Chapter 27: I don't own your heart
"I don't like you," he confirmed before facing her. "Because, I'm in love with you. I love you, Jyra!" Inilang hakbang nito ang pagitan nila upang muling angkinin ang kanyang labi.
She gave in and let him claimed her. Oh, Malik, I love you too. She kissed him back with the same passion and hunger.
Ito lang ang lalaking minahal niya, kahit pa maraming nagtangkang magparamdam ay hindi niyang mabigyang pansin dahil okupado na ni Malik ang puso niya. Dahil sa nakaraan, pilit niyang binabaon sa kawalan ang nararamdaman dito. Pero sa huli, eto siya at lalong nahuhulog.
Eyes were closed she inhaled erotically when his kissed traced her jawline, while his hands fondling her delicate curves. A foreign feeling was shearing on her skin when he goes back on her lips and kneaded her mounds. Something inside of her was rising and she needs to rich it.
Malik lifted her and laid on the sofa. Mapupungay ang mga matang minasdan siya nito. "I gave you the ring, it means I gave you my heart," he whispered as he hungrily kissed her again and grinded his body against her.
She was very overwhelmed with his touch and escaped a soft moan when he sucked the back of her ears. Naliliyo niyang tiningnan si Malik noong hilain nito ang dress niya. She doesn't know how he did that but hell she doesn't care. She's too drown and focus on his addicting touch.
Nanunuya nitong hinaplos ang kanyang kahubdan. At sa mabilis na paraan ay eksperto nitong natanggal ang bra niya, showing her proud hill.
Malik crouched on top of her. "I am very angry, baby because you gave my heart to someone else. I will not forgive you," he whispered.
She threw back her head when he flicked her tongue on her left breast while the other one was kneaded by his hand. She can't consume the enormous feeling he was sending to her. Halos bumaon ang kuko niya sa braso nito.
His one arm curled around her waist assisting her curvy and stretched back because of the intense feeling. She looked back at him when his other hand slid her undies.
"You're the only owner of my heart. You alone!" he drawled as he lowered his body and kissed her lavishly.
An image of the past showed in her sight when Malik slowly remove her undergarments. The familiar feeling of being scared and harassed crept on her mind. Agad niya iyong pinigil at namimilog ang matang tinitigan ito. "No. You can't do that to me. No!" Agad niyang tinulak si Malik at niyakap ang sarili. Nagsumiksik siya sa gilid habang tinititigan ng masama ito.
"W-what? I'm sorry, baby. Are you hurt?" Malik mumbles, his eyes were shocked too. He took steps to reach for her but she immediately moves back, showing resistance on her face.
The beast on her vision took steps. Ang nakakakilabot na yabag nito ang nagpanginig sa kanya. Nagsisigaw siya noong hawakan nito ang magkabila niyang kamay. Tumatambol ang kanyang dibdib sa sobrang takot, kaya buong puwersa siyang nanlaban.
"It's me, Malik. Jyra!"
She snap back because of his growled. Nasalo niya ang braso noong gumuhit ang sakit doon. Ang impact ng paglalaban niya ay iyon ang naging resulta. Pilit nitong ginigising siya sa kanyang isinumpang nakaraan. Masyadong siyang nadala ng takot kaya inakala niyang ito si Andrei Holmes.
"I'm sorry, Malik. I am really sorry." She cried out as she buried her face into his chest.
"Hush. It's alright." His arms envelop her small waist to cage her.
They stayed like that until she looked up to see him. Natigilan siya saglit nang mahuling titig na titig ito sa kanya. "Am I still sick?"
He didn't say anything. He just helped her to wear again her dress. When they've done, he brought her to the kitchen. Pinaupo siya nito sa high chair at saglit na iniwan. His broad back shoulder caught her attention. Kumpara kay Andrei ay malaki ang kay Malik. Actually, Andrei is not enough for Malik even if he is older than him. Kung malalaman ni Malik ang nangyari sa kanya noon, natatakot siya sa magiging reaction nito.
"Let's meet a doctor. You're still ill," Malik said with finality in his voice.
Habang kumakain ay iniisip niya kung bakit biglang sumagi sa isip niya si Andrei. Sinubukan lang tanggalin ni Malik ang panty niya ay nagkaganoon na siya. Paano 'yung mga time na nagpapalit siya nang undies? She doing that on daily basis but she never experience such horrible vision. Ngayon lang talaga?
