Su Zhinian had always thought that he was a mentally strong person, and as such, he had believed that he could survive the news of her marriage; he had believed that he could attend her wedding with smile; he had believed that he could greet Qin Yinan and Song Qingchun in person and congratulate them on their union.
However… those were just his beliefs.
In the end, he realized, he was not as strong as he had believed. If anything, he found himself to be quite fragile.
He could not even survive the news of her marriage much less attending her wedding in person.
All this while he had been trying his best not to fixate on her marriage, but no matter how hard he tried, he could not escape the news. The news of her wedding was practically on the lips of everyone he met, including even his own mother.