lustful all of a sudden. When I entered our suite, I saw Aileen moaning and playing with herself as if she was possessed, I found it repulsive and disgusted, I gave some instructions to my hidden guards and I made them hacked into Chris room. I told one of them to get you once you came up, I didn't expect you to be here so fast, I was praying that the effect to wear off before you arrived. I put two and two together and have guessed that someone had drugged me with aphrodisiac but I didn't know it was this strong, I could not even think straight, the moment you entered and I heard your voice, I instantly relaxed and my mind went blank and went with the beastly instinct. Only when that I realised I have had cause you immense pain that my mind cleared. I am sorry wifey. So sorry." Derek explained the sequence of events to Jade with his head hung low.

Jade pushed his chin up and spoke in a firm tone,"I don't want to hear another apology from you Derek Lee! I'll.. I'll go if you continue to do so." she said threateningly as she tried to get out of his embrace. He quickly pulled her back in refusing to let go.

"I promise you. I won't. Don't .. don't leave me. I can't.. I can't survive without you. You are the reason I'm happy. The reason I want be alive. Don't go. I am going make those involve pay!!" Derek pleaded and then he made a resolution.

"Harrumph. Then no more self pity and sorry. We are going to get revenge for this" Jade said. She then made herself comfortable in his embrace and placed his arms under her bosom as she asked "By the way, just who is the guy with Aileen?"