Kapitel 60: Chapter 58

"Are you OK Taehyung? I heard a noise from here." I heard his voice from behind. I turned around and saw him standing in entrance with furrowed brows. I gulped with nervousness and happiness as it's his first time talking to me in days. "I-I am fine" I mumbled while turning back and resumed cleaning. I heard foot steps coming closer and he sat beside me and took the broom from my hand and started cleaning by himself. "I-I can do it" I said "It's OK. I will do it. You can hurt yourself" I blushed at the thought of him worrying about me. After he cleaned everything I resumed my leftover cooking. "What are you doing?" He asked "I am making Japchae since I am hungry." "You could have asked me" I turned towards me slightly glaring at him. "Last time I checked you were ignoring me." He sighed while looking at floor and then looked back into my eyes. "Taeh..." "It's OK. I can understand that now you are disgusted with me." tears started prickling my eyes but I hold them back from falling. "What? I never got disgusted with you Tae." "That is why you were avoiding me right?" I said sarcastically. The prickling tears finally cascading down my cheeks since I couldn't hold them back anymore. "Taehyung I know I ignored you but that was never because I found you disgusting or I hated you." "Then why did you do that hyung?" He was silent "Y-You know how hurt I was when you treated me like I don't exist?" "I.." "Why can't you l-love me back hyung? What is holding you back?" "Taehyung, you are just confused" "Stop saying that like I don't know anything about my own damn feelings!" I shouted. "We both know that I love you hyung." His eyes slightly widen. "Tae..." "Don't pretend like you never noticed." "Hyung, I love you. Please give me a chance." "Jimin. What about him then?" "You are just using him to stop me." "Even if I am, It's still true. Our situations don't allow us to be together so it's better for you to forget about me." "But I love you hyung" "No you don't. You love Jimin." "But I love you more." "No you don't!" I flinched at his sudden outburst. "Hyung, didn't you feel anything for me?" "Didn't you feel something for me even for once?" I walked closer to him until there was a foot distance between us. "No" I got silent. "Y-you are lying...I know you are lying. I-I felt, that time when we...kissed, I felt your emotions hyung. Even if it was not love but it was something and I know I am not wrong." He looked away from me and walked passed me. "You go to your room while I am cooking this for you." I turned around and found him already started working on vegetables. I wiped all the tears away from my face and slowly walked towards him. When I reached behind him I slunk my arms around his torso and nuzzled my face in the crook of his neck. I felt him tensed but that didn't make me backed away. "Hyung, please give me a chance." I spoke still nuzzling to his neck and felt the hairs raised from where my lips were touching his skin lightly. I was surprised that he didn't push me away till now which also gave me slight confidence. "I love you hyung.more than anyone...more than Jimin." I finally gave a chaste kiss to the area but he didn't react instead froze in his place. I trailed soft light kisses at the back of his neck which soon turned into open mouthed kisses. I made my way at the back of his ear lobe and slightly biting there in order to leave a mark. A sound which was more like a groan and less like a moan elicited from his lips making me shiver and it's effect goes straight to south of my body making me slightly hard. I decided to repeat my action but before I could take any further step, he pushed me away and turned towards me with a glare making me gulp. "Kim Taehyung!..." "Oh you guys are here" I turned around and saw Hobi hyung standing at the entrance making me blush profusely. What if hyung didn't push me and Hobi hyung have caught us in that position? "You guys are cooking? Thank god. I am dying of hunger already. Well I am going to my room to take a shower then we all will eat together." with that he left and I sighed finally releasing my nervousness. "Go to your room. When I will finish everything I will call you guys" Hyung said rather harshly making me gulp. "Hyu..." "Taehyung, I said go to your room." I pouted and reluctantly walked out of the kitchen to go into my room.