Kapitel 1570: Angst
Hearing Eva's words, Vahn felt as if all the tensions of his body melted away in an instant. His tears didn't stop flowing, but, rather than appear pained and hopeful, a silly smile had spread on his face as an awkward laugh resonated from his throat. It was impossible to describe how he was currently feeling, only that he was happier at this moment than almost any other. Only the births of his children and a few of the more climactic moments between himself and some of his lovers could even hope to compare...
Seeing Vahn's 'stupid' expression, Eva's face became red up to her ears as she gripped the edge of her dress even tighter. She was also feeling complex emotions, but, more than any other, embarrassment reigned supreme. Thus, after watching Vahn sobbingly-laugh for more than a minute, her brow began to twitch as she rushed at him, grabbing the front of his collar and extricating him from the ice shelf with an, "Are you not finished, you, you giggling idiot!?"
Though his smile didn't diminish, Vahn's laughter ceased as he righted himself in mid-air and stared back at Eva. She seemed shorter than he remembered, but, considering his height had increased to 185cm, this wasn't too surprising. This didn't stop him from causing her to tense up quite a bit, however, asking, "Can I...hug you...?"
Hearing Vahn's request, Eva felt like her heart was trying to climb up through her throat in an effort to make itself known. Her first 'instinct' was to pounce on Vahn the moment she heard his words, but, fearing he would notice her rapid heartbeat, her body became statuesque as she mechanically averted her eyes and asked, "What does that have to do with saving me...?"
Surprising Eva, Vahn unhesitantly nodded his head, saying, "Treating your condition is very simple. I have spent more than a hundred years coming up with various solutions. In the end, it isn't treating your condition that will save you. Your happiness is the most important part of the equation. Even if you don't choose me, I'll do everything in my power to help you mend-"
Without waiting for Vahn to finish his words, Eva's figure disappeared like a phantom as she appeared next to him, her tiny fist driving into his cheek. She had worn the white dress to try and convey feelings she couldn't properly put into words, but he still had the audacity to talk about whether or not she had chosen him. Yes, she might not have vocalized it properly, but he shouldn't be that much of an idiot...
Though Eva's punch had been strong enough to dislocate his jaw, it wasn't even a fraction of her full power. As a result, Vahn was able to see the angry look on her flushed face, realization dawning on him as his bones moved back into place with an audible pop. Then, with a gentle smile on his face, he slowly hovered closer to her tense body, wrapping his arms around her small frame and embracing her delicate body.
Feeling Vahn's warm and 'familiar' embrace, Eva felt a sour feeling in her nose, but, refusing to cry, she, instead, buried her face into his chest as she complained, "You're a colossal idiot at times...you know that?"
Rather than vocalize his response, Vahn just slowly nodded his head while hugging her a little closer than before. She had dropped all of her barriers, so it was up to him to keep the cold at bay. His body heat transmitted into her unobstructed, slowly melting the ice in her heart as a comfortable warmth spread around them. Even the frozen tundra began to warm up slightly, ice turning into gentle streams of water that converged into tiny rivers as they flowed toward the setting sun on the horizon...
---
Even after several hours had passed, Vahn continued to hold Eva as if he was afraid she would disappear the moment he let go. Despite this, she made no attempt to escape, the tensions in her body gradually giving way until she had completely relaxed in his embrace. In many ways, this was the first time in hundreds of years that she was experiencing the genuine warmth and affection of another person, so, even if it lasted for several days, breaking away wasn't the first thought that came to mind...
With most of her inhibitions melting away like the surrounding snow and ice, Eva sneaked a peek at Vahn, finding him staring down at her with what could only be described as a loving expression on his face. This caused her already warm body to heat up even further, her face turning beet red as she clenched her teeth in mild frustration. She might have the memories of her 'other' self, but, in more ways that one, that actually made it harder to vocalize her own thoughts and desires.
Recognizing the 'look' in Eva's eyes, Vahn's smile turned even more affectionate as he lifted her body, earning a surprised yelp from the bashful maiden as he cupped her butt in order to raise her up. At the same time, his tunic seemed to melt away, leaving his lean and muscular body exposed, exponentially increasing the amount of warmth he was radiating. This caused Eva's face to turn even ruddier, but, after 'glaring' at him for a few moments, her eyes turned to his exposed nape, an audible gulp sounding out before she tentatively sunk her teeth into his neck...
