Kapitel 688: TAKING A STEP FORWARD (2)

And even though that it is still true that Willpower could not be measured, even in this new world of magic and impossibility, Azief discovers that when he uses Willpower too much and taxes himself, he could feel something draining out of him. 

The more it was drained out of him, the more unmotivated he becomes and the more he was susceptible to mental weakness.

It was like happiness, no…not happiness but the very thing that made him, him was sapped away. 

Lie apart of himself was taken away. This did not mean memories but the emotions of that memories. 

It also felt like his determination were dissipating.

It was like you are in a diet and you promised to yourself that you would not eat anything unhealthy. 

You were determined at first but then when it comes to the test, you just fail because your determination is nowhere to be found.