Kapitel 2: Chapter 2

Everything was dark and all I could feel was pain, pain everywhere. I couldn't even move my body, even twitching my finger felt like pain from hell.

And that's when it hit me the realization that I am going to die. I could hear people screaming and someone trying to pick up my body and put it from what it feels like a stretcher. But it was no use I knew I was going to die.

I recalled everything up to now. I was always alone. I had no parents to speak of, no friends in high school, no girlfriend, I was all alone.

And also the realization that. My life was seriously uninteresting. I had no goals in life; well I couldn't really say that I just wanted to survive that's why I took the crappy job anyway, I had to make money, money for surviving.

I went through 13 years of school, elementary to high school, without anything happening at all, Then I spent 7 years goofing off at arcades and spend money of useless things like anime body pillows and such. And then spent the rest of the years studying hard after losing it all to the things I never needed. "God I am such a loser".This was my last thought before all of my strength left me.