The moment Vahn's blood began flowing into her body, Eva felt as if a fire had been lit at the very core of her existence. Things just didn't quite feel 'real' before, but, after tasting his sickly sweet, energy-rich, blood, it was like everything simply clicked into place. She found herself sucking his blood with enough fervor to drain any other dry in an instant, but, no matter how much she drew, it seemed like Vahn's body contained more than she could ever drink...
While Eva seemed to be losing herself in the moment, Vahn was enjoyed the heat spreading through his body. Instead, he enjoyed the numbing sensation as he began absentmindedly combing his fingers through Eva's ankle-length golden hair. It took quite a bit of self-control to prevent himself from just pushing her down then and there, but, considering the state of her body, this wouldn't exactly be proper. He had long-since discarded his inhibitions about her physical appearance, but, unless Eva was the one to ask for it, Vahn would help treat her condition before trying to advance their relationship further.
After engorging herself far more than was necessary, filling her body with a truly phenomenal amount of magic power, Eva removed her mouth from Vahn's neck was a 'pa'. At this point, all of her inhibitions had completely faded away, and, before she even realized it, Eva was lightly kissing Vahn's neck and shoulder as if it were perfectly natural. She had so many memories of such intimate acts that, for a brief moment, she completely forgot herself, stopping only when Vahn's hand began lightly stroking the small of her back.
Now redder than she had ever been, Eva instinctually broke away from Vahn's body, turning her back on him as illusory steam rose from the top of her head. Her expression was fixed in a look of incredulity as she cupped her cheeks with both hands, internally cursing her Memory Fragment for implanting such memories in her body...
Without waiting for Eva to turn back to him, Vahn approached her from behind, embracing her a second time. This caused her to startle, but, after writhing about for a few moments, she eventually calmed down, a hot sigh escaping her lips as she asked, "So, how are you going to treat my condition? You said you thought up a number of solutions. Tell me."
After nodding his head, Vahn kissed the top of Eva's before answering, "There are a number of solutions, but the three 'simplest' rely on your intentions. Depending on which you want to focus on, I have different treatments to represent the past, present, and future. Keep in mind that, no matter which one you choose, I can always give you other treatments whenever you want...you aren't shoehorned into choosing just one path. So long as you believe it will make you happy, I will do my best to meet your expectations..."
Hearing Vahn's words, Eva wanted to complain to him about being roundabout, but, knowing he had probably put a lot of time and effort into finding these solutions, she, instead, gave a small nod, muttering, "Tell me..."
Holding Eva's frail body a little closer, Vahn explained, "I know the true identity of your enemy, the person who made you like this. No matter what you choose, I will defeat them and liberate you from the fate they had decided for you. To that end, the option representing the past is to separate the malignant energy from your body in its entirety. From that moment onward, you will become a normal girl once again, albeit one with a phenomenal amount of power..."
The moment she heard Vahn reference the person who had turned her, Eva's body tensed up a considerable amount. She could feel her already hastened pulse rapidly accelerate, hatred swelling up from the deepest recesses of her heart and mind. She wanted nothing more than to tear that person apart with her bare hands, so, despite a strong desire to become a normal girl once again, Evan knew such a thing was impossible. Even if Vahn could make her human, she would remain irreversibly broken, a monster until death...
With a somewhat crazed look in her eyes, Eva slowly shook her head, her voice trembling as she said, "Tell me the other options..."
Vahn could sense an overwhelming amount of negativity permeating through Eva's aura, but, as he was well-aware of the reasons why, he just held her close as he explained, "The second option is related to the present, and, in many ways, it is the simplest solution of all. I have the power to create life and transfer the souls of living creatures into new vessels. I can create you a new body, one with infinite potential that matches your preferences completely..."
Turning her head up to face Vahn, Eva had an incredulous look on her face as she asked, "Are you serious?"
Nodding his head, Vahn explained, "I have even been able to create vessels for Gods, so I am absolutely confident. I could make you look like your adult self, or, if you want to experience a real change, I can even alter your race completely..."
