Kapitel 1: Ch.1 HATE
I wake up to screaming and pounding from the room next door, the neighbor's are fighting again, they should just shut up fighting all day and night its so annoying, but hearing them fight makes me hate them more. They make me realize how much worse it is for me, alone, broken, in pain, hungry, and beaten. Allow me to tell you about myself, my name is Hiro Hernandez. 12 years old, way to mature for my age, have seen and bin through so much that I've tried to take my life countless times i quit counting how many time's i cut myself, I've bin burnt, beaten, screamed at, by my foster father for almost 8 years since my parents died from a home invasion. They never caught the man who did it but i remember his back when his shirt got ripped by my father, that scar i will never forget it. Hhe escaped right when the police arrived. After that all i remember is being in the back of a police car with officer's asking me questions if i caught a look at his face, i said no but i told them of the scar on his back which they said would help them a lot. But when the authorities took me to the foster home some couple adopted me right away at first they were kind and weird but I wouldn't like to talk to anyone so i didn't care at first. That was my mistake, if i had just paid closer attention i would have noticed something was off. After we left the orphanage we drove for a long the woman kept trying to talk to me but i didn't say anything or noticed anything around me, I just wanted to be alone. when the car stopped I noticed that it was a run down apartment, (one of many that i would visit). I was about to ask where we're when the man put something on my face i couldn't breathe then, after i tried to struggle all i remember was his face, and that look in his eyes, does hateful black eyes of his. I woke up to my hands tied and somthing blocking my mouth, my face and body hurt so much i realize now that he beat me while i was out cold. I saw him talking to my foster mother who was shaking in fear just being near him, when she noticed i was awake she told my foster father. When he turned around and saw me he started getting angry then he started laughing hard and crazy like i was getting scared. after he came close to me he removed the thing that was in my mouth and said.
Man : I thought you would never wake up you stupid runt, do you have any idea what you did, you just had to have lived, i just had to mess up and not kill you when i had the chance, if i did the cops wouldn't be looking for me even now, but they're more stupid then i thought they would be, they put you in the system thinking you would be safe but no, no, noo, noooo, they never thought i was always watching you waiting for the chance to grab you and now look at you your all mine and no one's gana dave you now. (grabs my throat and lifts up the boy) do you hear me you little shit im gana make you pay.
At first i didn't know who he was and why he was doing this but after he grabbed my throat and started squeezing, i just wanted hime to stop to let go to ask him why he was doing this, i got lucky with my feet when i kicked out after hurting hime he let me drop to the floor but i couldn't get up i could barely breath after i look up i see hit with somthing in his hand he was about to hit me when the women stoped him and said.
Woman : Stop it Jarold we cant kill him he can still get us some money feom the government we just have to keep hime alive until he's no more use to us.
When the woman told the man he calmed down to think, after he turned his back to me to talk to the woman, i tried to break free to run away, but the ropes on my hands we're to strong i couldn't do anything. The man noticed and started laughing seeing me struggle, he realized i was trapped and couldn't escape. He started getting closer to me i tried to move but the ropes held me in place, he picked me up again and took me to a room filled with cardboard on the wall he threw me on the ground then started to hit me again i tried to beg to ask why is he doing this to me but he laughed even more, after he beat I was close to passing out but before I did i noticed he picked me up threw me in the bed in the room then started to take off his belt. I woke up and every part of my body was burning, I looked and noticed all my clothes were ripped to shreds, barley anything covered me, i noticed red welts across my skin thats what was burning me. All of a sudden i herd a noise then somthing hot and painful hit me in the face I tried to scream but my moth was covered i looked around and noticed the man with the belt in his hand, he was wipping, he hit me a second, third, so many time's i lost count after that i passed out again
after some time i woke up this time i didn't see the bad man all i saw was my foster mother treating my wounds crying, she never said anything to me or look me in the face, i tried to call out to her to help me but my mouth was still taped shut after she was done she stood up to leave the room but stopped at the door, I just laid there looking at her back waiting for to say somthing to me, she just told me goodbye and left. That was the last time I saw her, I never new what happened to her , all I new is that she left me with him I started to cry, to scream praying that some one would noticed but no one did. After that the man came and looked more nervous then before, but I didn't see the the lady next to him he grabbed a wrag out off his pocket and a brown bottle then came to me and shoved it in my face i tried to struggle but i lost my strength fast and blacked out again. After that i woke up to darkness everywhere, I felt wrapped in something but i didn't know what, after a long time i felt my body slam into something, I heard noises of creaking then a slam after that I felt something open up and felt cold wind coming at me then i felt myself being lifted up and taken somewhere after a little bit i herd a zipper and light burst in my eyes, then somthing grabbed me by the neck again and lift me up and threw me, I landed on somthing hard after i caught my breath and got my sight back i noticed we we're im a difrent room and the man there again i got scared but he just smiled at me and left after a couple of minutes i noticed i wasn't tied up so i got up and looked around, the room was almost exactly the same but this time no cardboard on the walls, I went to the door to open it but it was locked after looking around more i got tired and hurt all over i went to the bed but there was no blanket so i just fell asleep cold.
