Chapter 50: HOME ALONE

" Angel , do not dread it . It's not that bad " He says before disappering in the night .

How can he look so calm while saying emotional stuff .

I know what he was referring to . I could be completely wrong with my imagination here but i belive it was this latter - he is asking me to let go , do not restrict /dread this electricity between us . I know it is there . Hell , the sexual tension is 10x when we are in the room together . That's what i have heard from Aastha and Mia . He is a good looking human . Rude , yes . Intelligent , yes . But an asshole , YES . Still , maybe it won't be bad . Maybe we can pull it off . 

No , don't go down that road . 

Maybeee .

What if i actually stop backing off everytime we are together ? That ..... 

Sounds like a good damn idea to me . 

I will give in to what our body needs .

Just give it a shot . 

You know the saying , f**k him out of my system for one and for all .