Hearing Vahn's words, Eva turned her eyes away from him, snorting as she asked, "And what, become a bunny girl so you can stalk me whenever you're feeling horny...?"
Though he had already come to understand that Eva had been watching him for a few days, becoming the source for his frustration, Vahn still felt a little embarrassed when he heard her words. Still, it wasn't entirely his fault, causing him to mutter, "I was only acting like that due to your presence...because you were nearby, my body was in an agitated state. No matter what I tried, I just couldn't deal with the frustration welling up inside of me. If you hadn't decided to reveal yourself, I might have even gone crazy by now..."
Even before Vahn had finished speaking, Eva began to remember how increasingly frustrated he became during the period she was observing him. It hadn't even clicked in her mind that she was the root cause behind his behavior, causing her face and body to burn up when she realized the deeper meaning behind his words. His hands, which had been wrapped around her waist, his palms resting on her stomach, now felt exceptionally hot to the touch, almost as if they were scalding her skin through the fabric of her dress...
Despite noticing Eva's fidgety state, Vahn didn't show any signs of releasing her. Instead, he placed another kiss atop her head before adding, "You would be very cute as a bunny girl..."
Though her first instinct was to plant Vahn hundreds of meters into the ground, a very steamy image invaded Eva's mind when her brain processed his words. Since she hadn't reconciled the fact he could give her an adult body, she saw a vision of her current self with rabbit ears as Vahn pushed her down from behind. As a result, her mental faculties came to a complete halt as an 'illusory' explosion of steam erupted from the top of her head...
Vahn knew he was going to pay for teasing her so much, but, as that wasn't necessarily a bad thing, he restrained a chuckle before explaining the final option, stating, "The last option will guarantee your happiness in the shortest period of time. I will completely seal the malignant energy within your body, allowing you to keep your body and develop naturally. You can stay at my side and slowly increase your strength as we both endeavor to make the world a better place, together. We will defeat the Mage of the Beginning, and, though it won't be easy, I'm certain you will learn to open up to people once again. I know your true self is someone who cares for her friends greatly...you were able to open up to Fenrir and Terra, so I know you can open up to the others as well..."
Hearing Vahn's words, Eva slowly came back to her senses, a slight melancholy visible on her face as she muttered, "You seem so sure of yourself...what makes you think I want to join that harem of yours? Do you really think I'll be happy knowing you are-"
Without waiting for Eva to finish her words, Vahn lifted her chin, raising her face toward his own so that he could plant a kiss on her lips. It was an awkward angle, but, remembering the kind of person Eva was, he knew it would be more effective to show her through his actions that trying to convince her with words.
Once again, Eva's first instinct was to break free from Vahn's grasp and lambast him for daring to kiss her, but, the moment their lips made contact, her resistance melted away. Instead, she felt a painful longing in her body as the wants and desires of her Memory Fragment gradually melded with her own. She had been lonely for so long that there were times when she would cry herself to sleep, desperately craving just a single person to share her burdens with...
After a long and progressively more passionate kiss, Vahn separated from Eva's lips, his mind losing its focus as he saw her dangerously tantalizing expression. He could tell she 'needed' more convincing, but, until she had made her decision, the last vestiges of his restraint made it impossible for him to go further. Fortunately, it didn't stop him from 'helping' her make the decision, so, while gently caressing her slender neck, Vahn stared directly into Eva's hazy blue eyes, saying, "Eva, I want to stay at your side forever...you might think I'm a bastard, but I need you more than you know..."
Hearing Vahn's words, clarity began to return to Eva's gaze, a small frown developing on her face as she was preparing to point out how greedy and perverted he was. Before she could, however, her mind completely blanked when Vahn asked, "Evangeline...will you marry me?"
(A/N: Alternate Titles: 'O_O...')
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Kapitel 1571: Acquiescence
Seeing the look in Vahn's eyes, Eva could tell he was completely serious about asking her to marry him. This caused a surge of emotions to crash into the tidal walls of her mind, dashing her sensibilities and filling her body with feelings of anxiety, trepidation, and warmth. Despite this, her first instinct was to shout, "Absolutely not! No way!"