Kahit noon sa pag-attend niya sa Vixie Campaign. Her trigger was seeing Andrei in flesh.
Pinunasan niya ang panghuling baso at inayos sa lagayan bago hinarap si Malik. Nakahalukipkip ito habang nakasandal sa frame ng pinto. "Salamat. Uuwi na ako." She said as she walked passed through him.
Hinawakan nito ang braso niya upang pigilan. "You will stay here."
Nagtataka niyang tiningnan ito. "Malik, I can't. I have to talk to Shawn." Hinigit niya ang braso at agad nagmartsa patungong main door. Ngunit sa hallway palang ay napansin niya na ang malakas na ragasa ng ulan mula sa glass window. Nanghihina niyang binalingan si Malik na agad nakapalapit sa kanya.
His hand landed on her waist while the other one is holding her arms. "The stubborn young lady is still stubborn up to now." He pulled her closer and sniffs her hair. "You're really difficult, baby, but I won't stop of understanding you. I will not."
Ngumuso siya nang mapansin ang lalong paglakas ng ulan. Wala na siyang magagawa, kailangan niyang makasama si Malik sa iisang bubong. Siguro ay maaga nalang siyang aalis.
"Okay, pero nanglalagkit na ako. I want to take a shower."
Malik nodded his head before releasing her. Doon siya dinala nito sa attached bathroom ng kuwarto mismo. Hinintay muna niyang lumabas si Malik bago dinampot ang roba na nakapatong sa malaking kama. She even tried to lay on the bed while thinking how many girls he brought there. How many women did he kiss? And how many girlfriends he had before they met again?
Lumapit siya sa isang malaking pinto na nasa kaparehas na side ng bath room. She got surprised with the huge walk in closet. Katumbas na noon ang kuwarto niya sa Nightingale Palace. Nakakahiya man aminin pero mas malinis at maayos pa ang mga damit ni Malik kaysa sa kanya. She have lots of different category of dresses and shoes. Maayos naman pero minsan napagsasama niya ang mga panglakad sa casual dresses. Iyon ang palaging issue niya kay Carla noon kapag nakikita kung gaano kagulo ang mga damit niya.
Binilisan niyang maligo dahil baka isipin ni Malik nalunod na siya.
He gave her his white big shirt and a panty. Noong una nagdududa talaga siya kung paano ito nagkaroon ng stock noon. O baka sinadya niya iyon dahil sa mga babaeng natutulog doon?
"I ask Roena for that." Paliwanag nito nang mahuling naniningkit ang kanyang mga tingin.
"Close na kayo?" Tinaasan niya ito ng kilay.
He is drying his hair when he glanced at her. "You can say that," he simply replied.
Nakanguso siyang gumapang sa kama. The shirt lift up showing the skin of her private. Inosente niyang binalingan ito na titig na titig pa rin sa kanya. "What?" irritable niyang tanong.
"I should ask Roena to buy you shorts too."
Umirap siya sa kawalan sabay bulong, "Parang babalik pa ako rito."
"What did you say?"
"Wala." Tinitigan niya ito nang masama.
Naabutan niya itong papasok sa walk-in closet. Wala pa siya sa sarili nang muling masdan ang buong kuwarto ni Malik. Ngayon niya lang napansin na mahilig si Malik sa chess board design. Even the color black and white, which is the same color he has on his closet. His shoes, suit and neck tie, even the watches. Hindi ito mahilig sa makulay kung hindi dark and white lamang.
She wondered if he kept the gift she gave him before. Purple Beanie. Hindi iyon perpekto pero sobrang pinaghirapan niya iyong gawin. Alice taught her about knitting.
Diniretso niya ang mga binti at tinitigan iyon. Bigla siyang napalingon sa pinto ng walk in closet nang maalala si Winona. Did he already bring her here? Did he touched her too? She clenched her chest when it becomes heavy. Pakiwari niya ay ilusyon lang ang lahat ng ito. Na si Malik ay hindi para sa kanya kung hindi para kay Winona. Siya ang kontrabida sa pag-iibigan ng dalawa.
Matamlay niyang inayos ang sarili sa pagkakahiga at sumiksik sa gilid habang nakatalikod sa maluwag na espasyo. Ibinaon niya ang mukha sa kumot at ipinikit ang mga mata. I truly love you, Malik. And you say your feelings too, but why it feels like I cannot have you. I don't own your heart.
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