Chapter 15: They Left

Lilac's POV

Since BTS is busy with their comeback, we didn't visit them for quite some time. Little did we know that the building had been emptied. The worst thing is that we will be having our first monthly exam during their comeback. I just really don't get it. Every time they have their comeback it will always be on our exams. Since we need to see them to give us some encouragement for our exams, we went to the building after school. Ji An and I was curious why was it so quiet. We walked towards the room that they are always hanging around in and see an empty space.

(Hehe starts singing James Arthur's empty space.)

We walked around and see that a note was on the coffee table.

From: BTS

To Ji An and Lilac

Hello. We don't know when we will meet again but we are leaving. We don't know when will you guys see this note but by the time you guys see it we would have already left. We didn't know how to tell you guys about us leaving because of some reasons. We will definitely miss you girls. Sorry that we couldn't tell you guys about us leaving earlier. Every time we use Jin hyung's handphone to tell you guys about it but we just couldn't bear to do it. Thank you girls for loving us so much. Although we have just only meet each other but you girls have shown us a different side of our fans. We will continue to make good music and give more inspiration to everyone around the whole world. We hope that you girls won't blame us for leaving without telling the both of you.

Knowing that you guys will be having exams. We decide not to say anything so that you guys won't be distracted. We hope that the both of you would continue to live a happy life and we hope that one day we will meet again. Maybe when you come to Korea we would be able to see each other again. Although at first we did plan to settle down here but we just can't because we are still tied to our contract. So we've got no choice but to go back. Hanging out with you guys have actually make us feels like we are commoners again. This is because everyone else sees us as their role models or idols. When they talk to us it's too respectful so we just couldn't get use to it. Thank you for not minding who we are and accepting us 7 normal boys into your life.

We hope that you guys would continue to keep in contact with us and always remember that you are you no one else can judge you for who you are for you are also a beautiful being. Let it be if others wants to judge you but just be yourself. One day you will find someone who could accept for who you are even if you couldn't find them now. It's time for us to say goodbye for now. Maybe goodbye isn't the right word. It should be see you again. We are actually crapping rubbish because we don't know what to say to the both of you. Lilac and Ji An thank you for everything that you guys had given us for we know that we don't deserve that much love from you guys. Also send our regards to Nuna and tell her that we have left. That's all from us. Till we meet again.

From: The 7 boys that you've love. 22/2/2019

I was stunned shocked until I taste the saltiness of my tears. I turned and look at Ji An. She was also crying. We were utterly shocked to see that they have left. They even managed to left a not for us. They left for about a month already and we didn't realize it. I should have texted them. The empty feeling starts creeping its way into my heart. The feeling of loneliness once again resurfaced in me. No Lilac push it down. You cannot drown into the sea of loneliness and darkness again. Be strong. They just left to go back not leaving you forever.

"An-ah you alright? Stop crying ok." I said to her while I was still crying.

"Why didn't we come and visit them last month. I regret it. I should have come and visit them even though they were busy. At least we won't miss saying goodbye to them. Lilac-ah what should we do? I hope that they don't blame us." Ji An said those words while sobbing.

"No they don't blame us. They have already mentioned in the letter. They know that we were busy preparing for our exams. True to their words that we can't be distracted. Don't cry anymore. This really shows how much they have actually cared for us An-ah." I said trying to stop my tears from continue to flow.

After 5 minutes, the both of us stop crying. We know that we couldn't let her mom see our eyes so red because she will asked 1001 and one questions about it. We walk back to the school compound and see that her mom is not there yet. Lucky for us. We really don't want anyone to see us in this state actually. I secretly kept the letter that they've left for us in my bag without telling Ji An about it. I just want to remember them this way to prove that I was not dreaming about meeting them and having so much fun with them. From today onwards I would study hard so that I would be able to get scholarship to further my studies overseas. That will be the only way for me to meet them again. It's also for my future.