The next day I woke up to a loud sound, with blurry eyes i looked around and noticed the man standing with a plate.
Jarold: Well good morning you little shit i bet your hungry so i brought you food (my eyes opened up and looked at him), yes food little shit but you have to earn it if you want to eat so i want you to get on your knees and bow your head begging for food maybe ill let you eat.
After he told me that i got up but my body was still burning after a couple of seconds i got on my knees and bowd my head but before i could say anything the back of my head was held down by somthing painful, i tried to get up the nte man said.
Jarold: no no you little 'shit' stay there and start begging the more you please me the more ill keep you alive, so you have to listen to everything i say, if you EVER brake this promise ill make sure you wish you were dead... DO YOU HEAR ME YOU LITTLE ''SHIT".
After a couple of seconds I said in a small voice.
Hiro:Yes.
I couldn't see it but i felt the man smile down at me after a couple more seconds hi lifted his foot of my head then dropped a plate of food? on to the flore. It smelled like tuna but i didn't care i rushed to it, but the man was faster, he stepped on it then turned to leave saying. Have a nice meal. I cried after he left but i picked up the tuna? and ate it. It tasted bad but I still ate it, after that the man kept me trapped in that room for a long time, somtimes to feed me, to humiliat me, to beat me, this went on for a long time untill one day I heard someone close to my room next door , I crept closer and heard people there I started pounding on the wall and screaming for help after a couple of seconds my foster father came in and hit me so hard I couldn't move, after that he picked me up took me outside the room to a table on the living room there he shut my mouth up with tape and tied me up again, then he got a rag and the brown bottle again and put it to my face I tried to struggle but but couldn't before I blacked out I herd him say.
Jarold:Fuck this little shit messed it up, im gana have to look for a new place DAMM IT (he looked at me) your gana pay for not listening to me you little shit.
After that I woke up to a new room(the current room im in right now and woke up to him with a bat in his hand, I tried to get up butvwas still tied up then he got close to me and said.
Jarold:The next time you dont listen im gana break your face next time.
I didn't say anything but I squirmed away when he lifted the bat up then started hitting my legs the pain was so bad I tried screaming to him to stop, that i would listen to him, but i couldn't and he didn't stop until we both herd a crack after that i passed out. I woke up to searing pain on my left leg and noticed it swollen up so much it turned red and blue, it hurt to ove it a little so I stopped moving after a while the man came back in the room and saw me awake aftet he saw my leg he laughed.
Jarold: Look what you made me do you little shit, if you had just stayed quite and listen to me I wouldn't have hurt you, but now look at you all broken, next time I'll kill you if you dont listen to me DO YOU HEAR ME YOU LITTLE SHIT.
I didn't say anything but i nodded to him he just left but not before leaving a gallon of water next to me. After that i stayed in the room for a long time, after that days turned into weaks then months after years of being stuck in that room I got used to my broken leg but it still hurts so much, but i lerned to choke back the screams. It's bin two days since the man left, after tormenting me with food, then I heard loud noises coming from the door, then the man came in but he was acting crazy and slurring his words but in his hand was a knife and he got closer to me I moved buty leg hurt so much I couldn't move to far after he got in front of me he tormented me with the knife somtimes he would cut my cheeks or my hands after a long time he collapsed next to the bed after a little while he started snoring, after that I was about to relax when i noticed the knife on the floor.
AUTORENGEDANKEN 
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