Fearing Vahn might start kissing her again, Eva quickly broke out of his embrace, her face a deep shade of red as she spun around, glaring at him as she added, "You can't just propose to me like this! Have you completely lost your mind!? Did you think I was going to say yes just because you kissed me...!?"
Seeing Eva back away from him, her tiny hands protectively guarding her body, Vahn couldn't prevent a wry smile from marring his expression as he answered, "I was hoping you would at least consider it...I'm serious, you know? You might think I'm just a fickle pervert, but you also know my feelings are sincere. My love for you has only grown over these hundred years...even if you don't want to marry me, at least give me a chance to show you how much I love you..."
Though her heart was beating madly in her chest, Eva forced a glowering look on her face as she harumphed and said, "Even if your feelings are sincere, that doesn't mean I'll just accept them. You are well aware of the kind of person I am...I might be able to accept a few girls, but I know you have more than just a few. Do you think I would be happy watching the man I love fawning over other women? I mean, really...?"
Even if it as a slip of the tongue, Vahn, and Eva herself, noticed when she mentioned 'the man she loved'. Her face, somehow, became even redder than before, and, though he knew it was probably a bad idea, a silly smile spread across Vahn's. Then, earning an incredulous look that seemed to ask, 'are you insane?', Vahn nodded his head, stating, "If you give me the chance, I am absolutely certain I can make you happy."
Nearly falling out of the sky due to the amount of mental damage she had taken, Eva felt weak when Vahn unhesitantly caught her in his arms. She instinctually tried to push him away, only to find that she couldn't muster any strength at all. This made her feel a palpable amount of frustration, tears building in her eyes as she complained, "You're a real jerk..." in a small voice.
Without commenting on her accusation, Vahn, once again, firmly held Eva's body, holding her head to his chest as he muttered, "I love you..." in response to all of her insults. She lambasted him quite a bit, but, no matter how harsh her words were, Eva never made an earnest effort to pull away from him. She allowed herself to be held, absentmindedly listening to his heartbeat while mumbling insults for well over an hour...
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Though she never agreed to marry him, Eva eventually calmed down enough to converse, an absentminded expression on her face as she straddled his lap and leaned against his chest. It stood out quite a bit, but Vahn had purchased a bed similar to the one her Memory Fragment had used. This gave her a sense of 'familiarity' that allowed her to remain calm, even though it felt like her body was burning up from the inside...
While affectionately combing his fingers through Eva's long, golden, hair, Vahn asked, "Have you made your choice? Remember, there is nothing forcing you to settle on a single option. I will do everything in my power to make you happy, Eva...no matter what you choose..."
Understanding the hidden meaning contained in Vahn's words, Eva released a snort as she less-than-gently pinched the flesh near his waist. There wasn't much to grab, as Vahn didn't seem to have an ounce of fat on his body, but she could still find purchase with her incredibly sharp fingernails.
Satisfied by Vahn's silence, Eva organized her thoughts for a few moments before answering, "I have thought about this day for so long...now that I'm spoiled for choice, I don't know what to pick. I want to be more mature, but I don't want to abandon my body. I might have broken a long time ago, but this is still me. Even if it would make me stronger, I wouldn't be satisfied unless I can rip that bastard apart using the same power they forced upon me..."
Though it didn't show on his face, Vahn felt an extreme amount of relief after hearing Eva's words. They might be somewhat 'dangerous', but, in the grand scheme of things, keeping her body and moving forward was the best way to ensure her happiness. If she learned to accept and love herself, she would be able to gradually open her heart to others. He knew she felt an extreme amount of guilt due to her actions as a 'Demon Queen', so, if there was any hope for absolution, it was through accepting herself and moving forward.
Meeting expectations, Eva lifted her head from his chest, staring up into his eyes with a fretful expression as she asked, "Will you still love me, even if I stay like this? I wouldn't mind having my power sealed so that I can mature, but, if that doesn't work, would you be able to love this body that has no feminine charm? Would you be ab...!?"
Without waiting for Eva to finish, Vahn allowed his natural reaction to speak for him, startling the petite vampire princess quite a bit. Her first instinct was to lift her butt, but, preventing her from going anywhere, Vahn placed his hands on Eva's hips, forcing her to stay put as he said, "You already knew the answer before you asked...I love all of you, Eva...I accepted everything about you long ago...the good...the bad...everything..."
