Kapitel 10: Cold
Napahawak ako sa skirt ko because of what I saw.
Hindi ako makagalaw and ewan ko lang if papasok pa ba ako or hindi. Besides, nandoon naman sila Zelle diba? There's Josh and the others.
Why would I be so affected, right? It stings and I don't know why.
Papasok na talaga ako swear. I'll pretend to come and see Zelle and the others while practicing. It's not a bad excuse right?
And I doubt that he would even see me inside the gym. He is too busy cuddling and flirting with those tight tops and short skirts girls that made them look like Winnie the Pooh hmp!
I walk with my head held high towards Zelle, she's chit chatting with her team, not minding the Royal Southernians on the other side.
She saw me when I was about ten steps away.
"Julie! You're here!!!"
She greeted me with a hug, "I didn't expect for you to be here! Himala ah! Napunta ka sa mundo ng impyerno. Nakaya mo! Kasama mo sila Chloe?"
Umiling naman ako and ngumiti pabalik, "I came here alone. Busy kasi sila eh. Kaya dito muna ako. You know I hate being stuck in the house right?" and she nodded in response.
Maya-maya ay napansin naman ako ng buong team, the basketball boys and girls kaya naka-agaw sila ng attention. Oh well, yung iba sa mga basketball boys ay naroon malapit sa ring kaya di ako nakita nila Josh.
"Hi Queen Julie!" Bati nila sakin isa-isa.
I was shocked and it crossed my mind if narinig ba iyon ni Pervy. I hope hindi siya lalapit sakin. Delikado. Hindi dapat makita ng mga Northernians or even Southernians na meron kaming connection ni Pervy.
Pero asa naman. He's busy nga diba?
Hanggang sa naramdaman ko na may nagvibrate sa pocket ko, I unlock my phone and I got a text from Pervy. So he saw me huh?
From Pervy:
Why are you here?
So it's not okay for me para pumasok dito? Why is he asking this way? I mean his messages always have an emoticon in it but this time there isn't.
He doesn't want me to be here? Tsk.
To Pervy:
None of your business.
Plano ko sanang ipasok iyong cellphone ko sa bag ko nang mag-vibrate ulit ito. He's really annoying. Really.
From Pervy:
Meet me in the dance studio. Beside the gymnasium. Asap.
I let out a sigh. What is it this time? Is he going to scold me for entering his territory? Or dahil ayaw niyang makita ko siyang halos makipag-landian na sa lahat ng cheerleader dito?
Tsk.
Napatingin naman ako sa kinaroroonan niya noong una but he was no longer there but the three boys he was talking with earlier ay naroon pa rin kaya sila naman ang pinagguguluhan ng mga babae ngayon.
I had no choice.
Looks like he's serious when he said we'll meet.
Nagpaalam muna ako kay Zelle before ako lumabas ng gym, she asked why but I never bothered to answer it. Bad trip ako ngayon.
Noong nakalabas ako ay may nakita ako na door katabi ng door ng gymnasium. Mas maliit ito ng konti kaysa sa door ng gymnasium kaya I'm sure ito ang dance studio.
Nakasarado ang door kaya baka nga si Pervy lang ang nasa loob.
Pumasok ako and it is so quiet compared sa gymnasium. Parang sound proof ang room kasi wala akong naririnig na ingay mula sa gym.
"Why are you here?"
Napatalon ako sa gulat ng may nagsalita sa likod ko and it was just Pervy!
"Why do you have to do that?!" I shouted at him. I can't help it. Galit na nga ako sa kanya tapos may gana pa siyang gulatin ako?
Nag hands up siya then a smirk plastered on his face, "It was not my intention to scare you. Sadyang occupied lang ang utak mo dahil sa paghanga mo sa dance studio namin," he proudly retorted.
Napa-kunot naman ang noo ko because of what he said, "I was just checking the room, Pervy. I'm not admiring it nor any of the buildings here. Don't you remember? Ours are way more bigger and more prestigious than yours."
Napakibit-balikat lang siya and sumandal ulit sa dingding, "So you have something to tell me?" he asked.
"No. I'm not here for you, idiot. Ang kapal mo talaga eh ano?" I crossed my arms in annoyance of his arrogant responses again.
He smiled and combed his hair, "Hindi pala. Hmm, so did you saw me play?"
Napa laglag naman ang panga ko dahil sa tanong niya, so ipinaglandakan talaga niya that he's playing dirty and flirty with other girls? Ganito na ba kakapal ang mukha niya? Hindi man lang ba siya nakaramdam ng hiya sa body niya?
"Wow! So you wanted me to witness how you flirt with the cheerleaders? How you play with their feelings? How you put your arms around them? So all of this is just a game for you huh? Pinaglalaruan mo ang mga babae? Ganoon ba?"
Nilabas ko na lahat ng nakita ko ngayon. He just admit that he play with the girls' feelings for crying out loud!!!
When I look at him once again he was confused and his features became normal, "Oh, I meant about the basketball but you saw it huh? So now you're being possessive? Is that it Flatty baby?" he even took a step closer.
So he's good with playing someone's feelings huh?
Well, I will not be one of those fools.
I look at him with my disgusted eyes, as cold as what I felt right now, I'm so full of disappointments because I expected him to be someone that I thought he would be better than what I saw before we had an agreement.
Tumingin ako sa mga mata niya and I put my hands on my waist, "Why would I be Ryan? Why would I be jealous to those girls? Why?"
He stopped. Siguro hindi siya nasanay na ganito ako.
"We're nothing Ryan. We are not even friends and I would never develop special feelings for you. You are not worth loving Ryan, you are just a pathetic perverted casanova and you don't deserve any love from any girls," I said it crystal clear.
He was taken a back.
His eyes turned pitch black too, and now it's my turn to be shocked. What a chilly atmosphere. I'm not used to being cold with him. We usually argue a lot.
I don't know why he's taking this really seriously and... dangerously. I mean yeah, did I hit the right button? Am I wrong? Heck I'm not.
I saw it with my own eyes that he's flirting with the cheerleading squad. I'm not dumb and I'm not blind to not notice any of what I witnessed earlier.
But why did he react so seriously?
He took ten steps closer, and I took steps backward.
"W-What are you doing?!"
Okay, I admit that I'm scared. I felt the hard cement touch my back, he caught me. He's cornering me and I don't have a way out when he caught me between his arms.
"One day Julienne Riley Lee, I will make you fall for me. Watch me, watch me turn the tables of your perspectives. You don't know who I am and what I am capable of. No one can resist falling on my gravity Julienne. No one," he put down his arms and look at me for a second before turning his back and left me.
He's wrong.
I'm not like the others.
I will not fall nor break because of his gravity.
This heart, he can't tore it into small tiny pieces, because it is already broken to begin with.
Wöchentlicher Energiestatus
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