Kapitel 15: 'I don't want to be alone anymore...'

When the dragon died, Jean's powers decreased again to the level of a 4th Elementary Profound Realm, and slowly climbed down from the dragon while sealing again his zanpakutou.

Jasmine and Yun Che were watching everything from the Sky Poison Pearl, Yun Che found out that he could enter the Sky Poison Pearl even from the mindscape, and looked at what would be his future weapon with shock and a bit of fear.

Jean: Hey, shitty cunt, I fixed your things here, now come out...

Yun Che dumbly nodded before Jean forcefully kicked out from the Sky Poison Pearl and inserted him back in his body.

While Yun Che was looking at the dragon corpse, Jean entered the Sky Poison Pearl and checked Jasmine, who was in pain from unleashing her profound strength at the dragon.

Jean: Hey Jasmine, how is your condition?

Jasmine: It's ok, just a bit of pain, some time here and the poison will be stabilized again.

Jean: Thanks god...

Jasmine: Hey Jean, why are you so caring for me? Even if I saved Yun Che's life before, if I was dead, then yyou two don't need to do my requests anymore.

Jean: Fuck the requests, you and this cunt here are the only friends I ever had.

Jasmine: Friends? Weren't you born as a zanpakutou?

Jean sat down and sighed

Jean: It wasn't always like this...

Jasmine was curious from what he meant and listened him

Jean: I was a zanpakutou only for 4 months and half, but I am actually older than that, because I had an entire lifetime behind those 4 months. Where I was an human, without things like profound strength, cultivators, supernatural, just a normal life.

But mine wasn't as normal as the others' lives, and this is because of my killing intent.

Jasmine: What happened? To have such a big killing intent…

Jean: It is completely different than you think, I only killed 1 person in my entire life, and it was accidental… Since I was born, I had a curse, it was the killing intent.

Jasmine: Curse?

Jean: Yes, I emitted killing intent since I was born, even if it incomparable to what I release now, and this killing intent would get stronger with time, what would you think would happen when I was near other kids?

Jasmine: They would cry?

Jean: Yes, and thus I was alone in my childhood, when I neared my 10 years, I was still alone because the killing intent got stronger and kept away kids of my age and some adults, and at my 10th birthday, my parents kicked me out because they couldn't stay near me anymore.

Jasmine was shocked from what Jean suffered, at least she had her mother and big brother that loved her, even if they are dead now, but Jean didn't have no one, even his parents didn't liked him.

Jasmine: Then… What happened?

Jean: Well, obviously I was homeless, I lived with money that I stole from a robber that just left from a bank…

Jasmine: What is a bank?

Jean: It is a place where you keep the money you couldn't take, and it is a safe place for them, we didn't have any inner energy so we couldn't have things like profound cards or anything similar where we could bring money with us everytime.

Jasmine: Nn, how did you live?

Jean: The money that robber had was really useful, even if I couldn't buy anything at the moment since I was too young for signing contracts and I didn't know nothing about procedures for it, I could use it for food, water and clothes.

I couldn't risk to use too much money because I didn't know if I would have another opportunity like that, so I used it for eating when I was hungry and drank when I was thirsty, and if my clothes were destroyed or I had too cold, I would buy more clothes.

This is the life I lived for 6 more years, until when I had 16 years, and I was walking around to find shelter from the rain, obviously the killing intent got stronger, enough that I could unconsciously kill small insects like ants or mosquitoes.

Jasmine: You said 'for 6 more years', what happened then?

Jean: Someone was passing near me and got scared from my killing intent so he instinctively shot me with a bullet, and killed me some minutes later, but while he was recovering from the scare, I was so angry at him that my anger transformed in killing intent, and killed him with an heart attack.

But when I died, I was happy that I could be just like other people in front of death, until I found out that I am inside Yun Che's mindscape.

Jasmine: Hey Jean...

Jean: Mh?

Jasmine: How can you still smile? Even after being hated from the entire world, with everyone treating you as a disease, being always alone, and living in those conditions... How can you smile like that?

Jean hesitated for some seconds and closed his eyes, before he opened them and looked at Jasmine with a sweet smile

Jean: Before I came here, even if I didn't smiled much, I always hoped that one day, something good would happen to me, and right now I have good friends like you and Yun Che, who ignores my killing intent and look at me for who I am... And I want to thank you two for this...

Jasmine smiled at his answer and closed her eyes before talking.

Jasmine: It's nothing, I liked the time we spent together and I owe you for not making me use my profound strength.

Jean: Then I want to use that for a request...

Jasmine: What is it?

Jean: I... I wish for you to not abandon me if my killing intent gets too strong... You and Yun Che are the only people who I know that don't treat me like the Black Plague.

Jasmine smiled and got up and walked in front of him before patting his head.

Jasmine: I will do it...

Jean: Thank you, Jasmine. *Yawn* I am getting tired... Well, see ya later.

Then Jean disappeared from the Sky Poison Pearl leaving a smiling Jasmine behind, Jean appeared in Yun Che's mindscape, which was a bit different from before, the grass was around 30-40 centimeters tall and there were plants spreaded everywher.

And only now he noticed that his Reiyoku increase very much compared to before.

Jean: Maybe Yun Che eaten the Fire Seed and broke through the Nascent Profound Realm, but this is interesting... So everytime he enters a new great realm things will be added in his mindscape? I wonder how much things will change in future... *Yawn*

Then he stretched his body over the grass and started sleeping