Punctuating his words, Vahn ran his left hand up Eva's spine, his [Hands of Nirvana] working in overdrive as he traced the line of her back through the fabric of her dress. This forced a girlish moan to escape her lips, her face becoming so dark it was nearing purple as she stared back at him with teary eyes, biting her bottom lip. This was enough to cause Vahn to swallow, hard, as his sensibilities began to recede faster than the tide prior to a tsunami...
Though Vahn's expression brought her a considerable amount of vindication, Eva also felt an increasing amount of anxiety as an aching feeling spread through her body. She found herself placing her hand on Vahn's chest, lightly pushing away from his body as she murmured, "Not yet...I'm not ready..."
Like a flame that just had a bucket of water poured on it, Vahn's passions extinguished in an instant, his expression turning gentle as he said, "Sorry...I've been a little frustrated as of late. Don't worry...I will never force you against your will..."
Ignoring the urge to remark about him shamelessly embracing her at his leisure, Eva showed a slight smile in response to his words, issuing a demure 'Nn...' as she nestled against his bare chest. Then, after a long period of silence, she muttered, "I choose the third option...I will give you a chance to prove your love to me...so long as your method doesn't permanently seal my power, I want to try growing up...then, when I'm older...I...I might consider your offer..."
Feeling uncontainable jubilation, a massive smile spread across Vahn's face, but, before he could embrace her even tighter, Eva added, "I'm only going to give you one chance...if I catch you laying a hand on those brats before I give you my permission, don't blame me if I decide to castrate you with my bare hands. I can't do anything about your current women, but I'm not going to play second fiddle to girls who still smell of their mothers' milk..."
Though it didn't fade away completely, Vahn's smile became less pronounced as he nodded his head and answered, "I already told them about you, so they shouldn't have anything to say on the matter. Besides, I'm not exactly trying to expand my harem...my only reason for coming to this world was to save you and defeat the Mage of the Beginning. I might have a weakness against beautiful women who show sincere affection toward me, but that doesn't mean I'll just accept anyone...I don't want to hurt you any more than you have already been hurt..."
Hearing Vahn's words, Eva couldn't help feeling a little guilty, but, in spite of this, she issued a light snort before remarking, "You say that, but who was it standing outside a gate like a horny mutt stalking a rabbit? Tell me, did she also have 'sincere affection' toward you...?"
Feeling as though Eva was never going to let him live that moment down, Vahn just released a silent sigh, the smile on his face turning wry as he whispered, "If someone wasn't hiding in my shadow like a voyeur, I wouldn't have been so 'stressed' out at the time..."
With an aghast, bright red, expression, Eva stared back at Vahn as if he had completely lost it. She had only just agreed to give him a chance, yet, in spite of her 'magnanimity', he dared to say such things to her? Even if his words were true, there were some things you just didn't say to a lady you were trying to woo!
Realizing he might have gone too far, Vahn adopted an apologetic expression, averting his eyes as he muttered, "Sorry...I just..."
Shaking her head, Eva maintained an angry expression as she said, "No. Don't apologize. I'm just now remembering how much you like to tease people. Just this once, I'll let you get away with anything, so, be honest with me. Was your attraction to that woman really just because of my presence? If she were to solicit you, would you really be able to say no? There were plenty of women who solicited you while I was observing, but she was the only one who made you act like a complete idiot. Tell me why. I promise not to be angry."
Though he didn't believe her words in the slightest, Vahn still nodded his head, answering, "I liked her smell...though I was also curious about what it would be like to have sex with a rabbit girl, the main thing that attracted me was her aroma. It's hard to explain, but its the truth..."
Not expecting Vahn to mention he was attracted to the woman's smell, Eva didn't really know how to respond. She was tempted to smell her own aroma, but, realizing how embarrassing it would be to sniff her armpits while seated in Vahn's lap, she, instead, asked, "Oh? And what do you think about my aroma...?"
