Norman closed his eyes painfully, immersing himself into the darkness. He had been used to the loneliness, darkness, and pain. He was so familiar with this. He thought he could handle this because he had been standing this for many years. However, at the moment, he suddenly broke down.
He felt so empty at the bottom of the heart.
Before meeting with Brittany, he always knew what he wanted. He always fought for something, for his family, for Arther and for something else. He knew he should move forwards bravely.
When he didn't fight for these and started to fight for himself, he lost his direction. He was no longer calm and determined.
He ran without a direction.
It was the first time for him to lose.
So embarrassed.