Even if he could understand why she would ask, Vahn was still a little surprised that Eva would ask him such a thing. As a result, he hesitated for a brief moment before leaning forward and audibly inhaling. This caused Eva's face to turn bright red as she pushed his face away from her and said, "Don't just smell me at your leisure...!"
Unable to resist, Vahn began laughing in a light-hearted manner, even as Eva was pushing his face away from her. He hadn't exactly forgotten how she was like, but it was refreshing to see her behaving like this. It reminded him of the time they spent together in the orb, and, though it would probably take some time, Vahn believed it wouldn't be too long before Eva became the same affectionate woman in his memories...
Seeing Vahn laughing like an idiot, Eva showed a slightly incredulous expression on her face as she internally remarked, ("Did I really fall in love with this shameless bastard...?")
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After calming down, Vahn discussed the matter of sealing the malignant energy inside Eva's body, explaining, "I'm going to use a technique called Nirvana Rebirth to revert each of the cells into your body back to their natural state. As for the malignant energy in your body, I will seal it away within your dantian using a special seal known as the Taiji Inversion. This will allow you to access the energy in the event of an emergency, but, unless you break the seal of your own volition, you will remain a normal, albeit powerful, human girl. You will lose the ability to use Magia Erebea, but, in exchange, you will be able to increase your internal reserves using the techniques your Memory Fragment had learned in the past. By the time you remove the seal, you will have become far more powerful than your current self..."
As she had memories regarding the Nirvana Rebirth, and many of Vahn's techniques, Eva wasn't completely unfamiliar with the process. Because of this, she stared at Vahn with a look of blame in her eyes, asking, "So, I need to relinquish control over my body, allowing you to do whatever you want while I have no chance to resist?"
Since he could tell Eva was joking with him, at least a little bit, Vahn unashamedly nodded his head, adding, "I'll also need to use the Convergence of Heaven and Earth to bring you back. I have improved a lot since the last time you experienced it, so expect quite a surprise when you wake up..."
Now with a red face, Eva glared at Vahn, muttering, "You just don't know when to quit...I'm starting to think you won't be satisfied until I discipline you properly..."
To emphasize her point, Eva allowed the nails on her fingers to grow until they were about ten centimeters in length. She also had a rather vicious and sadistic smile on her face, but, rather than show any kind of fear, Vahn just smiled as he answered, "It has been a while...so long as you don't get out of hand, I wouldn't mind letting you discipline me a bit..."
Hearing Vahn's shameless remark, Eva's face became an even deeper shade of red, her nails retracting in an instant as she balled her hand into a fist, clocking Vahn with enough force to send him skidding across the landscape as she exclaimed, "You're really pushing it, you know that!? If you aren't willing to shape up, don't blame me for taking matters into my own hands! Do you really want me to bully you in front of those brats...!?"
Rising from a distant snow bed, Vahn rubbed his swollen cheek, which, due to Eva's energy still lingering in the tissue, had nearly reached the size of a softball. Though it rapidly began to shrink, it was still surprisingly painful, so, after recovering, Vahn smiled wryly as he stared back at the little girl in 'attack mode', answering, "Sorry...I'll try not to tease you too much..."
Noticing Vahn didn't say he would stop teasing her, a tick mark appeared on Eva's brow, but, instead of attacking him a second time, she released a tired sigh before falling onto the bed and saying, "I'm too tired to deal with you right now. Get over here and give me a massage. I need to limber up before I start beating you for real..."
Though he knew Eva was actually telling him to use the Nirvana Rebirth on her, Vahn also felt she wasn't joking about beating him up after the fact. Rather, regardless of whether or not she was angry going into the procedure, he knew it was inevitable that she would beat him after the fact. The Convergence of Heaven and Earth was rather merciless, and, given Eva's nature, she wouldn't be able to calm down with venting a bit.
Despite knowing he was in for a bit of pain, the atmosphere around Vahn became serious as he nodded his head and answered, "Understood. Leave it to me."
Seeing the 'resolute' look in Vahn's eyes, Eva internalized a sigh before rolling over onto her stomach and mumbling, "Nn...I believe in you..." before adding, "Even if you are a perverted idiot..." in a voice he couldn't hear.
(A/N: Alternate Titles: 'Nothing to see here. Move along.')
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